Lin Lin is also inexplicably depressed now, obviously he just wanted to go out by himself before, but first all his hidden emotions rose up all of a sudden, he had no way to control it, he was obviously very rational usually, but now it was as if he was driven by Shu Yan, and all his emotions burst out at once.

"I know you're feeling uncomfortable right now, so let's drink it first, and we'll talk about it later."

Lin Lin didn't know what to do now, and he didn't know what he was talking about, he didn't want to say his things too early, because these things were not very happy, if he said it too early, the whole atmosphere would be different.

Although he is not very taboo about these things, he feels that for Shu Yan now, it may not be at all Shu Yan's emotions are not so high several times, and if they really say it, neither of them will be very happy.

"I see"

Shu Yan still understands people better, she can still feel these emotions, after all, they are all in a similar state now, and it is understandable that there are some things that they don't want to say.

Shu Yan thought about it for a while, and decided to continue drinking by herself, clinking glasses with Lin Lin from time to time, and they drank silently like this, feeling the desolation of the night, and the desolate feeling made his mother's brain even more confused.

Time passed slowly, the people around them changed wave after wave, they were still drinking, and they didn't communicate too much, just like two frustrated people coming to buy drunk, and like two strangers sharing a table with strange indifference, only the occasional look at each other will make people warmer.

Because of Lin Lin's arrival, Shu Yan felt less sad than before, but there was still some unwillingness in his heart, he didn't know why Gu Chenyan didn't look at her much, her appearance, her ability were relatively heavy, and the most important thing was that she had accompanied Gu Chenyan for so many years, and none of her emotions were all in accordance with Gu Chenyan's favorite style.

The result is still not as good as a woman who has never appeared, Gu Chenyan's concern for her has never been searched, and she only has a businesslike tone.

In the past, she thought that Gu Chenyan was such a person, but now that she thinks about it, she just doesn't like it, if a person doesn't like you, no matter how hard she is, she can't do anything about it, maybe she has really done it completely to Gu Chenyan, but she still knows how to be polite, righteous and shameful, since Gu Chenyan has already said everything, it will be very ridiculous if she continues to entangle.

Shu Yan drank it, the tears in the corners of her eyes had begun to gradually flood, all the karma would now become a dream, she only wanted to have a story with Gu Chenyan, she only wanted to have a future with Gu Chenyan, but God never gave her a chance, and she didn't have a chance from the beginning.

"What are you for?"

Shu Yan couldn't help it in the end, because Lin Lin seemed to be a little sadder than her, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't go straight to what she should do, the two of them seemed to be a wanderer and no one took them in, just wandering in this world.

"My love life is a mess, I originally thought that as long as I kept persisting, there would be results, but the strong thing of feelings can't be forced, I only know it now."

Lin Lin opened her mouth slowly, what Lin Lin said seemed to be saying it for Shu Yan, the tears in Shu Yan's eyes flowed down at once, she didn't feel it herself, because her face was flushed, she couldn't drink alcohol, it was easy to show it on her face, and now she was already a little drunk.

Lin Lin didn't have the slightest impact, he wiped away his tears for Shu Yan, and poured wine for her, not to say that he didn't care about Shu Yan, but he felt that at this time, only wine could change people's moods, and if wine was not drunk, everyone would get drunk.

Wine is just an auxiliary, what really wants to be drunk is the person's mood, if the mood is low, the speed of the person's drunkenness will become very fast, if the mood jumps, it will not be so easy to get drunk, this is Lin Lin's experience for so many years.

Maybe for some people this theory doesn't work, but most people do.

"That's what I want to say, it turns out that we're all the same people."

Shu Yan seemed to have found a bosom friend, and looked at Lin Lin very excitedly, Lin Lin was also a more casual person, and directly gave Shu Yan a hug, he didn't know why he did this, but now he just wanted to do it, and it was completely Sister Ping's own mood.

Shu Yan didn't resist at all, she also reciprocated Lin Lin enthusiastically, Lin Lin thought that such an enthusiastic person shouldn't be so dull and mean.

Lin Lin's desire to live was stimulated by Wang Miaomiao, and all of Shu Yan's desire to live was also stimulated by Gu Chenyan, now that they have no money to do it, it stands to reason that they should feel free and happy, but they think differently, they would rather be trapped in that circle and not be able to get out, rather than be released as if they were abandoned.

After so many years of perseverance, it collapsed all at once, and it felt like the whole world had collapsed.

"Are you because of Gu Chenyan?"

Lin Lin guessed a little, because after the incident in the company, Shu Yan had a cold attitude towards everyone else, but as soon as she saw Gu Chenyan, she became very different, her eyes were full of light, shining very brightly, but as soon as she saw other people, it became a pool of stagnant water, Lin Lin had already seen these things clearly.

And Lin Lin also knew that Shu Yan was not the kind of respect that a subordinate had for Gu Chenyan, and there was a mysterious emotion that had been hidden for many years, Lin Lin could also see Shu Yan's forbearance, he felt very shocked at the time, and he didn't know why a woman could treat her feelings and work so rationally.

What Lin Lin didn't know was that if Shu Yan showed all her emotions, she would not have any excuse to stay in the company, Gu Chenyan hates people who do not distinguish between public and private, not to mention that they are just a relationship between superiors and subordinates, if they accidentally exceed the boundary, they will be completely finished, and it will be impossible for you to stay by Gu Chenyan's side anymore, this thing is too difficult, she doesn't know why she wants to live so humblely.

Shu Yan is only now beginning to examine her feelings, that is, she blindly accommodates Gu Chenyan, so Gu Chenyan doesn't know how much the book invites you to pay for him, although even if Gu Chenyan knows, there is no way to change all this, Gu Chenyan already has Wang Miaomiao in his heart This is a fact, this is an impossible fact.

"Yes."

Shu Yan answered this question very desperately, if it was normal, Shu Yan would not be able to face this problem at all, because usually she still has reason, but now she doesn't care about anything, she doesn't want to care about anything, at this moment she just wants to vent, she just wants to let the world know her grievances.