Shu Yan has abandoned all her previous calmness, she now has an extremely strong desire to talk, or she needs to vent now and needs someone to vent.

Lin Lin already knew the answer, but when he heard this answer, he still felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, he may not care about these things, but under the urging of alcohol, Lin Lin had a sense of desolation that he had not had before.

"What about you, who are you for?"

Shu Yan never thought that Lin Lin, who was usually a child, was now surrounded by a kind of desolation, she thought that this man was usually extremely frivolous, and she also thought that this man was just jumping into the flowers, it seemed that she was a little wrong.

As soon as Shu Yan's question came out, Lin Lin poured down another sip of wine, a little unbelievable, everything he wanted could not be expected, and all he wanted was just that person.

"Gu Chenyan's wife,"

I don't know if it's an illusion, when Shu Yan heard Lin Lin's voice was a little choked, she still didn't understand this sentence, her head was dizzy to think about Lin Lin's words, her eyes suddenly widened, she looked at Lin Lin in disbelief,

"You mean, you like Gu Ye's wife Wang Miaomiao?"

This matter was like a bolt from the blue for Shu Yan, she never thought that Lin Lin would have such a relationship with Gu Chenyan, it was actually a rival in love, what a powerful relationship.

"It's not really, I used to guard it for so long, and now it's been taken away by Gu Chenyan."

Lin Lin felt bitter in his heart, for a long time, he had wanted to say these words for a long time, no one let him have the desire to say them, he finally said it now, it was like a big stone in his heart was put down all of a sudden, there was no previous depression, although he usually behaved very relaxed in the company, but the bitterness in his heart was only suppressed by himself, not letting others see it.

Because Lin Lin's restraint is really good, Shu Yan really didn't see it at all, this matter is a scar for Lin Lin, he can't touch his hand, once he touches it, he will feel pain, and this feeling is when no one wants to try it.

Maybe this kind of pain is not a strong pain, nor is it the kind of pain that is unbearable all at once, it is the kind of long, a little bit of small feeling, although it is not violent, but it will not be easily ignored It is often this feeling that makes people collapse, Lin Lin is in such a devastating situation, he has no way to get rid of it, especially in the dead of night, he will think of Wang Miaomiao and Gu Chenyan like that, he will start to regret it, why didn't he seize the opportunity at that time, Why didn't he make him strong and choose again.

Lin Lin always felt that it was because of his unsuccess that it led to such a result, but in fact, it was not like this.

"It turns out that we are all the same, how hard I worked at that time, but the result doesn't seem to be something I can decide, maybe I didn't have a sense of crisis before, and now I know that some things are not hard work to achieve the goal when I worked hard for so long, completely abandoned myself, and received the goods but a friend relationship negated everything, obviously she didn't do anything, why was I defeated, can I have the most basic respect for my feelings."

Shu Yan lay on the table, her voice was buzzing, she didn't need any comfort and comfort now, she just wanted to vent her emotions, if she held it any longer, she might really collapse.

There was silent silence, Lin Lin just watched from the sidelines, and he didn't comfort him, because he knew that this feeling didn't need to be comforted at all.

Lin Lin's mind was complicated, and he kept drinking with his head bored.

Shu Yan cried for a while, and finally relieved herself, although she may have completely let go of what she said at that time, but in the dead of night, when she thought of Gu Chenyan, her heart was still extremely sad, but she couldn't express it.

If there is anything that can make Shu Yan break down and cry, it can only be Gu Chenyan's indifference, Gu Chenyan had already made it clear to Shu Yan at that time, but she didn't want to be like this, so she really had no expectations.

Shu Yan's mind is the mind of an ordinary woman, as long as the person she likes can identify with her existence, there is no problem, although all her thoughts have not been proved to Gu Chenyan, but Gu Chenyan also guessed later, it is true that she did not know Shu Yan's mind before, because Shu Yan's previous thoughts were too hidden, everyone didn't know, if Gu Chenyan had seen Shu Yan's mind before, it would definitely not be this attitude, the root of everything they have now is that Shu Yan hid her feelings, Gu Chenyan and I didn't know about it, until Gu Chenyan announced that Wang Miaomiao had returned to his side, Shu Yan completely collapsed.

Shu Yan sobbed and glanced up, Lin Lin was still drinking, she was still grateful to Lin Lin for turning a deaf ear at this time, because she didn't need any verbal comfort at all, if Lin Lin had been comforting her, she would feel even more wronged, and when she was wronged to a certain extent, she would always want to cry.

Shu Yan has cried enough, and her mood is much better, so she doesn't have to worry about everything, after all, everyone is an adult, and she doesn't do whatever she wants like a child, if you want to be able to solve things plainly, there is no need to let the world know.

If she could digest the pain, she would not express her own emotions like the world, and would rather digest them silently, in fact, this negative emotion does not need her to vent out, but in the end, she still can't face all this freely, she still can't stand the stomach to buy drunk, wants to be drunk to the point of being unconscious, and wants to get drunk and change the world.

She wants to wake up and find that all this is a joke from God, and she also wants to wake up and find that everything in this world is as she wishes.

She looked at the stars in the sky, as if she was comforting her, she had paid for Gu Chenyan for so many years, and she also wanted to be able to look at the scene in the sky and imagine her happiness, but it seemed that reality could not be as she wished, even if it was a fantasy, she could not imagine the days of her and Gu Chenyan, because Gu Chenyan usually behaved too rationally, and she was not given a chance to react at all.

She may not want to accept other people's kindness sometimes, but as long as Gu Chenyan shows a trace of kindness to her, she can't stand it, because she lost this matter from the beginning, and Gu Chenyan can't imagine what is good to her at all, because she knows that Gu Chenyan has never had that kind of thought about her.

She felt very sad when she thought about it, maybe all this was the pain she found for herself, she shouldn't have expected you from the beginning, and she shouldn't have chased her love like those ordinary people, after all, this matter, she is still wishful thinking, Gu Chenyan never showed any thoughts about her from the beginning, and never said that she had any ideas about her beyond her colleagues.