I knew from the time I was sensible that I was going to marry my cousin, and I never thought of any other man besides my cousin, for me, my cousin was everything in my childhood, and it will be everything in my future.

My cousin's name is Chen Yuzhi, and he is Chen Hou's son.

The cousin is the youngest son of the aunt, and the other children of the aunt died in the war, and those who were sent to the palace were sent to the palace, so for the cousin, the aunt is particularly pitiful.

And my cousin's health was very bad when he was a child, and it is said that my aunt was oversadful when she learned the news of her eldest cousin's death when she was pregnant with her cousin. My parents were afraid that he would not live long and that I would be widowed in the future, so they often thought about how to give me a family leave, but Chen Hou was a hegemon, and they couldn't afford to offend.

But no matter what widows are widowed or not, except for my cousin, I don't marry anyone, and they are helpless against my dead heart.

It's just that none of them know how good their cousin is.

When I was a child, my cousin was often locked in the room by my uncle to write and read, and I knew that he wanted to play with us, so I often leaned on the window and told him about what was happening outside, and I also saw the desire for the outside world in his eyes.

I took the risk of stealing the key to the study and sneaking my cousin out. We spent a whole day walking around the city, but our two well-dressed children also caught the attention of the villains.

If it weren't for Wu Jiansheng bringing people here in time, I think my cousin and I would be very dangerous, in fact, when I recalled it occasionally, I would still be afraid.

I didn't expect that the man who saved us would be a member of the dignified Elders' Pavilion, and he was willing to accept his cousin as an apprentice, saying that his future was limitless and he was a martial arts talent. Even if it is fake, this sentence is enough for my cousin to be happy for a while.

My cousin didn't tell me about stealing the key, and I carried it all down by myself, and that was the first time my uncle did something to this precious son, and he was probably really worried, and his aunt's eyes were swollen from crying.

Wu Jiansheng really fulfilled his promise, he began to teach his cousin martial arts, and after Master Wu's training, his cousin's body gradually improved, and he got rid of his illness, became stronger and stronger, and became more and more handsome and straight.

Every time I see him, I can't help but blush.

And because I'm getting older, I'm embarrassed to run to my cousin's house from time to time, just wait obediently for him to propose, and now, my parents should rest assured that I will be handed over to my cousin, right?

Although I have less and less time to see my cousin, my love for my cousin is better and better day by day, and every time I think of him, my heart is still full of sweetness.

It's just that he couldn't look forward to the marriage with his cousin in time. A few tribes in the north had an incident, the Quartet was in turmoil, my uncle was ambushed by the enemy and died, and the civil strife in Sifang City was restored to normal with the help of King Qin and others, and my cousin returned to Sifang and took over Sifang.

It's good that my cousin is safe, and everything will pass, but what I don't like is that it will be at least three years before my cousin and I can get married.

It's just that I was relieved too early, my cousin brought back a person, called Shangguan Zisang, a good-looking boy, I didn't pay much attention to it at first, thinking that he was just a friend of my cousin.

It wasn't until my aunt took me to live in the Hou Mansion that I began to feel that something was wrong, and my aunt couldn't say it clearly, but between her eyebrows, I still felt sad.

Gradually, I found out that my cousin treated Shangguan Zisang differently, his eyes looking at him were very special, very gentle, that was clearly the eyes of a lover, I was taken aback by my own thoughts, how could my cousin like a man, I felt that I had too much heart.

However, if the cousin's performance is intentional, it can be found in the clues, there is a faint affection between him and Shangguan Zisang, they think they can hide it from everyone, but they can't hide it from two people, one is the aunt, that is the cousin's biological mother, the other is me, and any subtle expression of the cousin can't escape my eyes.

Maybe my aunt once warned my cousin, he tried to get closer to me for a while, and deliberately kept a distance from Shangguan Zisang, but the suppressed feelings were more likely to collide with sparks, and the relationship between them began to get out of control.

My aunt is in a hurry, her cousin is her only bloodline, she still wants her cousin to continue the Chen family's incense, how can her cousin like a man? This is not tolerated by the world.

My aunt began to show her disgust with Shangguan Zisang, embarrassed him everywhere, and wanted to get rid of him, but due to the sudden change in my aunt's attitude, several sisters-in-law gradually saw the clues and began to hold grievances for me.

Shangguan Zisang's situation in the Hou Mansion became more and more difficult, and in the end, his cousin couldn't stand it anymore, so he decided to move to the barracks with Shangguan Zisang.

My aunt came up with the idea of cooking raw rice, and she tricked my cousin back, and then locked me in a room with my cousin, who of course didn't touch me at all.

This is so angry that my aunt is threatening her own life, hoping that my cousin will marry me.

My cousin is a dutiful son, how can he bear to see his elderly mother suffer, he agreed to the marriage.

Marrying my cousin has been my wish since I was a child, but why am I not happy at all?

I thought I was a woman who could endure all for love, my mother told me that my father was very attentive when he was young, and he often messed with flowers and grass, and his mother was not less angry for this, but she still chose to forbear, and finally his father was tired of playing, so he took care of it and began to live with his mother wholeheartedly. I didn't think that I was also arrogant, I couldn't accept any hypocrisy, no, my cousin didn't even have the most basic perfunctory, he didn't have me in his heart, and he never had any intention of me, so everything was just my own wishful thinking, and my cousin didn't have a negative heart about it, I actually cared most about a sincere person.

I told my parents that I hoped they would be able to retire their relatives, but my parents were puzzled, and I didn't want to explain that if I didn't get married, I wouldn't get married. My parents thought that I was angry and thought that my cousin had too little time with me, so they persuaded me to restrain myself and take more care of my cousin's mood about this matter.

I had to say that I liked someone else and couldn't marry my cousin, so my parents had no choice but to withdraw from my family.

After the family affair was dismissed, I met my cousin.

Shangguan Zisang left in a bad mood because he knew the news that his cousin was about to get married, but his cousin didn't dare to chase after him, he had his scruples.

Seeing me, he was still polite and polite, but it was difficult for us to regain the intimacy we had when we were children.

"If you don't chase it again, people will go away!" I looked at him and smiled.

He looked up at me in surprise, and I said, "Father has retired from the family, you are free, you can do whatever you want, I will tell my aunt!" ”

He was puzzled at first, then gave me a grateful look and ran out.

I can only smile bitterly, the path is my own choice, I have never regretted it.

I saw my aunt, who was still sulking about my father's divorce, and I squatted in front of her and beat her legs, and she looked at me and said, "Is Yuzhi threatening you?" ”

I looked up at my aunt with a smile, "Is my cousin that kind of person?" ”

She was silent, and indeed no one knew his cousin better than he did.

"Why doesn't my aunt like Zisan?" I asked.

"Where in the world is there a man who likes a man!" My aunt said angrily and helplessly.

I said, "My aunt is not such a stubborn person, I can't see it because it happened to my cousin, my aunt and aunt locked my cousin in the house because of his poor health when my cousin was young, I wrote and read, we all know that this is for my cousin's good, but my cousin just wants to play with us!" ”

I paused and said, "If my cousin marries Wan'er, my aunt must be relieved, but because of the loss of her beloved, my cousin may be depressed for the rest of his life, is this what my aunt wants to see?" ”