I asked for some information about my past with my brother on the Internet, but the result was unacceptable to me, I think that my happiness was based on the pain of others, although it was not caused by me, but Gong Shanshan did die because of me!

I was in the bedroom, chatting with Aunt Zhang, and Aunt Zhang said it was a nightmare, but I always felt that it was so real, as if it was really happening! I said to Aunt Zhang, "Aunt Zhang, do you know? I don't think it's a nightmare, but I can't find any evidence that it's not. ”

"If you can't find it, it's better than if you can't find it!" Aunt Zhang smiled and said, "Miss, how do you feel about the young master now!" Miss, you know what? I have watched you grow up with the young master since I was a child, the young master is so good to the young lady, when the young master was young, the old man and the lady were very strict with him, so the young master's personality was a little cold, but since you came to this house, the young master has changed, he only smiles at you alone, every time he comes back from school, he has to go to the room to accompany you to read and write, the young master likes you, everyone sees it, the old lady also likes you, they hope that you can be the young master's wife in the future, but the lady they have not seen you and the young master together The day they died. Aunt Zhang recalled and said, I knew from her words that my brother liked me very much, yes, I also found out that my brother is generally cold to outsiders, and his smile is so real only when he treats me, I then asked, "Aunt Zhang, then you know my past, who are my parents?" Do you know? Aunt Zhang remembered what Zifeng told her, and she said calmly, "I only know that you were only four years old when you came to the house, and your parents were friends of the lord and his wife. I knew that what Aunt Zhang said was the same as what my brother said, and Aunt Zhang smiled and said, "Miss, look at me, patronizing and chatting with you, forgetting that there is still something to do downstairs!" Look at my memory! "Aunt Zhang, Miss Xiang, don't ask any more questions, I'll be a goof! I looked at Aunt Zhang's appearance of wanting to escape, I knew that there was something strange in this, I smiled and said, "Okay, Aunt Zhang, if you have something, go get busy first!" We'll talk another day! ”

"Miss, then you have a good rest!" Aunt Zhang took the cup in my hand, took it and walked out. Then close the door. I know that my brother is hiding something from me, why didn't I think to check it on the Internet! I'm so stupid! I got out of bed, walked to the desk, turned on the computer, I typed in President Jiang's entertainment news on the Baidu website, and as soon as I hit the enter key, a few seconds later, a lot of exits popped up at once! There are photos of my brother and me on it, there is a lot of content, the first page I opened is my memory after amnesia, what Miss Jiang Wuwu lost her memory due to the kidnapping case, Feng Shao was in pain, and Jiang Shao had an emotional crisis, my friend Nangong Yu had a crush on Jiang Wuwu for many years, these are not the point, the point is that I saw a lot of things about the past, what Yu Fang's case, and the news of the death of my adoptive parents in a car accident, suddenly my brain hurts, and a lot of pictures flash in my mind! I was lowered by a woman with a knife, we stood on the edge of the cliff, I fell down with her, I fell into the sea, and then someone jumped off the sea, desperately trying to get me up, my head hurt, it hurts, I squatted on the ground in pain, the picture in my mind is very clear, I seem to have returned to the winter of the town, I saw a four-year-old girl, hugging a woman who had hanged herself, crying loudly, Mom, wake up, don't ignore Ruoruo, Ruoruo will be very obedient, and then the little girl was adopted by a middle-aged woman, And it was abandoned by her father, and those images appeared so clearly in my mind. The girl grew up in the castle, but isn't the brother who has always loved the girl Zifeng's brother? I hurt so much, it hurts, those pictures are so sad, the crying little girl, and the hateful little three, one car accident after another, I squatted on the ground, holding my head with both hands, I don't want to think about those pictures, but they keep appearing in my mind, that year's Xue'er was very big, the little girl's pitiful eyes, she hugged her mother's feet is bitter, the woman is dead, the death is so desolate, but the little girl's father can't bear to leave the four-year-old girl, ignore it, only care about his own happiness, go to the mistress, The little girl was taken in by the neighbor's aunt and uncle, and then taken in by a large family, so pitiful, isn't this girl herself? It turns out that my parents are not my brother's friends, but people who have nothing to do with my brother, it turns out that this is not a nightmare, it is a real thing, it turns out that my brother has been hiding from me, just to keep me from being sad, and I don't want me to know that there is such a hateful father, and how pitiful my biological mother is, a rural woman, no knowledge, no culture, only a body of brute strength, has long been tortured by the years to the point of not being human, not to mention that her body is enslaved, her spirit is also enslaved, how pitiful! Why, when I think about it, it's all sad things, why, I can't remember things with my brother!

I touched the chain of angels around my neck, it felt so familiar, and some pictures appeared in my mind, the little girl was watching the little boy play the piano, it was Guangliang's "Fairy Tale" The picture is extremely beautiful, not the bleakness of the previous picture, but with a touch of romance!

After playing a song, the little boy called the little girl to his room, he had a gift for her, he took out a delicate box, the little girl opened the box, and it contained the same angel chain as the one around my neck! The little boy personally brought it to the little girl, and the little girl was not me? I think it's no wonder I like to set the ringtone as a fairy tale, no wonder I've always felt that this angel chain is very familiar, it turned out to be the first gift my brother gave me when I first entered the Jiang family!

More of what appeared in my mind was Gong Shanshan, the woman who liked her brother, the woman who kidnapped me, I barely got up from the ground, I felt better, I walked to the computer to check on my kidnapping, it turned out that it was my nineteenth birthday, we were going to get engaged that day, but Gong Shanshan suddenly appeared, she pretended to be Villas's person, deceived me, and came to the cliff edge of Biyang Road, her eyes were full of hatred, and she wanted to take revenge on me, she held the mentality of dying with me, holding a knife to my neck, At that time, Brother Yu felt the scene, I and Gang Shanshan stood on the edge of the cliff, she pulled me to jump all the way down, the sea below the cliff, I fell into the cliff, and Gong Shanshan happened to fall on the rock, fell to death, and I, struggling in the sea, no wonder I fell in the pool of Brother Ze's house that day, some pictures appeared in my mind, it turned out to be my subconscious memory, Gong Shanshan died, although she was not killed by me, but it was life after all! I felt a little sad in my heart, that blamed Ouyang Xue for saying that I was not suitable to stay by my brother's side, it turned out that my brother had not had any scandals for so many years, there was only one me in his heart, and I also made a bet with Ouyang Xue, this bet is simply not necessary!

My heart is not a taste, no wonder I only talked to Brother Yu on the first day of amnesia, it turned out that he was the one who fought to save me, such a cold sea, he saved me regardless of his personal safety, how do I repay this love! I owe him so much that I am afraid I will not be able to repay it in this life.

I continued to read those reports about my past, and it turned out that my brother had been waiting for me for more than ten years, and it turned out that I really owed a lot to others.

At this time, Xue'er called, my mobile phone rang for a while, I came back to my senses, I answered Xue'er's phone, Xue'er said, "Worry, what are you doing?" I've been on the phone for a while! "Cher, my good friend, she didn't dislike me because of my past, life is really changeable, this regains my memory, I can't be happy in my heart, I said to Cher, "Yes!" I looked absent-minded, and Xue'er said worriedly, "Worry, something doesn't sound right in your voice, didn't you get a drip today?" ”

"Hit! Cher, don't you have a class today? I asked, I didn't know what to say, so I had to find something to talk about.

"After class, the university is a benefit, but it is less, and the teacher will not care about you." Cher said with a smile.

"That's right! Cher, you're not dating today! I smiled and said, in fact, a lot of things happened during the period of my amnesia, oh woo got leukemia, went to the United States for treatment, met Sister Xiaoyi and Simon, these are fate, and I didn't expect Xue'er to come together with Brother Ze, they look so happy, I didn't expect Situ Lei to be that kind of person, making Xue'er sad and sad, these things are really uncomfortable, I'm thinking, why, I think of Xue'er and them, I can't remember the details of my brother's love! I was suddenly a little scared, I didn't know how to deal with it, brother, are they pretending not to recover their memories yet? Or frankly, I really don't know what to do、、、、

It's a headache just thinking about it!

"Worry, are you still there? Why don't you speak? Seeing that I didn't speak for a while, Cher asked.

"Yes, Cher, would you like to come to my house today? I have a lot to say to you. "I said to Cher, Cher is my trusted friend, I like to tell her something, she too, Cher's past is not much better, we are all sympathetic people.

"Okay, Sorrow, I'll come to your house in the evening. You have a good rest, I'll answer the phone. Cher replied.

"Okay, you answer the phone!" I said to Xue'er, I think it was Brother Ze who called, now Brother Ze and Xue'er are a couple, of course they have to contact each other often, I hope Brother Ze cherishes Xue'er well, Xue'er's life can't stand the hurt anymore!

I hung up the phone, turned off the computer, walked to the bed, lay on the bed, in a daze, I was thinking about how I should live my life and what else I could do.