"Qing'er's death, I, as a big brother, have never been able to forgive myself, she died for me, and this hatred has always blinded me. During that period, in my opinion, everyone deserved to die, his Qing'er was so young, why did God be so blind, he had to kill her. I even hate anyone for this, in order to get rid of those who are in the way of my eyes and make me feel uncomfortable. I then founded the Killer Gate, and I've been secretly manipulating them to assassinate one target after another for me. ”

That's right, how frustrated he was at that time, he didn't dare to think about it anymore, how could he do such cruel things? All of this, to this day, has become one of his uncontrollable evil deeds. Even his death was not enough to make up for the mistakes he had made.

This time, Gu Yanran wanted to speak, but she didn't know what to say! Do you want her to reprimand An Qingyan? Yes, what he did was truly outrageous. But what has happened in the past, can she say anything that can be changed? She never thought about what kind of person An Qingyan was, it was because she didn't feel the need to understand.

However, it was precisely because she didn't understand that she casually called her brother and did so many bad things, she really couldn't convince herself to accept it again. Gu Yanran is also struggling in her heart now, on the one hand, she knows that the reason why An Qingyan has done so many bad things is because of 'trapped by love', of course, this love refers to the family affection of brother and sister. It is not difficult for Gu Yanran to imagine that An Qingyan must have loved his sister very much back then, otherwise he would not have become so mad.

But on the other hand, An Qingyan did do a lot of bad things and killed so many people. Even if it is extenuating, it is unforgivable, what do you say to call her now?

- Do you want her to forgive his brother? Just as if nothing had happened?? Then continue to confess the thief as a brother???

She couldn't do that! Although she is not a person who is a great right and wrong, benevolent and righteous, at least she can still distinguish between right and wrong, good and evil, right? In this way, how can she forgive An Qingyan when nothing happened?

"Say no more!" The 'brother' in her mouth, Gu Yanran, had already skipped automatically, and when she knew everything, she couldn't shout at him anymore. She was very afraid that An Qingyan would say something even more difficult for her to accept, these were enough, enough.

"Nope! However, if you continue to listen to me, I will no longer hide anything from you. The more Gu Yanran struggled and didn't want to listen, the more An Qingyan wanted to continue, he couldn't let himself escape anymore. To be honest, the reason why he wants to say everything today is also to have an end to his previous self. That kind of An Qingyan may not exist, and he even feels that the reason why he was abolished this time is that everything is retribution in the dark. He didn't know when the souls who had been killed by him would come to him for their lives.

- Now that I say it, I just want to seek relief.

Without waiting for Gu Yanran to answer whether she was willing or not, An Qingyan began to speak again, "When I was training the killer sect, in order to select the best people from among them, I even forced them to kill each other. In the Killer Gate, some of them are even orphans I brought back after I wiped them out. I trained them to be the coldest and most ruthless people in the world, and I didn't allow them to have feelings, they were just my tools for killing. In order to keep them loyal to me for the rest of their lives, I forced them to take poison, and no one could live without my antidote! ”……

"Why are you doing this!" Gu Yanran finally became angry this time, although An Qingyan said before that she was also angry, they were not examples around her, so her feelings were not so deep. But how could he do this to the people of the Killer Gate? Gu Yanran couldn't accept it, she felt very angry, she couldn't bear that An Qingyan would do such a thing to them.

It's really terrifying, why is An Qingyan such a terrifying person, it's so scary! Even demonic words are not enough to describe him. According to his words, that is to say, not only Bingluo, Mobei, and Condensation are controlled by him with poison, but even the entire Killer Gate is a person? Such behavior is simply inhumane!! "How can you do that?" The more Gu Yanran thought about it, the more heartbroken she felt, and in a blink of an eye, she burst into tears.

- Gu Yanran is very strong and strong on the surface, but in fact, she is the most fragile one in her heart.

"Ran'er, brother already knows that he is wrong, can you forgive me once? I don't ask for anything but forgiveness from me! An Qingyan didn't dare to continue talking, because Gu Yanran couldn't continue to bear the things he had done. However, there was one more important thing he hadn't told her, should he speak again and tell everything plainly?

"What are you asking me forgiveness for? You should ask for those who have been harmed by you!! You go and ask them to see if they can forgive you!! Gu Yanran kept patting her chest, trying to make herself feel better, she really couldn't calm down now. From the very beginning when An Qingyan said this kind of thing, Gu Yanran couldn't calm down.

"Ran'er, don't get excited, brother,...... I...... Be careful not to move the tire. He really couldn't imagine that Gu Yanran would be so excited, if he continued like this, he was really worried that the child would also have some mistakes.

"You don't care about me,......" Gu Yanran willfully shook off An Qingyan's hand holding her, "My child has nothing to do with you, I won't let him be with someone as bad as you!" "It's really hard for her to imagine how many lives she holds in An Qingyan's hands!!

Hehe,......" At this time, An Qingyan, who didn't push it aside, smiled, and his smile was particularly desolate. Sure enough, now even Ran'er can't stand a murderer like him. "I really deserve to die, maybe I should have died a long time ago, brother just hopes that you and the baby can be safe, and I have nothing else to ask for. This time, I was picked off the pipa bone, which is the best punishment God has given me, and I am worse than dead! "A wreck like him should have died a long time ago, shouldn't he? If Ran'er hadn't given him hope at the beginning, it is estimated that he would not have survived. Perhaps only in this way will he be able to heal the debt he has owed for so many years.

As soon as she heard An Qingyan say death, Gu Yanran felt uncomfortable in her heart, she really didn't understand, why do people who have made mistakes always like to say 'death'? Could death solve all problems? "Do you think you'll be able to pay off your debt when you're dead? Dream! You owe more than one or two people, and only you know how much blood you have on your hands. Even if you die ten times, you won't be able to pay it off!! "That's right, even if An Qingyan is dead now, he can't pay it back, he can't pay it back!!

"Then, I can only die once, and I will repay it in the next life!" If there is a next life, even if he has gone through a lot of hardships and dangers, he must come to Gu Yanran's side to repay the debt he owes her and the love he owes her in this life.

"What if there is no afterlife?" Gu Yanran and An Qingyan directly competed, he wanted to atone for his sins with death? How can it be so easy? Even if there is an afterlife, people have already drunk Meng Po soup when they cross the Nai He Bridge, how can they still remember the injustices they have created in this life? ? Isn't that too cheap for him???

"......" An Qingyan's words were directly blocked by Gu Yanran, and he didn't know how to answer Gu Yanran now. In fact, he knows very well that Gu Yanran is also very entangled now, after all, such a damn person is her brother, what will she think? What is she going to do again??

The two fell into silence......

Gu Yanran bit her lip and looked at An Qingyan with hostility. I kept thinking about why he was so bad, why he did so many harmful things, and why he was her brother.

She hates it so much, why did An Qingyan make a mistake herself, but she wanted to torture her? Wouldn't it be better if he didn't say anything?

- What's even more infuriating is that why did you threaten her with 'death'? Why??