Chapter 364: His and Her Original Intentions

When Ji Qingmo first appeared, he didn't know that he was just a sub-personality, and after he remembered the correct memory of the fire incident, his first reaction was nothing else, but-

Apologize to Mo Nian.

For so many years, he had misunderstood Mo Nian and placed his fault on Mo Nian's head.

It's ridiculous and pathetic to think about!

Ji Qingmo, who didn't know his identity, blamed himself and felt guilty, he just wanted to find Mo Nian quickly, apologize to Mo Nian for his despicable behavior over the years, and compensate for the injuries Mo Nian had suffered.

Although he also knew very well in his heart that some things could not be repaired, even if he could not get Mo Nian's forgiveness, he would not be able to repair Mo Nian's wounds, and he wanted to do these things.

That's what he owes Mo Nian.

If you owe a debt, how can you not pay it?

…… When did you forget this intention?

Probably, it was the first time I found out that I wasn't Ji Shisheng.

Ji Qingmo began to be disgusted with Ji Shisheng, who couldn't face reality and pushed everything on him.

Since you can't bear it, then just throw away your identity and all yours!

It's up to me to be Ji Shisheng, take the right path, and become a better person!

You escapist coward, unworthy!

After Ji Qingmo was discovered by Steward Zhuang and others, he began to fight with these people, and also grabbed control of this body with Ji Shisheng.

Every time it appears, it's a new intrigue.

In the calculation, Ji Qingmo gradually forgot that when he woke up on the first day, what he wanted was not to compete with Ji Shisheng and replace Ji Shisheng to become a better person, but-

Find Mo Nian, apologize to Mo Nian, and compensate Mo Nian.

In fact, after he met Mo Nian again, he did a good job in these things.

It's just that he forgot what reason and mentality he had for treating Mo Nian like this.

He just subconsciously felt that he was sorry for Mo Nian and wanted to compensate Mo Nian, so he had always been very accommodating to Mo Nian, no matter what Mo Nian wanted to do, whether he liked it or not, he would accept it with a smile.

As Mo Nian said, the way he treats Mo Nian like this and gets along with Mo Nian is already very unhealthy.

How can a normal relationship be a unilateral and brainless accommodation?

The word accommodation is inherently derogatory.

Ji Qingmo has been forcing himself to do this.

Mo Nian, who was treated like this, was not so happy, but felt uncomfortable, she didn't know the reason in the past, but now she is clear, so she points it out.

"What stupid things have I done......"

Only then did Ji Qingmo suddenly realize that the things he did later had put a lot of burden on Mo Nian and brought him a lot of pressure.

He had been patient, he thought that his patience was the best option, but in fact he dragged him, and the people around him, into the water, a little bit of suffocation......

Mo Nian seemed to understand Ji Qingmo's thoughts, she didn't speak, just stretched out her hand, gently hugged Ji Qingmo, and patted Ji Qingmo's back, as if coaxing a child.

In fact, Ji Qingmo is indeed a young brother to her.

It's just that because his appearance is the same as Ji Shisheng's, and he puts himself in a position to compete with Ji Shisheng, everyone ignores his age and treats him as Ji Shisheng's peers.

In fact, he is not so mature.

Mo Nian rarely saw such a fragile Ji Qingmo.

In order to resist the pressure and compete with Ji Shisheng, Ji Qingmo has always hidden his emotions very well, rarely collapsed in front of others, revealed such a sensitive side, and cried uncontrollably.

Thinking of this, Mo Nian was a little distressed, she listened to Ji Qingmo's cry quietly, listened to Ji Qingmo vent her emotions, and stayed by Ji Qingmo's side.

Time passed bit by bit, and Ji Qingmo's emotions slowly calmed down.

Mo Nian found that he actually fell asleep crying and crying, and at the same time sad for him, he was also a little funny, so he carefully leaned him on the back of the chair and laid the back of the chair flat.

Maybe he was really tired, Ji Qingmo slept until the afternoon.

He opened his stinging eyes and saw Mo Nian in the seat next to him, who was playing with his phone with his head down.

"Awake?" Mo Nian was very keen, and he spotted him for the first time.

“…… Well. Ji Qingmo responded.

Mo Nian heard that his voice was a little hoarse, so he wrung a bottle of water for him and handed it over: "Drink some water to moisten your throat." ”

Ji Qingmo was not polite, sat up and took Mo Nian's water, and drank a bottle in a few sips.

"Don't be in such a hurry, be careful of choking." Mo Nian reminded.

Ji Qingmo finished drinking the water and let out a long breath.

Looking at his appearance of relieving pressure, Mo Nian smiled faintly and put his phone aside: "Feeling better?" ”

"Hmm."

Ji Qingmo nodded, and the questions and answers seemed to have other meanings.

"I'm sorry for the gaffe in front of you."

Speaking of what happened just now, Ji Qingmo's face was also a little hot, and he felt a little embarrassed with strong self-esteem.

"What's this?"

Mo Nian said: "Ji Shisheng remembered those things, and when he came to apologize to me, he cried worse than you. ”

Ji Qingmo was stunned for a moment, and then said a little sourly: "You unconsciously mentioned him again." ”

"No, I specifically mentioned him."

Mo Nian shook his head: "I mean, Ji Shisheng has already apologized, and he has also compensated me." ”

Ji Qingmo was stunned.

"Although it was a little late and there was a long time lapse, his painful feelings and apologies to me were real."

Mo Nian said slowly: "He has already taken the responsibility he has to bear, so you don't have to take his mistake on your own head anymore and help him apologize to me." ”

"Who helped him?"

When it comes to Ji Shisheng, Ji Qingmo is still not very friendly.

After snorting coldly, Ji Qingmo lowered his eyes again and fell into silence.

Is it, has Ji Shisheng already apologized to Mo Nian and compensated Mo Nian......

It turned out that what he had been struggling with had already been done by Ji Shisheng.

Somehow, Ji Qingmo's original mood was a little irritable, but he settled down a little, although he was still a little chaotic, it was much better than at the beginning.

But with that, there is also a bit of sourness.

He...... One step behind Ji Shisheng again.

And this time, he was not because he lost to Ji Shisheng at the beginning, but because he was not angry and failed to seize the opportunity.

"What are you going to do next?"

Mo Nian suddenly spoke: "Since you have already done what you originally wanted to do, do you plan to continue to compete with Ji Shisheng for control of your body in the future, or do you have other plans?" ”

Ji Qingmo glanced at her: "What do you want me to do?" ”

"I want you to do what you want." Mo Nian said.

When Ji Qingmo heard this, he was happy in his heart, and he was a little ashamed of himself.

"You're really ...... It hasn't changed since the beginning. ”

Ji Qingmo showed a complicated smile: "What if I still want to compete with Ji Shisheng?" ”

"Then go grab it."

Mo Nian's words changed: "However, I will continue to stop you." ”

"Because this body originally belonged to Ji Shisheng?" Ji Qingmo didn't say anything like Mo Nian favoring Ji Shisheng anymore.

"Hmm." Mo Nian nodded.

"If the person you liked at the beginning was me, would you still help Ji Shisheng 'get rid of' me?"

Ji Qingmo said suddenly.

Just after speaking, he showed a self-deprecating smile and shook his head: "Forget it, this kind of assumption doesn't make any sense, no matter if the answer is good or bad, it's just self-comforting." ”

After he finished speaking, he breathed a long sigh of relief, lay down on the chair again, looked at the clear sky outside through the window above, and spoke again: "Tell me about Shi Sheng before he left, I want to know what he talked to you about." ”

:。 :