358 Hypocrisy
"Of course, there is one more thing I must tell you!" An Qingyan felt that he still had to tell that incident after all, maybe after listening to that incident, he wouldn't be so soft-hearted to him again! "I still remember that day in the palace, the 'Dispersion Pill' I gave you was actually designed by me in advance, and that little eunuch was also arranged by me early in the morning, in order to ruin your appearance." This is the most wrong thing he thinks he has done in his life, how could he bear to treat Ran'er like this at that time? He regrets it now! I regret it!!
Gu Yanran's pupils are getting bigger and bigger, and her mouth has grown into a big 'O' shape, it turns out that all this is just a ploy, she didn't expect it at all! Is this true? Gu Yanran couldn't help but ask herself in her heart over and over again, why did she never know? Is she too stupid and naïve, or An Qingyan is too scheming.
However, in Gu Yanran's memory. If An Qingyan hadn't rescued her that day, she wouldn't have been able to get out of the prison, and she has always been grateful to him. She always thought that An Qingyan was sincere to her at that time, and she actually went through mountains and rivers to save him in order to harm her like this. Is it all worth it?
Along the way, she has encountered many difficulties, made many risks, and now she has provoked such a group of cattle. Ghost snake god, what the hell is she for? Hehe...... She's the one who doesn't look like a human and a ghost doesn't look like a ghost, right?? "You really deserve to die, but don't think that it's okay if you die like this, there is nothing so cheap in the world!"
"Ran'er, no matter what you want me to do, I will agree! Whether it is on the knife mountain or under the sea of fire, I, An Qingyan, will never say a word!! As long as Ran'er can forgive him and he is willing to do whatever he wants, this is what he should repay.
"What else can you do with what you are now? Upper Knife Mountain?? Lower the oil pan??? How else do you want to cheat? Gu Yanran is now saying every word aimed at An Qingyan, and her tone is even more mean, this is simply a personal attack!
"Ran'er,......" An Qingyan was injured all of a sudden, but he also knew that Gu Yanran was right. He is now a wasted person, he can't do anything, he can't do anything, no wonder Gu Yanran would say this about him. Is it so hard that he just wants to atone for the mistakes he made in the past now??
"Listen to me, don't you want to atone for your sins, don't you want me to forgive you?" …… If he had done such a thing, then she would not have to be polite to him anymore, as he himself said, that was what he owed her.
"Yes!" An Qingyan admitted without any ambiguity. That's right, he ruined Gu Yanran's appearance, and also used her to study the 'Dispersion Pill' to reverse right and wrong, so that Gu Yanran was in danger for him, all of this was his fault. No matter what Gu Yanran will ask of him later, he will definitely not have a second word.
"Well, I want you alive!" You are not allowed to die, and there is no point in dying. As long as you are alive, you have the possibility of paying back others, but once you die, there is no meaning. In this life, who hasn't done one or two wrong things, but what An Qingyan did was really outrageous, but what could she do? Watching him die? Really let him pay for his life?? Or a blood splatter on the spot???
- This kind of thing, she can't sit down!!
"Ran'er ,......" This time, An Qingyan was changed, he opened his mouth, and his eyes widened to look at Gu Yanran. To be honest, he really didn't understand what Gu Yanran meant this time, 'You want him to live?' Although, he had a hunch that Gu Yanran would not let him die, after all, her temperament was not like that; But he had a hunch that Gu Yanran would be so angry that she would turn her face with him, after all, her temperament was like this. However, what does it mean to say 'I want him to live' now?
Gu Yanran sat down, "It's too easy to die!" Wouldn't it be cheaper for you to let you die for nothing? On the contrary, being alive is the best punishment for you!! I want you to suffer day and night, I want you to suffer for what you have done. "Ahem, ahem,...... Isn't that too vicious? However, her brother is too, he has done so many bad things, how can he say that he will forgive if he forgives?
It doesn't matter if it hurts her, it's just a pair of skins, and it's not hers yet, so of course she doesn't care. However, he has harmed so many people, all of them are innocent lives!! This is a sin that deserves death, right?
"Yes, you are right, in this life, I will not be able to sleep at night, and I will not be at ease day and day!" No wonder Ran'er said, 'I want him to live', it turns out that this is the best punishment for him. It's easy to die, but the most fearful thing is to die or not to live, to be a living dead.
"Listen to me." Gu Yanran also knew that her words were a little heavier, but if she didn't say that, how could she pass her own level? An Qingyan is her brother, and she shouldn't be favoritism, although these have nothing to do with her at all, but she has to convince herself after all. "After we escape this time, you will first detoxify the poison on the people of the Killer Gate, and order their disbandment at the same time." This should be regarded as the first stop for Anqing to atone for his sins, right?
But after all, most of these killers should have a deep hatred for An Qingyan, and they were forced to be killers, which is a big hatred. Just like when we were children, we didn't want to go to holiday cram school, and our parents forced us to go, so you wouldn't be happy, right? There are even some who were destroyed by An Qingyan, if they were released early, it is estimated that they would definitely not let An Qingyan go.
As the so-called time for revenge, if they can wait for everything to be over, and then hand over the antidote to Bingluo or Mobei, when they are in a safe place, they will not be afraid of those people coming to seek revenge. After all, An Qingyan is now abolished, and his martial arts are gone, so she has to ensure his safety, right?
"Yes!" Now, no matter what Gu Yanran says, An Qingyan will no longer object, now as long as he can atone for his sins, it will be enough.
"Come again, you have to follow me to the 'Yilu Wu', and we'll come back in five years." Gu Yanran took An Qingyan into the 'Medical Luwu' not to let him hide from the enemy, but to hope that he could get back on his feet. As long as he can return to a normal person, then he will be able to do more things in the future, the so-called repayment.
- What do you say about this??
In fact, Gu Yanran thought about it for An Qingyan, rather than dying worthless, it was better to live a more meaningful life. Wasn't there a man called 'XX Great Good Man' in ancient times? She just wants An Qingyan to come out as a good person and do good deeds after five years to make up for all the mistakes he made before.
"Why?" An Qingyan knew that Gu Yanran wanted him to stand up again, but why? He didn't understand, why at this time, Gu Yanran still thought about him, shouldn't she be cruel to him? After all, he's that kind of person; After all, he did those things; After all, he owes too much.
"Don't ask me why, don't get me wrong, I didn't forgive you at all! I let you live to let you know how wrong you are. "Only when a man is alive will he think, only then will he know what he has done, and only then will he be condemned by his conscience." When you realize how wrong you are, you won't make mistakes again and hurt others again! When you're well, it's time to help others!! "There will always be a lot of people in this world who need our help. They don't care about the life or death of a person named 'An Qingyan', on the contrary, they care about everyone who has helped them.
- Who doesn't have times of embarrassment and predicament? What they need is someone to lend a helping hand to them and guide them to goodness, so that there will be more and more good people and everyone will live a more harmonious life.
In order to come out of the 'medical house' after five years, An Qingyan has the ability to help those people. Gu Yanran had already decided that before they went to 'Yilu Wu', they must arrange the camp. She has to choose a few more developed shops to invest, or spend some money to buy some business, otherwise what will she do when she comes out?
Thinking of this, Gu Yanran naturally thought of Yang Wentao and them. For example, her eldest brother, who is a man of family, must not go with them, and if he can stay, she will give him a copy of the business and silver. If he is willing to join the army instead of business, he can also hand over this business to his sister-in-law! Hee-hee,...... How does this make her feel like she is taking advantage of others?
As for the third brother, it would be better to keep them here. The daughter-in-law of the daughter-in-law, right? You can't follow her ugly bastard everywhere to beg for a living, right? Of course, these are all spectacle words.
- As for the truth, I still have to hand over my business to someone I can trust, and it's all white money!
Even if her brother pits her again, he won't pit her, right? She has a modern model of business means and marketing model, as long as it is based on the ancient situation, combined with the actual situation, it will definitely make the business popular. When the time comes, it can also drive them to become rich, right?
- Wow Ka Ka, wait five years later, when she comes out again, she will be able to wait for the cashier with her legs crossed, it's beautiful to think about!!
Although, these Gu Yanran are very thoughtful. But there is another point that Gu Yanran can't rest assured, if Huang Purui knew that her eldest brother was with her, would he refuse to let them go? Then let them stay in Fengming Country directly?
No, no, no, her fourth brother Simon can have this, after all, the pearl is here! But what about her eldest brother? There are also Huzi and them, after all, their family and relatives are still in Longyue Kingdom, how can they say that they can put it down?
Now, this matter can only be covered by Huangpu jade. However, she has already fallen out with Huang Puyu, can she still talk to him? Then ask for the fourteenth princess? She is the princess with the best heart, as long as she is a little coquettish with her, everything will no longer be difficult.
But, here comes again. Whether the fourteenth princess eloped with Bingluo or what, she still doesn't know! If this is an elopement, the fourteenth princess herself will not be able to protect herself, how can she protect Yang Wentao and them? "Ahhh,......h
"Ran'er, what's wrong with you?" Seeing Gu Yanran scratching her head and cheeks, as if she was very distressed, could An Qingyan not ask?
"If you think about things, you just don't care." I don't know if it's because An Qingyan's details are known to Gu Yanran, and she doesn't have the previous intimacy when she talks to An Qingyan now, but she is a little bored. As soon as she said this, Gu Yanran realized the problem of her attitude, although she struggled a little in her heart. But so what? Now An Qingyan owes her, she can't be so kind to him anymore.
Because An Qingyan asked, Gu Yanran suddenly thought of recruiting, Yang Wentao and they came out to arrest her by order. What if 'she's dead'?? The corners of Gu Yanran's mouth hooked up a sinister smile. That's right, she just wants to give Huang Pu Rui a life that doesn't see anyone, and doesn't see a corpse when he dies. When Yang Wentao and the others go back, they will be able to make up nonsense, and maybe they will get some rewards!
Wow, she's so smart. "Brother,......" Gu Yanran wanted to bite off her tongue again, and because of this joy, this 'brother' called her out again. Ahem,...... Well, I've already planned everything for you, and when you recover, you'll come out and be a good person! "She gave this opportunity, but she couldn't speak for everyone, especially those who died innocently.
Thinking of this, Gu Yanran still couldn't accept An Qingyan in her heart, let alone understand. Although time will heal everything, but those who have been tortured by him and bullied by him, can they forget all this? The scar in my heart, if it hurts, it hurts, how can it be easy to heal?
Just like she hurt Huang Puyu so deeply this time, it's hard to say whether Huang Puyu can forgive her or not, how can she accept her? Now, the child has made it clear that it is not his, can he let go of this green hat? This should be considered a shame for his whole life, right??
Actually, Gu Yanran was quite happy. Because she knew that as long as Shangguan Min'er was there, it would be impossible for her to be with Huang Puyu in her life. If this is the case, then why bother to break the thread? If she can't let the person Huang Puyu loves the most in her heart be her, then she is willing to let Huang Puyu hate her the most in her heart.
- Love and hate, who can tell since ancient times? As long as he could remember her, it was enough for her.
At this time, Gu Yanran didn't want to deny whether she loved Huangpuyu or not. Actually, it's love! There had never been a person who had walked into her heart like him. Every time she closed her eyes, as long as she wanted to see him, he would appear clearly in her mind, so clearly, so clearly.
His glance and smile, his anger and anger, his eyes raised, and his eyes closed, were all so clear and impressive. It was because of this that Gu Yanran decided to go to the 'medical house' with Ling Yun this time, even for herself, for the sake of the child, and for Huang Puyu to follow Guan Min'er.
For Shangguan Min'er, she is not great, and emotional things have never needed to be relied on. It's just that Gu Yanran knows very well that if she is compared with Shangguan Min'er's feelings for Huang Puyu, she will lose; Compare Huang Puyu's feelings for her and Shangguan Min'er, she also lost. In the face of such a lose-lose situation, she might as well take a step back and fulfill the good deeds of others, which can also be regarded as accumulating virtue for the baby in her belly.
In fact, she is envious of Huang Puyu and Guan Min'er, although there is no clarity between them now, and there is even an unbridgeable gap. But at least they were in love before, and so passionately, so fascinatingly. Although she didn't know what the love between them was, she could imagine that it must be beautiful, beautiful.
At least it won't be like her and Huang Puyu, in addition to life, it still needs to die. From the beginning, her appearance was a mistake, otherwise there would not have been many misunderstandings. In fact, Gu Yanran also figured it out, and even more clearly, she was just a chess piece in Huang Puyu's hands after all, and it was not easy to occupy a position in her heart now.
- That's pretty good, isn't it? Wow Ka Ka ......
Gu Yanran couldn't figure out why she couldn't be ruthless to the people around her. Whether it is using her Huangpu Yu, or calculating her An Qingyan. It stands to reason that she should smash the table and leave now, and everyone will never get along with each other in the future. But the fact is that she didn't do that, and desperately thought of a reason for An Qingyan to live. As for treating Huang Puyu, it was even more desperate, she withdrew directly, fulfilling his good deeds of keeping up with Guan Min'er.
Isn't she hypocritical like this? She shouldn't be a kind person, why would she do such a great thing? Thinking about these great achievements casually, even she herself wanted to cry. Tell me, why is she so stupid??
"Alright, I'm going back." Gu Yanran stood up from the stone bench, the more she thought about these things, the more upset she felt, it was better not to think about it. Otherwise, she really didn't know what strange thoughts would appear in her thoughts, so why bother with herself? How tired is it??
"Ran'er,......" An Qingyan stopped Gu Yanran with some embarrassment on her face.
Gu Yanran stopped and turned her head to look at An Qingyan, only then did she realize that An Qingyan couldn't walk on her own now. This is the pavilion, if he wants to go back, he has to rely on her to push, who told them to come and get rid of the killers who took care of him?
Looking at An Qingyan, you will feel that he is actually quite pitiful. In this life, she was such a distressed sister, but she died to save him. He must have been sad at the time, right? It must be very guilty, too! Because I was so desperate, I couldn't get out, so I forced myself to do those things.
"Let's go." Gu Yanran pushed An Qingyan, and as she walked, Gu Yanran swore that she must let An Qingyan cheer up again, and asked him to be a good person, so that he could feel the happiness of helping others.
- After suffering so much, should happiness also follow?