The night was thick, and He Beifan walked alone on the street home, presumably his mother hadn't come back yet, even so, he didn't want to go home.

The empty room will remind Beifan of everything that happened just now, and now that I think about it, it is more and more ridiculous.

"Dad, how can I go to a bar and be a singer like him, you say?" Yin Mo's words may be from what he thinks in his heart, but they are too realistic, and it will inevitably make He Beifan feel a burning feeling.

He didn't know if his profession was as humble as he said, but after all, he was still a teenager, and he couldn't get used to hearing other people's comments about him.

He Beifan thought about it and became more and more silent, and inadvertently kicked the stone under his feet into the distance. His thoughts were chaotic, but they were unsettled, and he fell into a sea of extreme misery, a kind of sadness that he could not extricate himself from.

Anyway, he must not be able to decide anything, and the only thing he can do now is to calm his emotions and think about how to explain to He Yulei, who will go home later.

At that time, the boy had already returned home, and as he expected, all he saw was darkness, but Beifan had long been used to such days.

He turned on the light gently, looked a little embarrassed again, and couldn't help but sigh. The rest of the year seemed incomparably long, and the boy sat down on the sofa with great calm.

In fact, he didn't think about anything, just sat there calmly, waiting for his mother to come back.

It was still unknown whether she would have the patience to listen to what she had to explain, but he didn't want to justify anything, he just wanted to admit his mistake.

This is not difficult for He Beifan, and he is reluctant to continue to be entangled like this, this feeling is not pleasant, so he gave up, he wants to tell her the truth once, and the result may be a little better.

He Beifan pursed his lips indifferently thinking about it, and the young man looked at his hands in the dim light, he was still red and swollen, so that he didn't dare to play the piano until now.

But even so, he couldn't ease the guilt in his heart. Thinking of this, He Beifan suddenly felt that he was very stupid, and he thought that he didn't know what he was doing these things.

However, the paper couldn't hold the fire, and in the end it was known by the mother, and the effect was not enough to take the initiative to tell her.

However, he is just a teenager, and there are too many things, He Beifan may not think very thoughtfully, not to mention that he thinks that there is nothing wrong with being a resident singer in a bar.

Of course, this may not be the case in the eyes of my mother, so I still blame myself for my ignorance. The boy was thinking about it, and suddenly there were familiar footsteps in the corridor, if He Beifan didn't guess wrong, it should be He Yulei back.

For some reason, Beifan had an inexplicable sense of nervousness. He didn't speak, just bit his lip fiercely, and his state looked calm, but in fact, a little cold sweat broke out in his palms.

Without taking another step, He Beifan could clearly hear his mother's footsteps, but he pretended to be very calm, walked to the door gently, and carefully listened to the movement in the corridor outside the door.

And little by little, such a voice seems to be closer to Beifan.

The young man bit his lower lip as if he was cheering himself up, and then He Beifan seemed to understand something, so he opened the door gently, and the young man tried to adjust his face to make him look calmer.

"Mom, you're back."

Beifan pursed his lips and tried to pretend to be calm, "You're tired." ”

The boy said that he hurriedly bent down in the cabinet to get slippers for his mother, and to be honest, he was still a little apprehensive at this time.

He didn't know why he was like this, maybe he felt some unspeakable guilt, but this kind of emotion would inevitably make him feel uncomfortable.

The young man observed He Yulei's expression quite carefully, but he couldn't see what his mother was thinking, but Beifan didn't dare to look at his mother's eyes.

Just looking at He Yulei's slightly tired appearance, the woman didn't say a word, and her cheeks were as indifferent as ever.

However, He Beifan didn't have much luxury for this, he just wanted to do his best to make his mother look happy, or not to be so angry.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong." He Beifan said that a little remorse suddenly appeared on his cheeks, and He Yulei felt strange about her son's sudden performance.

"What's wrong? What did you do wrong? The woman's expression didn't seem to know what the boy was talking about.

"I shouldn't lie to you." Beifan said, he couldn't help but lower his head, he didn't look at his mother's eyes, and he didn't dare to look at his mother's eyes, so he naturally didn't know that she wasn't angry.

Instead, those deep black eyes were filled with tears.

"But you know what? Actually, I didn't intend to make you angry. Actually, my idea is very simple, I just want to earn more money to subsidize my family, I really don't have any other ideas. ”

"If you don't think you can accept my words, then you can hit me twice, and in doing so, your heart will feel better."

The boy's voice was very low, and he was extremely aggrieved, and the next second, his mother's reaction was even more unexpected than He Beifan.

Unconsciously, He Beifan found that he was embraced by He Yulei, and her arms were so warm.

It seems that He Beifan has never felt it when he has grown so big. And her mother's tears were dripping down the corners of her eyes, so that He Beifan's cheeks felt the coldness in the corners of her mother's eyes.

"I'm sorry for you, it's my fault that I failed to provide you with a good family environment."

He Yulei's voice became more and more choked, and she hugged the child in her arms tighter. "I ask you not to blame me."

The woman's voice was hoarse, He Beifan didn't know why his mother would talk to him like this, the young man just felt that his heart was suddenly stunned, like a warm current flowing.

"No, Mom, I don't blame you." He Beifan was never excited, it seemed that he hadn't heard his mother talk to him like this for a long time.

Their long cold war has made them forget what they really are. "I think this kind of family is very happy." The boy's eyes were full of light, which he didn't often look like.

"Thank you, Fan. I also feel very happy to have a child like you. ”

They didn't speak again, He Beifan just felt the temperature in his mother's arms, if he could, he really wanted to be held in her arms all the time.

It seems that he doesn't want to grow up, but he knows that he has to. This is really a very strange feeling, even if sometimes He Beifan wants to make himself cowardly, but reality will not allow him to do so.

I don't know how long it took, she let go of him, and the tears in her eyes seemed to be hidden by her best efforts, and they would no longer be as easy to detect as this.

"In the end, it's my fault in this matter, I haven't had time to get to know you for too long, so I'm wrong to blame you." The woman's eyes became more and more gentle as she spoke.

"No, you don't have to say that." He Beifan's eyes became pure, "I also know that you are busy with work, and it is normal that you don't have time." It's good that you're able to hold up this home, so I won't complain so much. ”

Bei Fan smiled with great relief as he spoke, he didn't know that this exchange meeting between himself and his mother was so smooth, which was really a bit unexpected for him.

Therefore, Beifan didn't seem to have anything to say, he just wanted to communicate with her more.

"Well, tonight, I'm not so anxious to sleep, so, I think, take this time to talk to you, you don't have to be too nervous, I just have a lot of things to say to you."

He Yulei said, the expression in those eyes became softer and softer. "Well, you say." That is, Bian's mother's attitude was very gentle, but He Beifan did not let down all his guards, just as respectful as usual.

The boy stood there quite straight, looking at his mother sitting on the sofa and couldn't help but smile politely. His cheeks were still tight, and He Yulei could naturally see He Beifan's vigilance.

"It's okay, you don't need to stand there, sit next to me, and have a good talk with me." There was an indescribable tenderness in her eyes.

Beifan didn't refuse, just silently walked to his mother's side and sat down.

"Say it, I'll listen." The boy pursed his lips again as he spoke, his attitude was very calm, what did his mother want to say to himself, and He Beifan naturally guessed nine times out of ten.

"I know, you're going to a bar to be a resident singer. I was relieved to hear that, but I also hope you don't do it again. ”

"Although, I'm the only one pulling you, and our family's family environment is naturally not good, but you don't need to stay up so late every night, after all, you are still very young, and you shouldn't spoil your body so uncontrollably."

He Yulei couldn't help but have a meaningful feeling when she said that, and then looked at He Beifan, but he waved his hand again and again, it seemed that these hardships were really nothing to him.

"It's okay, Mom, this is also a kind of training for me, I have always wanted to have my own stage, although I will sing until late when I go to the tavern, but I can also subsidize the family, besides, I also like to sing."

"So, what do those people do to you? Did they bully you? He Yulei inadvertently forgot about him with concerned eyes, and she looked at the boy sitting in front of her.

Recently, he seems to have lost a lot of weight, and it seems that it will inevitably make people feel distressed.

"They, they're so nice to me. The people at the bar love to hear me sing. He Beifan couldn't help grinning as he spoke, even though the smile was a little bitter.