Chapter 360: What's so bad about this?
Compared with Shi Sheng, who has a child's personality, Ji Qingmo is much more convenient to travel, he has already learned to drive, and after Ji Shisheng resumed walking, he went to take a driver's license, and the two of them don't need Captain Wang to follow when they go out, Ji Qingmo just drives.
The two came early, and the breakfast shop that was usually crowded was quite empty, and after they ordered their favorite things, they sat in the corner with their plates.
During the meal, Ji Qingmo peeked at Mo Nian from time to time, Mo Nian was like no one, eating his own breakfast, and pushing the custard bun to Ji Qingmo: "This tastes good, you can taste it too." ”
"Hmm."
Ji Qingmo clipped one, "Thank you." ”
Mo Nian was stunned when he heard this, and suddenly put down his chopsticks and looked at him.
"What's wrong?" Ji Qingmo was felt weak by her, did she do anything strange?
"Why are you so polite to me all of a sudden?" Mo Nian spoke.
When Ji Qingmo heard this, he retorted: "I didn't, I ......"
It's just that Ji Qingmo didn't have time to say anything, he recalled his previous reaction to Mo Nian, which was indeed too polite.
When is it......
"Are you mad at me?" Mo Nian asked.
"How so!"
Ji Qingmo subconsciously said: "How could I be angry with you? ”
When Mo Nian heard this, he suddenly fell silent.
"Niannian?" Ji Qingmo saw that her expression was wrong, and he was a little worried.
"You seem to care a lot about what I think."
Mo Nian sighed before saying, "I've been in the hospital for two years, and I occasionally think of the time I spent with you. ”
When Ji Qingmo heard this, his heartbeat accelerated inexplicably, thinking about him, would he miss him?
"I suddenly found that you are very accommodating to me."
Mo Nian's words changed, "Your words and deeds are all along with me, for fear of going against my will, for fear that I will not be happy, except for fighting with Ji Shisheng, you have never come to face me, you don't seem to have a temper...... I'm not saying you're bad, but that's how you feel when you face me. ”
"That's ...... Isn't it good? ”
Ji Qingmo tightened the chopsticks in his hand, and he asked, "I just want you to be happy......
"What about you?"
Mo Nian asked rhetorically: "If you follow me, I will indeed feel very comfortable, but what about you?" Don't you have an idea of your own? Everything I say and everything I do, so that you have always cooperated with me, you will feel that I am right every time, right? ”
"I ......" Ji Qingmo wanted to say something, but he unexpectedly found that he couldn't say anything.
Mo Nian's words were too sharp to the point, dissecting his past actions thoroughly, as if he was seen through by Mo Nian.
"Every time."
Mo Nian said: "Don't mention Ji Shisheng, even if it is Shi Sheng, it won't be like you, everything goes along with me, I say one, I won't say two, when I think of this, I always feel ...... You seem to have done it on purpose, deliberately following me and spoiling me......"
"What's wrong with that?"
Ji Qingmo couldn't understand why Mo Nian would hold on to this matter, "If you want to make a person happy all the time, of course you have to use more snacks, if you don't think about it well, how can you understand what the other party wants?" ”
"Why do you want to do this?" Mo Nian asked again.
"What Why......"
Ji Qingmo was helpless, he put down his chopsticks, held his forehead and said, "Niannian, the question you asked today is so strange." ”
"yes, I know."
Mo Nian didn't stop: "Then answer me too, why are you so good to me?" ”
"What else? Because you're missing! Ji Qingmo said, "Of course I have to be good to you, because I have been ...... since I was a child I've loved you since I was a kid. ”
The last sentence made Ji Qingmo's face hot.
When he suddenly said such a sensual thing while eating breakfast, even he was a little at a loss.
"I can't accept this answer."
However, unexpectedly, Mo Nian completely denied his answer.
Ji Qingmo was stunned, he looked at Mo Nian and didn't speak for a long time.
“…… Niannian, what do you want to say? ”
Ji Qingmo spoke with difficulty, and his eyes were darker than before: "Deliberately saying such things that hit me and denying my words makes me sad and lose confidence......"
"Because Shi Sheng is gone, you can't wait for me to leave too?" When Ji Qingmo said this, his heart throbbed slightly.
"Nope."
Mo Nian shook her head, and she said, "I'm just...... I hope you can stop deceiving yourself, embarrassing yourself, and torturing yourself. ”
"I don't understand." Ji Qingmo was at a loss, "How did I deceive myself and torture myself?" Everything I do, I want to do, and I never feel uncomfortable. ”
"Really?"
Mo Nian asked rhetorically: "Do you really think that you are so good to me because I am Mo Nian and you have liked me since I was a child?" ”
"Isn't it? What do you think I should answer, right? Ji Qingmo asked.
"Shi Sheng, who has liked me since he was a child, has not been like you, everything goes along with me."
Mo Nian said lightly: "He is the person who remembers me the most, because his time was stuck when we were not separated when we were young, but he didn't do this." ”
Ji Qingmo was shocked.
Seeing his stunned appearance, Mo Nian was also a little unbearable, she didn't want to talk about this step, but looking at Ji Qingmo's self-deceptive appearance, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.
“…… Let's eat first. ”
Mo Nian sighed lightly, she didn't want to force Ji Qingmo so hard.
Ji Qingmo was silent, didn't speak again, and quietly ate the breakfast on the table, but his numb expression was like chewing wax.
……
After breakfast, the two did not go back, and Ji Qingmo drove to the suburbs for a ride.
Mo Nian saw that he didn't know where to go because he was too confused, so he simply drove the car outside, and followed his wishes and let him go aimlessly.
"You've always seen me that way?"
Suddenly, Ji Qingmo's voice sounded in his ears.
Mo Nian came back to her senses, she glanced at Ji Qingmo in the driver's seat, and Ji Qingmo kept looking at the road ahead.
"It's not."
Mo Nian opened his mouth to answer his words, "To be precise, I have never been able to see through you before, although you usually behave very simply, but occasionally give me very mixed feelings, I don't know which is the real person, let alone guess your purpose, your thoughts, as for the ones I told you in the store just now...... When I chatted with Shi Sheng yesterday, looking at him, I would think of you and Ji Shisheng. ”
"You are the same and you are different, I always think about your differences, and then I want to find out why you are different......
Mo Nian said slowly: "Then I found out - in fact, it was not a spur of the moment, I also noticed some clues before, but it was always not connected together, and it was only recently that I realized that something was wrong." ”
"Ji Qingmo."
Mo Nian looked at Ji Qingmo, with a little distress in his calm voice: "You seem to have always lived for other people's wishes, and you will even give up your own will for the sake of other people's wishes, which makes me feel ...... It's sad. ”
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