It was already winter, but not a single snow had fallen. The cold wind hit my thin clothes, and then got into my clothes, and it was extremely cold.

I wrapped up my clothes and realized that they were fat. It's not so much that I'm fat, it's that I'm thin.

The dress was still bought by Iber, and Iber's sneering words flashed through my mind.

"Eat us all day long, drink us, and even buy clothes, where are you worthy of my Yiyi."

Yes, I'm so down, where can I afford to climb a rich family like them.

When he got home, he took off his coat and never looked at it again.

Jingyan came, she and my mother talked and laughed, and sat on a big table of dishes. It's been a long time since I've seen such a warm atmosphere.

After eating, my mother went back to her room mysteriously, and kept saying, "Jingyan, you and Yangyang have a casual chat, don't be restrained." ”

The room was filled with the faint fragrance of Jingyan's body, and I was a little sleepy, so I said, "I'll send you back." ”

Jingyan bowed her head and was silent for a long time before she said, "I don't want to go back, and I want to stay here forever." ”

I understood what she meant, but I understood more clearly that I couldn't be with Yiyi, and even more so with her.

"Jingyan, I'd better send you back first."

As soon as I finished speaking, she pounced on her, and the lingering kiss fell, and I was a little breathless.

The relationship between me and Yiyi is pure, at most it is just holding a small hand and hugging, as for the kiss, there is absolutely no kiss. Now this kiss makes me feel a little inexplicable, it is a novelty, it is touching, it is intoxicating.

The deeper the kiss, it was Jingyan kissing me, but later it became me kissing her. Later, I couldn't tell the difference.

My hand slowly reached into her clothes, and the soft skin made me unable to withdraw my hand again. We all indulge in this feeling of novelty and fascination, and soon enter the forbidden zone of the soul.

Again and again, and finally she lay quietly in the crook of my arm. She looked so quiet, not as noisy as Yiyi. My heart suddenly quieted. I knew that after this night, my relationship with Yi Yi had come to an end.

However, I don't regret it.

"Qingyang, I can fight with Yiyi without anything, but I only want you, is it okay?"

In the low plea, a wave of love and pity came to my heart.

"Okay."

"And what should Yi do?"

"I'll talk to her slowly, not in a hurry."

……

This lingering night gradually plunged into deeper darkness as Jingyan and I had the best wishes for the future. Although I knew that from now on it meant that I was defeated, but I couldn't do enough to push the people around me away.

And I don't want to push it away. The taste even made me slightly intoxicated.

Sooner or later, this scene will be known to Yiyi, but what I didn't expect was that this moment would come so early.

Before Jingyan and I got up, Yiyi had already arrived.

She's here to apologize for yesterday's incident, but what's wrong with her yesterday. She is so arrogant, and now she is willing to put down her body and apologize to me, and it must be painful to see this situation now.

She curled up in the corner, crying.

I can't see Yi cry the most, and every time she cries, I will use all my strength to comfort her. This time was no exception.

Dressed as fast as he could, he ran to Yiyi's side, but was pushed away by Yiyi.

"Qingyang, Sister Jingyan really snatched you away."

This sentence, accompanied by her sobbing sound, was replayed in the small space, repeating itself and being extremely bleak.

I suddenly wondered if I had done something wrong.

The girl I had been holding in the palm of my hand was completely hurt by me.

"Yiyi, don't cry, you listen to me."

I tried as best I could to comfort Io, who was almost out of control.

But how could she listen to it?

"Then you say, why the hell!"

Why, why have people kept asking me this question these days, and I kept asking myself.

Yi Yi asked me why I was Jingyan, and Jingyan asked me why I was Yiyi, but I couldn't even figure out this complicated feeling myself.

Why the hell.

I fell silent in the face of Yi's roar.

Even more unbearable than anger is silence. And I'm doing something like this intolerable right now.

Iyi ran out crying. I was stunned on the spot, at a loss.

Jingyan also got up, she pushed me, her tone was full of anxiety, "Yiyi has a hot temper, why don't you go out and have a look, don't let anything happen." ”

Jingyan has always been the most sensible, and perhaps this is the main reason why I can see her through Yiyi.

I was a little embarrassed, but I tried my best to adjust, "Jingyan, there are some things, I'll talk about it when I come back." ”

Jingyan smiled and nodded, but what we didn't know was that there were some things that we would never have a chance to talk about.

I've been chasing Yiyi, trying to say something to calm the anger in her heart. Even if I can't go back to the past with her, I still hope that she can live her life well.

I finally took Yiyi's hand, right in the middle of the road.

The flickering red light blocked the crowd in all directions. They are in a hurry, and they are always busy.

The wind was very strong, blowing Yiyi's long hair bulging, and the childish Qi bangs automatically parted, really like a wayward fool.

"Yiyi, let's go home and talk."

As soon as he said this, a car came speeding up, like a mad dog. Seeing that I was about to crash into Yiyi's petite body, I was shocked, no, I can't let Yiyi get hurt!

I pushed Yi away, and the pain hit my fragile nerves, but I wasn't unconscious.

I'm even comforting Yi and helping her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.

I'd hold my hand tightly, I never knew her little fleshy hand could be so powerful.

"Qingyang, you will be fine, have you forgotten our agreement, I will marry you and be your most beautiful bride."

Bride?

In the past, I would be happy when Yi said this, but now why can't I feel happy at all?

My heart has changed completely.

In a trance, I saw the person in the car pick up the phone, and the appearance of the person reminded me of the big boy who followed Yi Yi when he was eight years old.

My heart fluttered!

A bad feeling slowly grew in my heart, but it didn't last long, and all my feelings were eroded by the pain.

In the sinking state, I seemed to see the situation of childhood, at that time, we only worry about having fun every day, only eating and drinking, no suffering, no responsibility, how good.

I don't know how long it took for me to wake up.

Bleached walls, I just lay quietly. The smell of disinfectant water filled my nerves, and the Yiyi in front of me brought rain from pear blossoms. It was as if all the strength of my body had been stripped away, and I had a strong premonition that I was going to die.

If I were still alive, how could Iyi be so depressed.

Sometimes I hate that I have a sensitive heart, and no matter what it is, I can feel it at the first time.

What should I do, what should I do.

"Qingyang, don't be afraid, I will always be with you, don't be afraid, Qingyang."

She seemed to be comforting me, but her hands kept shaking.

This kind of scene makes me a little scared, and in the face of death, probably everyone is afraid. But suddenly I calmed down again.

People are born to die, and everything I have is related to Yiyi, and this death will be even if I compensate her.

"Yiyi, don't be upset."

Then I said, "Yiyi, I was wrong. But I never have a chance to make it up to you again. ”

People say that a man bleeds without tears, but at this moment, my tears were uncontrollable and gushed out instantly.

Crying in advance can be regarded as a summary of this life.

Looking at Yiyi, my heart suddenly softened again. I thought that I had shifted my mind to Jingyan, but Yiyi was the girl I spoiled from childhood to adulthood.

With mixed feelings, my voice was so low that I couldn't even hear what I was saying.

"Yiyi, it would be nice if God gave me some more time, you are still so young, you can't do laundry, you can't cook, you can't even be gentle. You're so stupid, you can't be bullied, I'm gone, what are you going to do. ”

Iyi cried even harder, her tears dripping down my face, quickly melting with my tears, indistinguishable.

She sobbed, "Qingyang, don't go, okay, I beg you, Qingyang, I beg you." ”

This sobbing, which bordered on hysteria, made me feel a little hopeless. The breath of death is getting heavier and heavier, and I don't know what I'm going to become, air or dust.

My eyelids were heavy and I could barely open them, and looking at Yiyi's tears, I said the last words of my life.

"Yiyi, don't be rash anymore, you must live well, I can't be by your side to protect you in the future. I haven't had time to tell you that you actually look so ugly when you cry. ”

My breathing became rapid, and I gulped in, but the life-saving oxygen couldn't get into my body.

This body has reached a critical state.

My eyes began to blur, but at this moment I saw Jingyan pushing the door in, her eyes were anxious and panicked, I opened my mouth to say something, but I couldn't make a sound.

This is not enough, and there is no longer any sound in my ears.

The last beam of light was projected, and it was a faint cyan sunlight that gradually rendered the entire sky cyan, which was so beautiful.

I finally understood that the so-called green sun is like a candle that illuminates others, but burns itself out. All my life, I have lived in the warmth of others.