"Nope."

Ji Qingmo shook his head vigorously, his eyes were slightly red, he clenched his teeth, and every word was very hard: "I haven't thought about that kind of future once!" Have the confidence to love you for a lifetime, and be good for you for a lifetime! It's not for any atonement—"

"I'm sure you didn't lie to me."

Seeing Ji Qingmo's panicked appearance, Mo Nian's voice had a little more tenderness, "When most people make promises, they are sincere, there is no falsehood, they believe that they are telling the truth, and they do tell the truth, but the premise of everything has a time limit - at that time, they thought so at the time." ”

"Time is a wonderful thing, it changes a lot of things, people made a promise at that time that they thought they would keep it for a lifetime, and after the erosion of time, there will always be a moment when they change unconsciously." Mo Nian sighed lightly.

Ji Qingmo was stunned: "Nian Nian, you ......"

His Adam's apple rolled a little, hiding his nervousness, and his voice trembled a little: "When people grow up, will they be like this?" ”

Although he has always put himself and Mo Nian on an equal and equal footing, there is one problem that he can't escape-

There was too much time difference between him and Mo Nian.

"Mostly so."

Mo Nian smiled at him: "Maybe you will never change. ”

These words were an affirmation of him and a consolation to him.

Ji Qingmo smiled bitterly, he was a little weak.

Although he was affirmed by Mo Nian, he suddenly found that at this moment, a trace of uncertainty floated in his heart-

After thinking about these futures, he turned out to be unconfident in himself and inexplicably afraid.

Afraid that what Mo Nian said would come true, afraid that he would not be able to fulfill his promise to Mo Nian, afraid that he would be separated from Mo Nian......

Ji Qingmo trembled slightly, he held his forehead with one hand, and his knuckles were white, revealing his entanglement.

"If you don't solve the problem and just escape, what will be the result, you have already seen it from Ji Shisheng."

Mo Nian spoke again: "You think he was wrong to do that, you have always wanted to overthrow him and take the right path, but this path has only been followed for a few years, and you have begun to make the same mistakes...... Ji Qingmo, maybe even you didn't find out about this fact. ”

People will always live like they hate.

Ji Qingmo was stunned, he tightened his lips and didn't speak.

"In that case, are you still going to avoid this question and not make it clear to me?" Mo Nian threw out the last question, and then didn't speak again, just looked at Ji Qingmo quietly.

Silence spreads in this confined space.

I don't know how long it took, but it was Ji Qingmo who finally broke the silence with a sigh.

“…… Lost to you. ”

Ji Qingmo smiled helplessly: "This time, it's not to cater to you and tolerate you, but to follow my will." ”

Mo Nian won him.

He admitted that what Mo Nian said was right.

"Give me some time."

Ji Qingmo said again: "There are some things that I still have to think about...... You're right, in the past, I have been avoiding certain problems, not solving them, and eventually the rift will widen, I have made the same mistake as Ji Shisheng, maybe the way I am now...... It's not what I originally intended. ”

He paused, showing a confused expression: "But my original intention ...... And what is it? ”

What is the reason for his birth?

If Shi Sheng is because Ji Shisheng wants to return to the appearance that didn't happen at the beginning, and he met Mo Nian who was safe and sound in that way.

And what about him?

What was he born for?

Ji Qingmo closed his eyes and thought quietly.

That was a long, long time ago, and he had been through so much from the beginning to the present.

Just as an adult cannot remember what happened on the day he was born as a baby, it is not easy for him to find all the memories that appeared on his first day.

But he had to think about it.

Ji Qingmo felt as if he had sunk into darkness, and there were flashes of light around him, and those lights were his memories along the way.

or worried, or happy, carrying too many complex emotions for him, he can once again experience the mood at that time just by recalling the picture.

This is his memory of Ji Qingmo.

From 2012 to the present day.

These memories are not carried by him from others, but are completely his.

Ji Qingmo searched hard, he kept recalling the memories of those days when he first appeared, experiencing the mood and details at that time, and thinking about his thoughts at that time.

After a long, long time, Ji Qingmo felt that he hadn't come up with anything.

His appearance seemed to be for no reason, just to oppose Ji Shisheng.

It's true...... Is that so?

Ji Qingmo suddenly realized that the difference between him and Ji Shisheng at the beginning was just a memory, the memory of the fire.

He was born from this bifurcation point, but it is not clear why.

What is the meaning behind this memory that is different from Ji Shisheng's mind?

Ji Qingmo couldn't help but recall the past that was also extremely painful and difficult for him to face.

Ji Shisheng was kidnapped along with Mo Nian, trapped in the fire with Mo Nian, and finally watched Mo Nian be engulfed in fire......

In an instant, Ji Qingmo opened his eyes and gasped lightly.

Even he didn't want to think about it.

Too...... Suffocate.

"Are you okay?"

At that moment, a voice rang out from beside him.

Ji Qingmo hadn't eased up, he was subconsciously attracted by the sound to look at the other party, and it was Mo Nian's face that he was all too familiar with that came into sight.

Maybe it was because he remembered that unhappy memory just now, after Ji Qingmo saw Mo Nian, he unconsciously overlapped Mo Nian's face at this time with that when he was a child.

In an instant, a glimmer of light seemed to pass through Ji Qingmo's mind, and he froze in place, looking at Mo Nian in a daze, speechless for a while.

Suddenly, Ji Qingmo felt his nose sour, and tears poured out uncontrollably.

Mo Nian was startled when he saw him burst into tears: "What's wrong with you?" I'm sorry, did I push you too hard? If you can't think of it, don't think about it, it's still a long time, don't worry......"

"I'm sorry."

Before Mo Nian finished speaking, Ji Qingmo suddenly spoke, with a trill, repeating to her: "I'm sorry...... Niannian, I'm sorry ......"

He cried and repeated those three words.

Mo Nian was shocked, and the hand that was stretched out towards Ji Qingmo stopped in mid-air.

This scene is familiar.

Two years ago, the reason why she left Jiangcheng was to see Ji Shisheng kneeling on the ground, crying and saying sorry to her.

And now, Ji Qingmo has done exactly the same thing.

Mo Nian was a little flustered: "What are you doing all of a sudden?" Is there something uncomfortable? I'll ask Captain Wang to pick us up, and ask Dr. Li to show you. ”

As he spoke, Mo Nian stretched out his hand to help Ji Qingmo wipe his tears.

Ji Qingmo grabbed her hand and shook her head vigorously: "No, no need...... I was just...... It's just that...... I just wanted to say that to you, I'm sorry...... It is only now that I have those memories and those responsibilities to say this to you...... I'm sorry, Niannian. ”

He finally remembered what he was born for.

The reason is simple.

He just wanted to say to Mo Nian, I'm sorry.

That's all.

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