(Girls' Literature)

Carefully recuperated. The wind chill will be healed in a few days. Drink ** carefully. Morning sickness is not as bad as it used to be. The skin is getting better and better. I bring out the pink and tenderness of a baby.

I've heard it before. When a woman is pregnant. The skin will get better. At the time, I thought it was really nonsense. Now I have to believe what happened to me.

The abdomen is not yet pregnant. I can't tell it's pregnant at all. It's only been two months. As morning sickness gradually lessens. More than once, I was in a trance and worried about whether the baby in my womb was still there.

A concubine who lost a child in the former palace. Every time those terrible cries come to mind, I can't help but shiver.

As the saying goes, there are thoughts and dreams at night. I screamed and woke up from my dream. It was pitch black all around. It's still a palace like that. There was no blood. No one. The whole palace was plunged into darkness. There was a peaceful silence.

I was short of breath. Sweating. The despair in the dream lingered in my heart for a long time. I comforted myself. Fake. Just dreaming. It's just a dream.

Jun Mochen beside me was woken up by my voice. Sit up from the couch. "What's wrong. But I had nightmares. ”

I inserted my fingers into my hair. The breathing became heavier and heavier. Just now I dreamed that someone was going to kill my child. I scuffled with him. He has a lot of strength. And I gradually lost my strength. I just watched the blood flowing all over me. His eyes were blood-red.

I'm so scared. I'm afraid that this dream will become a reality.

Jun Mochen hugged me with a worried face. I fell in front of his broad chest. to feel safe. It's as if I've found something to rely on. All of a sudden, his eyes filled with tears.

I clutched his garment in fear. Intermittently. "I dreamed that someone was going to kill the child in my womb...... I can't save him...... It's all blood...... It's all bloody ......"

"It's all right. It's all right. He patted me on the back gently. There is a demagogic peace of mind in the palm of your hand. He has a broad chest. It's like a haven from the wind. I unconsciously calmed down.

He held my shoulder. I looked at him. The expression was more serious than ever. Word by word. "Tilt your face. I will not let anyone hurt our children. ”

Somehow. I couldn't help but believe it. Nod vigorously. Repeated. "You must not let anything happen to him."

"Hmm," he hugged me tightly. "Tilt your face. I didn't know this kid was stressing you out so much. ”

He snorted. "If that were the case. Then I'd rather not have this child. ”

My eyes widened. Break free from his embrace at once. Anger made me lose my mind. He raised his palm and waved it over.

I was trembling with anger. Almost screaming. "Jun Mochen. It's a life. He is your flesh and blood, your child. You can't treat me like you would. Summoned and gone. You can't just do it for him. ”

Jun Mochen's face was set against the candle flame. It was dyed with a faint look of sadness. "Pour your face. But I didn't say anything to you, and I came and went. I just can't bear to let you suffer. ”

He had never been so good-tempered. I was a little surprised. Fang is extremely angry. It's a bit heavy. I hurriedly looked back. Sure enough, I saw red finger marks on his fair face.

I don't know what to do.

saw Jun Mochen stand up silently. Then slowly put on the clothes one by one. Lift the tent and go out. Suddenly, he turned back and said. "This is our child. I will not let your mother and son suffer any harm. ”

Suddenly, tears fell on the brocade quilt. Should I be moved or sad.

When you look up again. There was no longer Jun Mochen in the hall. All of a sudden, I panicked. Where is he going on such a dark day? I remembered the grief-stricken look on his face before leaving. I was scared.

"Jun Mochen. Jun Mochen ...... "I called him anxiously and loudly. The voice wafted through the vast and empty palace, but no one answered. I was even more anxious.

I was about to get out of bed and look for him. There was a knock at the door of the temple. Jun Mochen hurriedly walked in. "What's wrong. But he was not feeling well. ”

I paused. His hands are still in a clothed position. I asked. "Where have you been?" I thought you were gone. I picked up the second half of the sentence softly in my mind. But he didn't ask.

"It's time. It's early in the morning. Jun Mochen said as a matter of course.

I suddenly felt a little angry. Dare to make a lover make an expression of life and death. It's to go to the early court. I'm screaming and worrying here.

I kicked off the shoes I had just put on. Pour back onto the couch. It feels like a waste of feelings.

But. What I didn't expect was. I was so worried at that moment...... Worried that there was no man around.

Jun Mochen was obviously in a good mood when he left. But I was depressed.

This is depressed. When taking tocolytic pills, it is extremely unsmooth. I couldn't drink it for most of the day. When I drank it, my mouth was full of bitterness. It's all morning with a sad face.

Jun Mochen came back half an hour later than usual. I don't know what was done.

Qiaohe and Rulan told him about the morning. He smiled helplessly. "I'm going to be a mother, it's still like this."

。 My eyes lit up. It is candied jujube and poria cake.

Candied jujubes are sweet. Poria cake is extremely refreshing. Eat them one by one. There is still a little bitterness in the mouth.

He laughed. "They all say sour and spicy girls. Then you eat sweet, but it's a man or a woman. ”

I swallowed the poria cake in my mouth slowly and methodically. "Girls love sweetness. It's supposed to be a girl. ”

In my heart, I wish I had a girl. You can be by your side every day. There is no need to compete for power and wealth. Quietly play the piano and paint. Find a good boy in the world to love. Wouldn't it be good?

If you have a daughter. I must not let her be like me. If she has a man she loves.

"It doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman. As long as it's our children. I like them all. Jun Mochen nodded slightly. Respond to me gently. Again. "I see that your nails are also pale. Left and right are fine. It's better to paint your nails. ”

I cocked my fingers to look. Where there is a paleness. It's good to be clear.

But he couldn't help but say. Pull me over. I saw a plaque on the ground of the main hall. Inside each plaque are different petals. The fragrant wind in the hall smells very good.

"Which one do you like?"

I looked at Jun Mochen with some disbelief, and then looked at the petals in this place. There was a slight touch in my heart. I'm in a bad mood these days. Always sullen. I understand that Jun Mochen is changing his way to make me laugh.

。 I casually pointed to a plaque at hand. "That's it."

"Okay." I watched him put the petals into the vessel. Then put in alum. Mash together with a pestle.

I shuttled through the plaques all over the floor. Each petal looks over. Among them, there are many famous flowers. But there was no hibiscus alone. Not even the most common breeds.

I glanced at Jun Mochen, who was pounding seriously and hard. After all, I paced to him in silence and sat down.

Xu is too focused. I wasn't aware of me. He didn't even lift his head.

I don't feel like watching him start.

The face is like a crown of jade. The four words Jun Mochen is absolutely deserved. Handsome facial features. Long eyebrows fly diagonally into the sideburns. The sword nose is stiff. The whole face was originally resolute. But because of the tight pursed lips, there was a childishness.

Jun Mochen at this time. There is no usual anger and indifference. Some are just full of tenderness. I secretly wondered if it was because I wanted to be a father. I always felt that he exuded a fatherly glow at this time.

I gently put my hand over my abdomen. It can be seen how important a child is for two people. He can even change the character of his parents.

Parents. For the word I gave Jun Mochen and me. I couldn't help but be stunned. I should be sober. This child belongs to me and Jun Mochen. He was the father of the child. And I'm the mother of this child.

When he put down the pestle. I hurriedly withdrew my gaze. I could only hear his voice excited. "Alright."

Then he took my hand very naturally. It's as natural as if I've done it many times.

I picked the badly pounded thing with a wooden skewer and piled it on my fingernails. Spread it finely. It's smooth. Then wrap your nails with something. It's just such a small thing. He did it very carefully and conscientiously.

While doing this. He was talking to me. "Tilt your face. Wait for the child to be born. I will definitely be very, very good for him. Don't let him suffer a little. I'll do my best to protect him. ”

I listened. Nod your head slightly.

The next thing is to wait for it to be killed. Knock these things out. The color is left on the nails.

I spread my fingers and looked at the nail on it. It is a faint pink. I don't know what the name of the flower is. That's how I used it to dye my nails.

Seeing that Jun Mochen was still sitting on the side and tinkering with those things. I asked him. "Nothing happened today.

Jun Mochen has very little time on weekdays. He was conscientious in his approach to government affairs. It's rare to have such a leisurely time.

It's just that I don't reject such moments. On the contrary, he rejoiced. There is a sense of boudoir pleasure in the trance.

He chuckled. Extremely natural. "At this moment, you and your children are much more important than that government affairs."

I was stunned for a moment. The words that have been in my mouth for a long time still don't have the courage to say them after all. I had to swallow it again.

I don't know why. I don't want to break his heart.

Sunlight shines through the window lattice. Shine brightly into the temple. Jun Mochen happened to be there. The sun poured down on him. Like a giant carrying the sun and moon on his back.

I did it to his woman. Bear birth to him children. A time like this to dye your armor in the temple. Shouldn't it be only between husband and wife?

But I did it so naturally with him. Maybe I already knew him to be my husband. It's just that he still doesn't want to admit it.