Chapter 352: You have to pay it back in person
"This time, I won't let you run away again."
Mo Nian suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed Ji Shisheng's hand hidden in the quilt tightly, and she said seriously: "My operation is over, I'm already fine, and you have no reason to drive me away now." β
Two years ago, she was a "patient" herself, so she had no position to save Ji Shisheng.
Now, she is fine, and this time, Ji Shisheng will no longer have a reason to push her away.
ββ¦β¦ That's enough! β
Ji Shisheng pulled out his hand, he sat up, stared at Mo Nian on the side of the bed, and said coldly: "Mo Nian!" You've regained your feelings! You should know what a bad thing I've done to you! What you have to do is not to save me like a bad person, but to stay away from me with interest, and it's best not to see me again in this life! β
"What did you do to me?"
Mo Nian asked rhetorically: "You always say that what you have done to me is very excessive, so you can tell me what you have done to me that I must hate you?" β
"If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been implicated and kidnapped together, have you forgotten that all the pain you went through was caused by me?"
For the first time, Ji Shisheng felt that Mo Nian was unreasonable, and he had obviously recovered his feelings, why didn't he make sense more than before?
"Isn't that the kidnapper's fault? What have you done here, a victim! β
Mo Nian said: "Ji Shisheng, who is the bad guy?" No matter how bad a good person I am, I am not like you, and I even have to carry other people's faults on myself! β
was stunned by Mo Nian, Ji Shisheng was a little depressed, but he couldn't talk about her, so he had to change the topic: "The fire scene is also my fault, I left you there!" β
"I've heard this matter from Steward Zhuang."
Mo Nian said lightly: "He said that you didn't give up on me until the last moment, because he thought I was dead, so he didn't save me, but he also reported the fire alarm and did his best to the last favor." β
"Butler Zhuang?!"
Ji Shisheng never expected that he would be betrayed by Steward Zhuang, and he was a little annoyed for a while, and he said again: "If you are replaced by me, even if you think you are dead, Steward Zhuang will rush in to save you!" Steward Zhuang was afraid that I would not get timely treatment, so he didn't save you. β
"Steward Zhuang is your butler, not mine, logically I can't accuse him of his actions, morally ......"
Mo Nian glanced at the sky outside the window, and she said lightly: "I will always hate him until I am out of breath." β
After a pause, Mo Nian said again: "Therefore, this crime is not established." β
Ji Shisheng choked, he didn't say anything immediately, because if he continued, he would have to mention the death of Mo Nian's family, which was equivalent to revealing Mo Nian's scars, even if he wanted Mo Nian to hate himself, Ji Shisheng didn't want to hurt Mo Nian anymore.
"I know what you're trying to say."
Mo Nian saw through Ji Shisheng's hesitation at a glance, she somehow, she suddenly smiled: "Ji Shisheng, those are all crimes that you think are over-conscious and self-conscious, but in fact, the real criminals are others, and those people have also paid the price they should pay." β
The driver who did not obey the traffic rules and killed her parents was sentenced to prison, lost money, and ruined her life, paying the price she deserves.
Mo Nian didn't think that the other party had ruined his life, so he forgave him.
If you can reverse it and exchange the peace of that person's life for the safety of your parents, it is the best ending.
It's a pity that there are no ifs.
"Don't take the charges that don't belong to you."
Mo Nian looked at Ji Shisheng, his tone was calm, and with a little tenderness: "I know that no matter who it is, in the face of such a thing, I will blame myself and be painful, if it were me, I would also feel that I have no face to see you......"
Ji Shisheng's lips twitched: "Since you know, why do you ......?"
"Because you're too extreme in this matter."
Mo Nian said: "Since when did you become like this?" It started when we were kidnapped, right? From that point on, you started to think that you were overwhelmed, and then you failed to get me out of the fire, and you watched me being locked inside...... It's wrong at the beginning, and the next mistakes lead you to a dead end step by step, pushing yourself into the abyss......"
The reason why Ji Shisheng became like this was that he blamed all the responsibilities and mistakes on Mo Nian when he met him, so he was involved in this beginning.
After the beginning, no matter what bad things happened, Ji Shisheng would think that it was caused by him.
"Isn't that true?"
Ji Shisheng asked rhetorically: "If you hadn't met me, maybe you wouldn't have ......."
"How can you be sure that if I don't meet you, I'll be better off?"
Mo Nian interrupted him, "Ji Shisheng, there are too many accidents in life, you can blame yourself for the accidents I experienced, it doesn't mean that the fault is all on you, and don't say that if I didn't meet you, it's good - I never regret meeting you." β
Her last sentence made Ji Shisheng inexplicably sour, and he was hoarse: "But I regret it." β
If it weren't for him, Mo Nian wouldn't have worked so hard all the way.
Mo Nian should have had a happier life, no matter how Mo Nian defended him, Ji Shisheng still thought so.
"So, you're wrong, you've been taking all the mistakes you didn't have to take on yourself."
Mo Nian stretched out his hand and wiped away Ji Shisheng's tears, "Who do you think you are?" Heroes who save the whole world? The tragedy of the world has nothing to do with you, the tragedy I encountered has nothing to do with you except for being kidnapped by you at the beginning, you can blame yourself for not being able to save me, or you can blame yourself for being smashed in the head and losing my feelings for more than ten years...... But the rest is not your responsibility. β
"You couldn't save me, my brother saved me, I lost my relationship for more than ten years, and it was you who compensated me for the cost of the operation and let me go to the cure......"
Mo Nian said softly: "Ji Shisheng, what you owed me in the past has already been paid off, don't always stay in the past, sixteen years have passed since those things, you should also grow up and look forward." β
"I owe you too much...... Ji Shisheng's voice was hoarse, "It's not that you said it so lightly. β
"At least you owe me something you owe."
Mo Nian said: "What you owe later, it's not too late to pay it back slowly, Ji Shisheng, if you really think that the fault is on you, you owe me, and you have the responsibility to pay it back, then from now on, please don't run away from what you should do, don't push Ji Qingmo and Shi Sheng in front of me again, you owe me, you have to pay me back in person, andββ"
"What you owe Ji Qingmo and Shi Sheng, you have to pay them back."
Mo Nian said seriously: "They are because you were forced to appear, so you have to be responsible for them and send them back to their original world, instead of forcibly leaving them in the world that belongs to you and let them bear your responsibility!" β
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