It's good to hate me. With her character, she won't watch Zhao Ling die, I guess she will definitely come back. I think what I have to do is just wait for her to come back and take revenge, even if I received the news Chu Moyan was accommodating to her in every way, but if she would be easily tempted, she would not be Anan.

Zhi'er's sensibility is distressing, even if it is my illogical lie, he believes it. Our father and son will often be in a daze together, but they are just missing the same woman.

Sure enough, she returned.

But I didn't expect her to appear like this.

Standing softly, softly in front of me, it made me feel as if everything was a dream.

I often go back to the time when I was newly married to Anan in my dreams, and at that time, her eyes were warm and full of friendship when she looked at me. I think if I could see those eyes again, I would be willing to die.

Anan appeared in my sight as Anan was, and I didn't even know if it was God's favor or punishment for me.

Is Anan suitable for Anan? Her appearance is the same as eight years ago, but her eyes are so cold and sarcastic when she looks at me.

She came back with this look just to test my friendship with Anan, maybe even she knows that she is no longer the original Anan, this is useless except for punishment for me, no matter what posture Anan appears, she is a special existence for me.

The purpose of his return couldn't be simpler, he just wanted to avenge Zhao Ling. But there is a problem in front of me, I can ignore the others, but one of his enemies is my mother.

Mother, how should I describe my relationship with her? I sometimes wonder if I was born to her, who gave all her maternal love to my brother.

For her to ascend the throne, it was a mistake. The only one she hopes to ascend to the throne is the King of Qi. Even at that time, the King of Qi had died in my hands because of the rebellion, and I knew that the Queen Mother hated me, but she did not give up hope, because the King of Qi still had blood.

After I know that even though I have a lot of women, but they can't get pregnant because of the queen mother, I don't know what kind of mood I should have to face, that is my biological mother, hate me to such a part?

The harem was in chaos, and the concubines fought with each other. Huangfu Zhihua died, and Yu'er was framed.

I knew that Yu'er was wronged, but at the same time, I also heard some news from the Shangguan family, and staying in the cold palace might be able to save her life.

I am indeed ruthless, and being able to do this step can be regarded as the last thing I can do for Yu'er. After Shangguan's affairs are understood, I can't give her love, but at least I can make her life worry-free in the future.

Even after the fall of the Elders' Pavilion, I didn't think about killing the Queen Mother.

But why did she keep pushing me over and over again?

Or rather, I let this queen mother act step by step, and all I want is to eradicate all the unfavorable things.

The queen mother colluded with Shangguan Ye and began to act.

Everything was as I expected. The unexpected thing is that Concubine De lost her life because of this.

For this woman, I was pitiful and heartless, and it was true that in the end she still did not get to see her own child.

My other child, whom I kept outside, would occasionally go to see him, but he didn't know who I was. When I went to pick him up, I felt a deep sense of powerlessness, how should I deal with this child?

Maybe I'm a loving father to Zhi'er, but to Cheng'er, I'm just a stranger who doesn't even know exist.

The royal sister said that I should kill the queen mother, and it will be endless trouble to keep her.

The country will be Zhi'er's in the future, and the so-called unpredictable circumstances, if I have three long and two short, how should Zhi'er face the Queen Mother? And you can't give her a chance to breathe.

I used Anan again, just as I used her to kill my first child, I was vain, and I didn't want to be called a mother-killer in His Majesty, so I handed over the matter to Anan.

Okay, Anan's revenge is over, so is the knot in her heart also undone?

Can she give me a chance to make it up to her?

I thought it would be my chance to start over with Anan. I think I'll have a lifetime waiting for her to change her mind.

But fate is so impermanent. My guess is not wrong, Zhao Ling is not dead, he is back.

My heart hung in the air, but I knew that if Zhi'er was here, Anan might still stay by my side.

Even though I knew she would hate me, I still wanted to keep her for all sorts of reasons.

But her daily depression made me deeply confused, did I really do something wrong?

I think even the heavens think that Anan shouldn't stay by my side, and I actually lost my beloved.

Is there really a providence in the dark?

But if there is retribution, why not retribution on me?

I think retribution has arrived, and I will spend the rest of my life in regret and loneliness.

I know that Anan is also guilty of Zhi'er, and now Zhi'er's death has made her completely devastated.

It's just ridiculous, I don't know how to comfort her and have a few more children with her?

Seeing her getting weaker, her maid Yingge couldn't help but kneel down and beg me, and every word she said hit my heart.

What exactly is it like to love one? Should they be imprisoned and tortured to death, or should they let her go and let her go and give her happiness?

The former can't bear it, the latter can't.

Zhao Ling took Anan, who was worse than death, away. I didn't expect that I would let them go, and I was surprised to be able to do this, but I knew that I really didn't deserve Anan anymore.

Give her a piece of sky and let her fly.

It's just that this cold and lonely Zijin Palace makes me feel so cold.

Isn't it my original purpose to stand on a high place, overlooking all beings and surrendering to my feet? Now that I've got what I want, where does the chill that creeps in my heart come from?

After receiving Li Zhi's letter, Chu Moyan and I did not hesitate and went to the appointment alone.

This man's friendship with Anan should not be less than mine.

Seeing Anan, I still have the urge to take her away, but I can restrain my mood, I know that there is no room for anyone in her eyes except Zhao Ling, I just want to do something for her.

I don't have the luxury of forgiveness, I have failed too many people. There are some consequences that I have to bear. I think if I could do it all over again, I would make the same choice.

Yu'er is right, I'm always chasing what I can't get.

Once again, I returned to the cold Purple Palace, and in the long hallway, I could hear only my own footsteps. Everywhere is empty.

The vast Zijin Palace can't hold a heart. Where is my home?

I only experienced the word "home" when I was newly married to Anan. A delicious meal is not worth the meal left over in the evening, and a gorgeous dress is no better than a shirt that she sews herself, if I had known that home was warm at that time, would I have been more greedy?

How can the relationship between father and son with Cheng'er be repaired in one day?

He will one day know the cause of his mother's death, and I feel guilty about this child, and the more guilty I feel, the more I can't get close to him.

We are the only relatives connected to each other by blood, but how we are tormented. Indifference has become our protective color for each other. The temptation of each other also makes us more and more distant.

I will grow old, and he will grow in his hatred of me, and he will eventually surpass me as the emperor of this country.

At the top of the Forbidden City, loneliness is a companion.