It's just that I will never be able to replace my brother's position in my father's heart, because I will never be able to truly please my father, this man is wise, and he can easily see through me.

This man, I will surpass him.

I admired him and hated him at the same time.

We can only look at each other from afar, and we are like hedgehogs, hurting each other when we get close.

No matter how tough this man is, he will eventually grow old one day.

Danhui grew into a slim girl, but no matter how long it was, she still looked at me with horror. Nan'er likes her, I can see how to fulfill them, since Nan'er doesn't dare to speak, then it's up to me to think of my father's opening.

The father agreed very happily, from some old people in the palace and the words of Shuying, I can probably guess what happened back then, it seems that the father still feels guilty about the Nan family.

The day before Danhui got married, I went to see her, and for so many years, I always wanted to know how much she knew about the events of that year.

When she saw me, she was still scared, so I smiled and asked, "You seem to have been afraid of me all along!" ”

Her reply was very calm, and she said, "Yes, I am afraid of you! ”

"Why?" I still laughed, "I didn't hurt you!" ”

Danhui looked at me and said, "Do you remember your beloved brother?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, but I didn't answer, did she really know anything?

"In fact, when my dear brother was alive, I had already seen that your kindness to him was not really good, but his kindness to you was really good, but you didn't cherish it, I looked down on you at that time, not because of your life experience, because my own life experience is not better than yours, my mother is just a lowly palace maid, I look down on you because you have lived up to your beloved brother's kindness, but you still have to pretend to be grateful. My brother always says that he has lost too much, you will slowly get better, we have to be better for you! ”

She paused, and continued: "I don't know if anyone has ever told you, in fact, my dear brother is not as happy as you imagined, he was poisoned when he was young, and he will be poisoned every other time, and life is better than death when he is poisoned. Even so, the dear brother has never resented anyone, so the suffering, he is willing to resist all his own, in fact, you have much more than you want, your mother, Concubine De, is still worried about you when she dies! ”

"I know that my brother's death must have something to do with you, but because my brother said that we have to be better to you, I didn't tell the matter, because once I know the truth of the matter, I'm afraid that Concubine Jin will not be able to bear it, this forbearance is so many years, today, I will tell you everything, you want to kill me, imprison me, I just want to tell you, even if no one accuses you, but can you escape the judgment of your own conscience? After all these years, have you ever thought of your dear brother? ”

Her words made me stunned for a while, since she hasn't said things for so many years, she won't do it now, even if she does, with my current power, even my father may not be able to move me easily, and I don't necessarily kill her.

Danhui successfully married Nan'er, but I felt a sense of ease. Because I don't have to face those judgment eyes anymore, but as Danhui said, can I escape the judgment of my conscience?

Hehe, didn't my father kill his brother? Even if my conscience judges me, I will not regret what I have done.

I went to the woman, for me, she is just a woman, but this woman's brutality is really beyond my patience, she loves to fight for the wind and be jealous, and even kill the children I only see with other women, at this time, I will think of Zhao Zhi, I laughed secretly, is this woman here to avenge you?

After all, his father is getting old day by day, but there is not a day that he has not missed Concubine Jin. Some people in the palace say that Concubine Jin is the Queen of the South back then, and Shuying is the personal palace maid of the Queen of the South, I think this thing is true. So, what is the father's feelings for Concubine De?

What was I born for?

My father is seriously ill, and I still have to serve the soup as a filial son after all, for so many years, there is no one around him, I don't know if this is his punishment for himself.

My father looked at me and said, "Do you hate me?" ”

I smiled hypocritically, "Father said that the emperor is laughing, how can a son hate his father?" ”

"But I hate you!" He said, "Because you killed my most beloved son!" How did he know?

I didn't deny it and said, "Then why didn't my father kill me?" ”

"Because of guilt, guilt for you!" He said, "I'm sorry for your mother, but for me, my son is my son, and so are you!" ”

"You resent that you are not close to you, you resent why I dropped my beloved child with you and then left you outside the palace!" He looked at me, although his body was weak, but his eyes were still the same sharp, "Actually, my original idea was that I never thought of dropping you and Zhi'er, making you an ordinary person and making Zhi'er a prince who is loved by thousands of people, Zhi'er is born with poison, only my blood can become a medicine, if he is outside, and I use my own blood to save him, it will inevitably be because of the suspicion of others, and the only thing that will not be suspected is that I use my own blood to make my own child, and that's it, He would have become a prince, and if he hadn't, he would have died! ”

"I'm not close to you because of my guilt, I see you and I remember that I was cruel to you, I don't know how to face you!"

After the father finished speaking, he coughed violently, this man said these words today, is he weak after all?

It's just that after so many years, I am no longer the original Zhao Cheng who is obsessed with details, and now Zhao Cheng is more ruthless and harder.

It's just that until death, none of us were able to forgive each other.

After I ascended the throne, the first thing I did was to clean up the power of the eldest princess, and then abolish the throne of Suihe and send her into the cold palace.

It's just that although Danhui's life is my only hidden danger, but because of Nan'er's relationship, I didn't hurt her, after all, I still need someone who can talk, I believe that that secret, she will definitely rot in her stomach.

His father had been paying attention to Concubine Jin's whereabouts, and before he died, he was still thinking about Concubine Jin's current news.

Concubine Jin gave birth to children and lived a happy life, but he was just old alone in the Zijin Palace.

Ironically, the day he died was the day Concubine Jin's eldest son married.

Even after I ascended the throne, the information continued to come in.

Concubine Jin's daughter inherited the position of the Holy Maiden of the Yue Clan, and I know very well what new country Concubine Jin and King Qin have gone to and what new specialties they have brought back.

I don't have no hatred for this woman, my mother is lying in the cold tomb, why can she be happy? She promised to take good care of me in place of my mother, why did she abandon me in the end?

It's just that I'm still afraid of King Qin's power and the relationship between Concubine Jin and Yan and Wei, and I don't want to lose my country because of my personal hatred.

My life was bloody and dark, with little sunlight coming. It's just that when I look back on the first half of my life, I will be like, what I originally wanted was the most ordinary warmth and affection.

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