Chapter 236: The Real Me (I)
As he spoke, Mang Huanchong smiled softly at Xin Yue. The eyes flashed with affection for Cong Xinyue.
From Xin Yue, he naturally could hear the weight of Mang's words, which was equivalent to saying that he had handed over his life to her from Xin Yue, and he had no reservations about her from Xin Yue. From Xin Yue, she was a little hesitant, not knowing whether she should take this heavy affection.
"Mang, isn't my request a bit excessive, I'm sorry, if it's inconvenient for you to tell me, I can not listen," Cong Xinyue felt that she couldn't bear such a heavy affection.
"Yueyue," Mang bowed his head helplessly and smiled, "What is my relationship with you now?" Can you tell me? ”
"You are my most important person," Xin Yue suddenly couldn't say anything about the three words of her boyfriend, so she also felt a little sorry, "It's the person I am willing to protect with my life from Xin Yue,"
"Yes," Mang still looked down and didn't look at Xin Yue, "Yueyue, I know that half of your kindness to me is out of guilt, half out of gratitude, but there is no affection between men and women, I know, that day you forced me to accept you, in fact, I was afraid that I would become decadent because of my injury, I know, so, you don't have to force yourself, it's good for us to get along like this, you don't have to be lovers, then your heart won't be comfortable, I won't be happy if you don't feel comfortable, there are many ways to find the boss, Don't hurt yourself like this again,"
"Mang, I didn't mean that, don't get me wrong, I'm willing to accept you, not because of your injury, and I don't want to be angry with Moxi," Xin Yue didn't expect that her momentary retreat would make Mang have such a big misunderstanding, "I really want to be with you,"
"Then do you love me!" Mang slowly raised his head and looked directly at Cong Xinyue, his tone was very strong, "You answer me, do you love me!" ”
Faced with Mang's questioning, Cong Xinyue didn't know how to answer. Looking at the man sitting in the wheelchair in front of him, looking at his wrist lying flat on the table and still tied with bandages, Xin Yue only felt that his chest was so depressed that he couldn't breathe.
"Mang," Xin Yue said in a slightly trembling voice, "I think I like you, although I don't feel the same with Moxi, but I think I like to be with you, I can't imagine what it's like to be without me." I was really scared when I saw you being hung up with a tightrope that day, I was afraid that you would die, I was afraid that I would lose you, I didn't know if it counted as love, and I didn't know what to do to love you for you, but I really wanted to be with you,"
"Yueyue, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have forced you," Mang's heart was shaken by the sudden confession from Xin Yue, he knew that Xin Yue had been working hard to express her own emotions. I obviously knew that it was impossible for me to replace the boss in Xin Yue's heart, but every time at this time, my unwillingness would be exposed again.
"Mang, I know the worries in your heart, you can tell me, what can I do to reassure you," Xin Yue also felt very helpless in her heart, why did she only know how to retreat from the men she liked from Xin Yue, "Mang, as long as you say it, I will do my best to satisfy you,"
"Go home, listen to me tell my story, don't refuse me," Mang sighed softly in his heart, he understood Xin Yue's thoughts, so he didn't want to argue with her at this time, which affected her mood.
"Hmm," Xin Yue nodded. Just when Cong Xinyue was about to say something, the feeling of being watched came again, Cong Xinyue looked around again, and this time she saw a fleeting figure in the corner of the back door of the restaurant.
Cong Xinyue wanted to chase after her, but was held by Mang. From Xin Yue looked down, she saw Mang Chong shaking her head, "Don't chase it, there's no point, whether he is Liang Ze or the boss, you can't take any action against him at this time, so don't chase it, we just have to do our own thing,"
"Listen to you," Xin Yue sat back in the chair, holding Mang's hand, his thumb gently rubbing the injury on Mang's wrist, his eyes fell on it unconsciously, his eyes flashed with indescribable distress, and his tone was a little lower, "I said that I would listen to you in the future,"
"That's good," the last thing Mang wants to see is that Xin Yue is always like this, and his heart hurts when he sees his injury, "Don't put this expression and eyes in front of me in the future, don't treat me as a disability, don't leave my sight,"
"Three no's?" Cong Xinyue raised her head, raised her eyebrows, and looked incredulous, "You are in the third chapter of the law,"
"How? You don't listen? Mang withdrew his hand and leaned back on the back of the wheelchair, "You just said that you listened to me, do you want to regret it?" ”
"Uh。。。。。。 Can you let me slow down? Don't be so fast, I haven't reacted yet," Cong Xinyue didn't actually want to agree, but she hadn't gotten used to Mang's strong tone.
"What's the reaction to this? You just say, yes or no, don't agree," Mang pretended to be angry, clasped his hands on his chest, and didn't look over.
"Okay, you have the final say, we'll go home now and listen to your story," Xin Yue stood up, walked to Mang's wheelchair with a smile, leaned down and pecked Mang's lips lightly, "So, are you satisfied?" ”
Mang was kissed from Xin Yue, and there was nothing unhappy about the kiss, and he was in a very comfortable mood, "Satisfied, Yueyue, I am very satisfied,"
Seeing Mang smiled from Xin Yue, he also smiled, and reached out to put Mang's right hand on his left chest, "Mang, I have you here, although the position is not very big,"
Mang took Cong Xinyue's words and said with a smile, "That's enough,"
Mang sat up straight, leaned forward slightly, and raised his head and kissed Xin Yue's lips lightly.
The two people who came out of the restaurant did not go back to the hospital and did not go home, but found a small hotel nearby and opened a room. Since Xin Yue knows that Mang's secret can't be known to others, it is most suitable to find this kind of cheap hotel, because this kind of hotel room will not have any monitoring equipment.
The two entered the room and sat on the bed with Xin Yue in tow, after all, it was uncomfortable to sit in a wheelchair. Then Xin Yue poured a glass of water for both of them before sitting next to Mang. Quietly waiting for Mang's narration.
Mang held the cup in his hands and looked down for a long time, thinking about where to start, he never thought that one day he would have to tell his truest side. He thought that he would live in a different capacity for the rest of his life, until the boss was no longer needed for him.
Now a woman walks in front of her and tells herself that she has herself in her heart, that she wants to know the truest version of herself, and that this woman is the woman she loves but does not dare to approach.