Blue Sunshine (2)

Not only me and Iber, but even Jingyan herself was shocked.

The hall was so quiet that you could almost hear the ticking of the clocks, but the heartbeats seemed to be silent, and you couldn't hear or feel them.

After all, Uncle Iber was the one who had gone through the matter, and he was the first to regain his composure, "Jingyan, don't be kidding. Go out first, I have something to say to Qingyang. ”

Jingyan just stood still, and Iberber said softly: "Don't worry, I won't embarrass him." ”

He will always treat Jingyan much more gently than Yiyi, as if their identities are confused.

But Jingyan is determined to fight with Uncle Ibo to the end this time, and her eyes are as firm as I have never seen before.

Unlike Yiyi's agility, in her eyes, I saw my own shadow.

That's ---- perseverance.

Her eyes had the same feelings.

"I've never begged you, this time I'll beg you."

When Iberber heard this, there was a trace of unbearability in his eyes, and I almost thought that I had seen it wrong.

Then he quickly returned to his normal mood and turned back into the soft and hard Yi Lin Zhang.

"No, I won't allow it!"

His voice was majestic, and anyone who heard it couldn't help but be shocked by what he said.

However, I didn't, and neither did Jingyan.

Jingyan's eyes were still so firm, without the slightest flinch.

"Why do you make decisions for me, you're not my dad!"

For some reason, I felt that the word "Dad" was particularly heavy. I've never heard these people talk about Jingyan's father, and I don't know what kind of person her father is.

Now I feel a little sad when I hear it.

Jingyan has never been disobedient to Iber, but in order to say a few good words for me, she sneered at Iberber so blatantly.

I have mixed feelings, and I can't tell you what it feels like.

Iberber was really angry this time, he had already raised his slap, but he didn't slap it for a long time.

Jingyan took my hand, she was very tall, but her hand was small, and it was a little cold when it was placed in the palm of my hand. She is different from Yiyi, who is always soft and warm. But she's just like me, so cold to the bone.

It wasn't until today that I realized that I was so similar to her.

She held it tightly, cold with a crispy pain.

"I warn you, you are not allowed to deal with Qingyang in the future. Otherwise," Jingyan paused, her eyes full of complexity, "otherwise, I will never forgive you in my life." ”

In this way, we walked out of Yi's house, and the wind that rushed to us with a faint scent of roses blew into our clothes and hair.

"Jingyan, in fact, you don't need to quarrel with Uncle Iber. You're going to have a hard time in the future. ”

After thinking about it for a long time, I only said such an innocuous sentence.

Jingyan let go of my hand and stood in the wind, her hair was blown up, some of the curly hair that was burned and curled, some of which were sticking to her face, and some of which were blowing in the wind.

Her expression was a little indescribable, but her words were still so warm.

"Qingyang, it's worth it to do anything for you."

I don't know why I found that Jingyan at this moment is really beautiful, much more beautiful than Yiyi.

Maybe I never looked at her carefully in the past.

I don't speak, I just want time to be silent. I have Yi in my heart, and I don't want to hurt her.

For Jingyan's feelings, I can only treat it as if I have never had it.

Jingyan walked up to me with a pleading look in her eyes, "Qingyang, tell me, why Yiyi?" ”

Why Yiyi, I also began to ask myself. This is probably what it was meant to be. The original fingertip was marriage, which was the love between me and Yiyi.

If I hadn't had such a preconceived notion, I'd still be as good as ever. I wavered.

I chose to be silent again, but I was surprised to find Jingyan crying, and those crystal tears were dripping down her cheeks and down her slender neck.

"Why is it all Yiyi, she snatched everything from me, when will she return it to me!"

Jingyan's emotions were a little uncontrollable.

In the dark, there seemed to be a strange force tugging at the softness of my heart, and I hugged her, she was so thin that I could almost feel her bones.

comforted softly: "Jingyan, don't talk about Yiyi like that, what kind of person Yiyi is, don't you know?" ”

Jingyan choked up a little, and even her voice trembled, "Then what did I do wrong?" Qingyang, you tell me, what did I do wrong again?! ”

Probably when people are emotionally out of control, they can't listen to others at all. They just want to find a listener who can pull out all the words that are holding back in their hearts.

No matter how smart and capable Jingyan is, she can't jump out of this strange circle in the end.

So, no matter how hard I tried to comfort her, she still cried so sadly.

"Qingyang, do you know that the person you call Uncle Ibu all day is my father. He gave everything to Yiyi, but all I could call him 'Uncle'! ”

I suddenly understood why Uncle Ibur was so excited when he heard Jingyan's "You're not my dad". also understood why he always regarded Jingyan as his pride. It turns out that Jingyan is his biological daughter.

No wonder Yiyi is not like him, but Jingyan has the same interests as him.

The dragon gave birth to nine sons, each of whom was different. He gave all his mind to Jingyan and his family to Yiyi. It seems to be fair, but it's actually unfair to anyone.

Fate makes people, what can we do?

"Maybe he has something unspeakable."

Once again, I said something that I couldn't convince even myself.

Jingyan sneered a few times, "He is a businessman, and a businessman never does anything unprofitable, and my existence itself cannot bring him benefits." I'm no better than Yiyi, even if Yiyi's mother is crazy, she still leaves the heart of the gentle and touching lady. As for my mother, she was just a country girl who had long been buried by the loess. His choice has his own reasons, but my existence is nothing. ”

At this moment, I could almost feel her sadness to the extreme, and my heart was gradually enveloped in those gloom.

I can't say anything else, I just want to hug her quietly like this, warm her, and warm myself.

An eight or nine-year-old girl came next to her, holding a large bouquet of roses, and said in a sweet voice: "Brother, buy a bouquet of flowers for my sister." You see that my sister is crying, and you still don't buy a bouquet of flowers to coax her. ”

It turned out that this little girl regarded us as a little couple.

I let go of Jingyan, bent down, and said to the little girl, "Okay, you bought all the flowers today." ”

When Jingyan held the flowers, she smiled exceptionally well, and the fiery red roses reflected her fair skin, which became more and more beautiful.

It was the first time I had looked at her and smiled, and there seemed to be tears on her cheeks, but she was smiling so beautifully.

In this way, things returned to a calm state again, and Jingyan and I never confided in each other again.

The days were as light as water, and I could hardly remember the harm that Uncle Yi had done to our Chen family.

Whether I call me a white-eyed wolf, or say that I am broad-minded, I don't want to dwell on those grievances anymore. Even though I hated Iber, my dad still spent the rest of his life in prison.

Hate can't bring anything, it can only make an originally beautiful heart fall into hell.

And I, I don't want to sink. I just want to live quietly.

On Yiyi's birthday, we all cast our wishes into the wishing bottle. Every year my wish is Yiyi, but this year, when I picked up the pen, I suddenly didn't know what to write.

raised his head and met the gaze cast by Shang Jingyan. The ghost made the god worse, so I wrote the words "Yi Jingyan" on the note.

However, I don't know exactly what these three words mean.

Yi Yi was still so stupid, she put away those wishes in small wings and put them in her most precious place.

Looking at these familiar but unfamiliar scenes, I suddenly had a bad premonition---- I and Yi Yi had drifted apart.

The later story is plain with some indescribable sadness.

Yiyi has a hot temper, and for some reason, she can't see Jingyan anymore, and she targets her everywhere. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I persuaded it.

Yiyi complained, "Qingyang, do you all think that Sister Jingyan is better than me?" ”

I was about to comfort Yiyi, but as soon as the words came out, it became a different situation.

"Jingyan, she is indeed more sensible than you, Yiyi, and sometimes you are too childish."

Yi Yi can't stand it, she is so childish, she never holds anything in her heart.

"Since you think Sister Jingyan is good, then you go to her, what are you doing with me! You go, you go now, I don't want to see you again! ”

With that, Yi Yi whimpered and cried, shaking the flesh on her face.

I put my hand on her shoulder, but she knocked it off.

I was stunned and withdrew my hand, never having the courage to put it on her shoulder again.

No matter how much she lost her temper with me, I could always say a lot of nice words to comfort her until she burst into tears. But now I can't think of a word of comfort. Not even the emotions that comforted her were gone.

We are still Qingyang and Yiyi from the past.

If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan. Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable. I am the fickle old heart.

Some things, once they start happening, are never going back to the past. Things have already begun to change between me and Yiyi.

I didn't comfort Yi anymore and walked straight out. This is the first time I've left Yi here alone, ignoring her sadness and sadness.