Chapter 351: I Don't Want Others, I Just Want You

The world is dark.

Up, down, left, right, front, back......

It was a dreamβ€”no, not a dream, it was the world after he slumbered.

His consciousness was sometimes sober, but most of the time, it was chaotic, ignorant, and insensitive.

That's not what he thinks.

He preferred that he would never be sober.

In this way, he does not need to face the world that he does not want to go back to.

Sink down, sink down......

He thought so and hypnotized himself.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Ji Shisheng! ”

Suddenly, a voice cut through the darkness and entered his ears.

The voice kept calling his name, from calm, to agitation, with anger, with the momentum of not giving upβ€”

"Ji Shisheng!"

"Ji Shisheng!"

One after another, whether he wanted to hear it or not, whether he wanted to wake up or not, the sound seemed to pull out his consciousness that was about to sink to the bottom, and it never stopped!

He struggled, trying to ignore it, but the voice kept sounding in his head for some reason, and he couldn't even tell if he had actually heard it, or if he was hallucinating because he was missing it too much!

Stop yelling, stop shouting, stop clinging to me-

Mo Nian!

The moment he remembered that name, the darkness around him surged, squeezing him like a tidal wave, he suffocated, he suffered, and finallyβ€”

"Huh!"

In the midst of such struggles, he opened his eyes.

The scenery in front of him was no longer dark and chaotic, but the pure white of the opposite, which made his eyes narrow.

He's ...... Where is it?

When he first woke up, he was a little dazed.

"Click."

Just then, he heard something, like the door opening.

Door?

He turned his stiff neck and looked towards the source of the sound, and a slightly stunned good-looking face met his sight.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Awake? ”

The two looked at each other for a few seconds before the woman at the door spoke, as if she had just reacted.

"You...... Why is it coming back? ”

He also reacted, frowning, and his weak voice was cold: "Mo Nian." ”

Mo Nian walked into the room, closed the door with her backhand, and she ignored the man's angry eyes and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Talking to me like this proves that you are Ji Shisheng, right?" Mo Nian said lightly.

"Answer my question!"

Ji Shisheng didn't let Mo Nian avoid his questioning, "I obviously let you leave-"

"Why did you murder me?"

Mo Nian interrupted Ji Shisheng's words, and she showed an aggrieved expression.

Ji Shisheng couldn't help but be stunned when he saw her like this, and he was a little overwhelmed for a while, he subconsciously said: "I'm not killing you......"

After speaking, Ji Shisheng caught a glimpse of the smile in Mo Nian's eyes, he paused, frowned and said, "Mo Nian, is your operation over?" ”

He actually had a day of ink thinking!

"It ended a long time ago."

Mo Nian put away the disguised grievances on her face, and she smiled faintly at Ji Shisheng: "Most of the time, I am just adjusting myself to accept these feelings that have been separated for more than ten years and are somewhat unfamiliar. ”

After speaking, she looked at Ji Shisheng and suddenly said, "Long time no see, Ji Shisheng." ”

It's been two years.

She endured it for two years for this day.

"If you can, I think it's best to never see each other." Ji Shisheng spoke coldly, his hand hidden in the quilt was tightly clenched, trembling, and patient.

"I'm going to cry if you say that to me." Mo Nian said softly.

When Ji Shisheng heard this, his heart suddenly tightened, but his face did not show the slightest struggle, he was still so cold, and said, "Do you think I will be fooled for the second time?" Mo Nian, don't pretend...... Mo Nian? ”

However, before Ji Shisheng finished speaking, he saw Mo Nian's red eyes and his face turned away.

"Hush."

Mo Nian snorted lowly, she raised her hand to wipe the corners of her eyes, and then stared at Ji Shisheng with those red eyes, she paused word by word: "Ji Shisheng, there is no one who has no conscience more than you." ”

Ji Shisheng stayed there, stunned for a while, at a loss.

Mo Nian ...... Really cried.

When Ji Shisheng heard her say "I will cry", he thought that Mo Nian was just bluffing him.

didn't expect Mo Nian to really cry, she really ......

It's sad.

Because of themselves.

Thinking of this fact, Ji Shisheng's chest was jammed.

"So didn't I say it......"

Ji Shisheng rarely used the kind of cold tone that could be disguised to Mo Nian, but with sadness, he said in a deep voice: "After you leave, don't come back, don't see me again, I will only make you unhappy." ”

"I know." Mo Nian replied.

Ji Shisheng was stunned: "Since you know, why do you ......?"

"Don't you understand?"

Mo Nian asked rhetorically, and said, "Even if I know that you will deliberately make me unhappy, I still want to see you." ”

Ji Shisheng was stunned, and then said in a little panic: "Mo Nian! I think you're crazy! Was your surgery really successful? Let's go back to the hospital for a while, calm down and think about it! Do you know how weird things you do? ”

"Do you know how much I suffered in my post-operative recovery?"

Mo Nian asked rhetorically, "If you knew, would you still let me go back?" ”

Ji Shisheng took a breath, he subconsciously looked at Mo Nian, and even "I don't want to know about you!" "I can't say such cruel words.

Because, at least in this matter, he could not deceive himself, he wanted to know.

"You don't know anything about me, and you always make a lot of nonsense and make decisions for me......"

Seeing that Ji Shisheng stopped talking, Mo Nian said in a complaining tone: "Who do you think you are mine?" Why do you speculate on my thoughts, make decisions for me, and think that I will be unhappy if I stay with you, and try to push me away? Who are you? ”

"Ink ...... Read? ”

Ji Shisheng was "scolded" by Mo Nian for the first time, he was a little confused, the bloody woman who scolded him in front of him was Mo Nian, right?

"It's me, you read it right, you heard it right."

Suddenly, Mo Nian's voice sounded from Ji Shisheng's ears, as if he had seen through his thoughts.

Ji Shisheng's heart jumped, he looked at Mo Nian and was silent.

"You used to rely on me to have no feelings, to say those excessive things to me, and always to embarrass me at work, do you think I don't know? You think I didn't remember? Do you really think I'll never get revenge? ”

Mo Nian asked Ji Shisheng a few questions, and she spoke quickly: "I remember everything!" I remember it all very well! One by one, I wrote it down on the 'account that Ji Shisheng owes me'! Do you think you can pay me everything you owe me by paying me a lump sum of money? Don't! Dream your dreams! You owe me so much! How can that alone be finished? ”

"So-"

As soon as Mo Nian's words changed, the fierce expression on her face faded, replaced by helplessness, "So Ji Shisheng, you have to give me a good life, don't think about escaping, push Ji Qingmo and Shi Sheng in front of me, the debt you owe must be repaid by you personally, I don't want anyone else, I just want you." ”

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