318 Talking to himself
In the warm afternoon sun, in the quiet studio, a teenager sat calmly in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and the 2B pencil in his hand was quite evenly arranged on the breast-colored drawing paper.
At this time, Beichen was calm, without the restrained life of the past, and after leaving his mother, the young man felt that he was living more and more freely.
He stared at the paper in front of him for a long time, and looked at the goblet on his canvas and couldn't help but smile.
He Beichen hasn't painted for a long time, and if he could, such memories would be traced back to when he was in elementary school, when he loved to sketch. The reason why I like it is because Beichen thinks it is simple and exquisite.
The seemingly simple material is just an ordinary wooden easel, a white drawing paper, and a 2B pencil, which does not seem to require much effort, but can be said to be a beautiful work.
These seemed to be very attractive to him at a young age, and even though he was very attentive to his studies, when he was idle, he still remembered the time when he was young in the studio.
On days like that, it always makes him feel very quiet.
Moreover, now that Xie Lan has his own new home, he has more time to nest himself in the studio and do things that are obviously very interesting to him, but have nothing to do with studying.
Come to think of it, even so, my mother will not interfere with her anymore. Now she rarely sees Bei Chen again, even though she has always cared about him.
However, now that Xie Lan has a child with Ze Zhixun in his belly, he will inevitably feel funny when he thinks about it, but the reality is indeed the case.
He Beichen smiled helplessly, and the young man tried to make himself more attentive and stop thinking about the things that were unpleasant to him.
At the same time, the paintbrush in He Beichen's hand became more and more free, and he skillfully arranged the lines, even if the boy hadn't held the paintbrush for a long time.
However, now that I think about it, I don't have any of them, and I like to do things and I find it interesting when I do them.
He looked at his picture, as if he felt that the relationship between light and dark was not handled so properly, and he couldn't help but gently wipe the drawing paper on the table next to him.
The boy stared at his picture quite carefully, as if he felt that the effect was much better, and there was suddenly a little more uncommon brilliance in those dark eyes.
He Beichen was too focused, but he didn't notice that there was a girl behind the easel who was secretly looking at him, as if she was smiling at him, and as if she was carefully looking at the young man's picture.
It's just that Tan Yufan just stood there quietly, and didn't mean to disturb him, perhaps, in the heart of the small universe, the best time is enough to just look at him quietly like this.
The boy really didn't realize the existence of the small universe, he just took care of himself, modifying the picture over and over again, and he was very careful in everything he did, even if he even painted.
She likes to see him so focused, it seems that his teenager is so delicate when he does anything, and it will also make people feel a sense of inexplicable comfort.
"You say, if I paint like this, will she like it?" I don't know how long it took, He Beichen stared at the piece of paper on the easel and began to talk to himself.
The boy doesn't know what's going on lately, and he thinks of her when he does anything, and it seems that the small universe has been staying in a corner of the boy's heart.
The reason why I say this is because He Beichen always thinks of her unconsciously, which seems like a strange thing, because he He Beichen has never been so interested in a girl like this.
It sounds ridiculous to say, but that's the case, there has never been such a heart-warming feeling, even if it may have been a little early for Beichen Daodao to have such a feeling, but he didn't intend to restrain himself from anything.
"What are you doing? Will you think of me before you know it? He Beichen thought about it, and a smile couldn't help but appear on the corner of his mouth.
He didn't know how important she would be in his own psyche, but he had such a tacit sense of dependence on her in his heart, and even he didn't know what it was.
Beichen is still too young, most of the time, he doesn't know what it's like to like someone, but that's how he likes it, it seems that there is no reason, and it seems to be fate, sometimes he regrets that such a plot is ridiculous, and even gives people the feeling of an idol drama, even so, this is what really happens in real life, and even He Beichen himself is not so willing to believe it.
"Xuanfan, are you okay now? Why, you haven't been in touch with me for so long? ”
Bei Chen's voice was very low, and he couldn't help frowning, living alone made the boy develop the habit of talking to himself, and every time he thought of her, he would have a feeling that he couldn't hold back himself.
"Are you mad at me? Haven't contacted me for so long? Do you know? I miss you so much, I want to meet you, do you know, I've been thinking about you all this time. ”
The boy looked at the drawing board in front of him and couldn't help muttering to himself.
He didn't notice Tan Yufan's existence, so he wasn't embarrassed, he just thought he was talking to himself, and it seemed to be very natural in He Beichen's eyes.
"I've missed you all this time, and you don't ask me out." The boy pouted as he spoke, and the paintbrush in his hand slowed down.
Xiao Universe secretly stood behind the easel, she really couldn't control herself now, the girl covered her mouth and laughed, He Beichen was in a daze, and couldn't help but be startled when she heard the laughter from the studio.
Subconsciously turned around, but found that Tan Yufan's black eyes were looking at him mischievously, and He Beichen was naturally surprised by the scene.
How would he know that when he was talking to himself, Tan Yufan had been standing behind him, looking at himself, He Beichen couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat.
"When did you come?"
He Beichen said, looking very embarrassed again, as if his heart was spied on, adolescent boys will inevitably be a little young, and there is nothing strange about it.
And Bei Chen didn't know that the stupidest thing he did was to be embarrassed in front of the small universe, and it was strange to say that she was different from girls of the same age, and Tan Yufan seemed to have her own understanding of love.
Of course, for He Beichen, he had never said such a sensual thing, so Beichen would naturally be embarrassed and unaccustomed to it.
But the small universe didn't see He Beichen's embarrassment, she couldn't help but smile as if nothing had happened.
"Okay, I've heard it all, don't you hide anything anymore? If you think of me, you can just say it, there's nothing to be embarrassed about. The little universe said and rolled his eyes mischievously.
Tan Yufan's sudden behavior startled He Beichen, he didn't know that he would be exposed so quickly, as if he had been pierced through his heart by someone else without warning.
But it's not a strange thing to say. He actually fell in love with a girl so easily, and he himself couldn't tell when it happened, and even now, He Beichen didn't want to care about it so much.
"You like me, you miss me, and I know it, do you blush like this?"
Tan Yufan began to provoke him again for no reason. And for such words, He Beichen really has no resistance at all.
Even if He Beichen looks so strong, even he forgets that he still has a dead end, that is, Yu Fan, and Yu Fan is his dead end.
It's ridiculous to say, if such a thing were known to my mother, I might have the heart to break my leg.
"Do you like to draw? I've been standing here looking at you for a long time. Xiao Universe said, his eyes inadvertently revealing a little naughty.
"Hmm." Bei Chen may still be immersed in Fang Cai's kind of embarrassment.
"I like it." As he spoke, He Beichen looked at the drawing paper in front of him again, but he didn't have the slightest intention of painting, but he had a feeling of absent-mindedness.
"Don't stand behind me sneakily next time, you don't know, when you laughed just now, it scared me out of my mind."
Bei Chen said, his tone was inevitably a little complaining, but the corners of his mouth unconsciously appeared a smile, it can be seen that he likes her, and it is in a casual demeanor, it is so easy for people to notice.
"What? Are you afraid that I will hear some of your little secrets? Tan Yufan said, those black eyes turned inadvertently, and they looked a little weird.
"I want to stand behind you. That's how much you like me. Yu Fan pouted again as he spoke, obviously giving He Beichen a feeling that he couldn't resist.
"Alright, alright, what secrets can I have. You don't know, my secret is you, nothing else. The boy's words unconsciously became emotional.
"Then why do you like to talk to yourself so much during this time?" Tan Yufan said, her eyes brightened a lot.
"I thought you were talking to me just now, but then I realized that you didn't notice me at all, you talk about you, you stay alone in the studio, you still talk to yourself, how strange."
Tan Yufan muttered, seemingly very puzzled by He Beichen's habits.
"You don't know this, it's because I've been missing you a lot lately, and when I miss you, I can't help but talk to myself." He Beichen said that his eyes were inadvertently full of smiles.