(Girls' Literature)

When Jun Mochen came. My fever hasn't gone away. According to Jun Murong's wishes, he can't use medicine. But it's really uncomfortable. Only groggily lying. Suddenly, a man sat beside the bed.

I thought it was Rulan. Stretch out your hand and go to the sidewalk. "Rulan. I can't stand the heat. You can help me ice it with your hands cold. ”

Waited for a while. It was a hot hand. There are slight calluses in the palms. Wrap my hand in its entirety. Lenient and powerful. It's clearly a man's hand.

Not Rulan.

I was taken aback. He opened his eyes. Jun Mochen sat on the edge of the couch and looked at me. As soon as I woke up, he said. "You've always been so uncaring for yourself. But in more than 20 days, you can see what you have become. ”

I tried hard to pull my hand back. But his grip grew tighter and tighter. I had no choice but to give up.

I heard him say that. I tugged at the corners of my mouth. What it looks like.

Don't blame him for saying that. One day, when I accidentally caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I was also shocked. I lost a lot of weight. Chapped lips. His face was sickly pale, without a hint of ruddyness. There was a ring of bruising under the eye socket. The eyes are all red.

I saw myself like this at the time. Even I was shocked. How did I get emaciated like this?

I don't explain. Because I'm not the only one. He's so much better.

The cheekbones stand prominently on the face. He also lost at least two laps. His eyes were bloodshot.

Look at this separation. There are no winners. We all lost. Lost to ...... A child in the womb.

He said. "Tilt your face. Let's go back. ”

My heart is bitter. Hesitated for a while. But he still nodded slightly. Now for the sake of the children. It's not even the slightest bit of stubbornness.

Gently stroke your fingers over your abdomen. Now it feels like a dream. Before I knew it, there was a little life in my body. He's in my belly. Flesh and blood with me.

He is my child. I'm his mother. I will protect him.

Seem. It's also a good feeling to be a mother.

Jun Mochen saw that I agreed. So I summoned a maid waiting outside to pack up my things. commanded. "Just take something that fits you closely. If it doesn't matter, don't take it. ”

I listened. I want to say it aloud. "I'll take it all."

Jun Mochen glanced at me. "Good. Then take it all. ”

Rulan stood among the maids. She can be heard from time to time. "Take this one. Don't fall. "Take that too." Wipe it first. ”

The house was busy. Jun Mochen sat on the edge of my couch. Pick up my hand and hold. That's how it is held. Silent for a long time. I have no words with him. Fake sleep with your eyes closed.

Suddenly, I heard him say something. "The original thing. It's that I'm too sensitive. Blame you, you're mad at me. ”

All I could do was pound in my heart. Still closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep. Ignore him.

How not to be angry. But you have to be really angry. What am I angry about? Angry that he gave me a promise but didn't keep it. Still angry that he doesn't believe me. Or he is angry, he summons me, and I come and go.

But I couldn't help but be angry. Even madness of anger. I was angry that he had made me have a baby. He was angry and tied me to my side in this way.

。 In the end, it turned out to be true. Before I knew it, I fell asleep.

Open your eyes again. It's gorgeous. I blinked and looked at it again. It turned out to be the Lintoe Palace. He actually brought me to the Lintoe Palace again.

It's just that it's a lot easier. It's not as heavy as it used to be.

I'm just going to sit up. Qiaohe has come closer. "Girl."

Say goodbye for a few days. I was naturally overjoyed to see Qiaohe again. Joke. "The last glance was still in Qingluan Palace. This glance is in the Lintoe Palace. It's magical. ”

Qiaohe Road. "Not really. The girl thought it was magical. The slave maid only felt warm. ”

I could hear something in her words. Asked. "What a warmth."

Qiaohe Road. "The girl's blessing has returned. The girl was brought back all the way by our emperor. I heard that the emperor was afraid that if he sat with the girl, he would fall the girl. So I came back with the girl all the way. And the girl is a good ......."

Speaking of which. Qiaohe just pursed his lips and smiled. I won't say anything.

I asked. "What's wrong with me?"

"The girl still asked." Qiaohe laughed harder and harder. "The girl's cold has not healed. Talking nonsense all the way. Cry. wiped the emperor's tears and snot. The emperor's dragon robe is still in the Huanyi Bureau. ”

Yes. After listening to Qiaohe's words. I suddenly felt like I had been struck by lightning.

It's a shame. Talking nonsense. Cry. Tears and snot. I don't care what happens to him. But it's all about whatever. My First Name......

I saw Qiaohe's teasing smile. Girls' literature is updated as soon as possible I simply pulled the quilt over my head. Cover your face tightly.

I was a little nervous. I don't know what I said. There are things that should not be said. I really want to slap myself in the face when I think of it. No matter how you sleep, it's troublesome.

And I heard it skillfully. "Does the girl feel better?"

That's when I hummed.

But it's still a little weird. There's no reason it's okay so quickly.

"It seems that it is still useful for the emperor to cover the girl's sweat. It's a pity for the emperor. Sweating profusely. I'm still bathing. ”

I wanted to ask. Is it me who sweats or he who sweats. Why did he take a shower by himself?

Qiaohe seemed to understand what I was thinking. The girl refused to lie down. Blindly moving. The emperor lay down with the girl in his arms for an hour. Sheng Sheng sweated profusely. ”

I was silent. Silent for a long time.

Jun Mochen is always like this. But I'm not afraid of his indifference. But I'm afraid of his goodness. Obviously angry, he easily gritted his teeth with hatred. But he's a good couple. But it's addictive.

Qiaohe sighed and sat on the edge of the couch. Curious, I lifted the covers and looked at her. What a sigh for a good person.

"Girl. The slave and maid could see it. The emperor is sincere to you. This is no easy task. In the days that the girl was gone. The emperor never came back to live in the Lintoe Palace once. If there is no reason. The slave didn't believe it. It's not. As soon as I heard that the girl was pregnant. The emperor couldn't sit still. ”

。 But there have been turbulent waves in my heart.

"The girl doesn't know. When the emperor came back with the girl in his arms. Anyone with a discerning eye can see it. The emperor was very happy. Rong slave said. The girl has already had a child with the emperor. Even if not for yourself. I also have to plan for my children. ”

Since the death of the mother. No one has ever told me this. It's like a sister's earnest entrustment. It warms my heart.

It's just that. Jun Mochen......

before he spoke. Suddenly, I heard someone saluting outside. I knew it was Jun Mochen who had returned. I don't know what to do for a while. In a hurry, he closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.

Maybe nervous. I could clearly hear his footsteps stepping through the door. Step by step approaching the bed. Then stand still. But there was no sound for a while.

I waited patiently for a long time. It's still quiet.

I couldn't help but open my eyes and look. Only then did I realize that his eyes were fixed on me. He smiled when he saw me open my eyes. "Why don't you continue to pretend to be asleep?"

I muttered unnaturally. "You already knew. It's still silently scary.

He scoffed. "Seeing that I am going to be a mother, this playful temperament has not changed at all."

I froze. No more speech. The temple fell silent.

Suddenly, he sat closer to me. I subconsciously wanted to move backwards. but he forcibly controlled himself.

He put his hand over my abdomen. Stroke gently. As if he was afraid of alarming the little person in his womb who had not yet grown. There was a gentle smile on his face that I had never seen before. The voice is almost subtle. "Really."

。 There was a hint of confusion. Although his voice was extremely low. But I can hear it clearly. Unknowingly, he answered him. "There can be fakes."

"Really. I'm going to be a father. A childish smile appeared on his face. After getting my affirmation. He was even more joyful.

I thought of the self-committed Yun Xiuyi for no reason. She also had children. At that time, Jun Mochen was also as happy and crazy as he is now.

Am I going to be like her. Inability to hold the child in the womb.

It's not like I'm thinking about it. Grow in the palace since childhood. I'm not ignorant of those dirty tricks in the deep palace. Since ancient times. Pregnant concubines will not become the target of public criticism in the palace.

And will I be able to keep my child? Come to think of it. My heart was pounding.

"I'm going to be a father. Pour your face. We have children of our own. Jun Mochen held my shoulder. The voice is high and excited.

I nodded slightly. But I couldn't be happy at all.

Jun Mochen sensed my emotions. Calm down. "You're still angry with me about what happened before."

I shook my head.

"Then why are you sullen? Still don't want to have children with me. Jun Mochen's voice faintly revealed a hint of urgency.

Seeing that he was thinking about it. I said. "What's so angry? Don't you give me a name? I said I don't care about fame. As for having children. It's also a godsend. Where can human beings stop it?

He breathed a sigh of relief. But he immediately asked. "Then you're angry, I gave Yan Yi to the imperial sister."

The wound in my heart is like being opened again. Bloody.

"Gas."

His expression immediately tensed. A face is ever-changing.

"But. I also hope that he will have someone by his side. ”

I'm angry with him. Nothing to do with anyone. But he didn't know it.

Jun Mochen's complexion softened a little. Gently but firmly hold my hand. "Tilt your face. I'll treat you well. ”

I'll treat you well.

Jun Mochen. Do you think this promise will allow me to treat all the damage as if it never happened?

Although he is a person who accepts his fate. But he has his own pride. It's not a marionette to be manipulated with.

He got angry and sent me to Qingluan Palace. I was sick for a month. Bitter for a month. He didn't come and ask a word. Now that he heard that I had a child from the royal family with his surname, he took me back. Will he treat his children well or will he treat me?

I see forgiveness in the face of the child. You can come back. But you can't pretend that nothing has happened. Nor can it be forgiven.