XXXV(4)

This night, the doctor went in and out to see Su Huiyi's physical condition many times, but it was not very good, and the high fever did not go away. The rain outside became heavier in the middle of the night, and it slammed on the window, even though the hall was brightly lit, it still made people feel cold.

Shen Qiangrose didn't sleep all night, leaned on the sofa and closed her eyes to rest, until the early hours of the morning, she gradually felt sleepy, but at such a time, she naturally woke up from sleep. I don't know how long it took, and in a trance she heard someone whispering that Qi Shao's fever had subsided, she instinctively woke up, opened her eyes to look, and saw several maids and attendants standing in the hall looking at each other.

Yuzhu saw that she was awake, so he smiled and said, "Miss, thank God, Qishao's fever has subsided." ”

Shen Qiangrose felt a little relieved in her heart, and nodded, she saw that the sky outside the window was still hazy and dark, and there were stars flashing at the end. After thinking about it, he said, "You are tired after the night's vigil, so go and rest for a while." ”

Lin Ning nodded when he heard this, he wasn't lazy, but at such a time, he hoped that the two of them could resolve the mustard because of this. Thinking like this, he glanced at the doctor, who looked at Shen Qiangrose, showed a friendly smile, and said something in English, as if he knew everything.

Shen Qiangrose was a little embarrassed, but fortunately, they all walked out quickly. After thinking about it, she still walked lightly to the bedroom, slowly pushed open the door, and saw Su Huiyi lying quietly on the bed, as if she was sleeping deeply. The room was still dark, and a hazy light reflected in front of the window, illuminating the floor flickering.

She walked over gently, and wanted to look at him before leaving, but when she got closer, she unconsciously sat on the edge of the bed. If I looked at him carefully, I saw that his eyebrows were straight, and he was the face of a decisive general in the photo book. But at this time, he fell asleep quietly, but his face became softer, and he lost that indifferent temperament, and more of the loneliness of standing above the clouds.

She grew up with him, and she always realized that she was helpless, and when she thought about it, although he was envied, he actually had a very unfortunate life. She didn't know why she thought he was unhappy, maybe she had seen him stand alone in front of the window too many times, maybe she knew him too well.

This moment tastes a lot of different tastes, because I know too much, so the harshness and resentment in my heart are always not thorough enough. In fact, isn't he just like himself, a victim? Thinking like this, she might as well have his hand, and she was startled, and she felt that her heart was about to jump to her throat.

He didn't dare to move, but fortunately he just acted casually in his sleep, and then he was quiet. She felt a little embarrassed, so she was about to get up and go out, but just after she moved, he might as well be caught by his hand, his palm was full of fine sweat, hot iron against her.

She was stunned for a moment, and then her face changed, "Let go." ”

He seemed to be coquettish to her, "Don't let go." There was still a hint of hoarseness in his voice, "My head hurts, you can stay with me for a while." ”

In fact, he had already woken up when she came in, but he was greedy for the look she showed when she looked at him, it was really a long time since he came, and he really didn't want to destroy it. But seeing that she was leaving, he couldn't help but grab her hand, and his mind became softer and softer, "Rose, don't leave me." ”

Shen Qiangrose was angry and anxious, blaming herself for being reckless over and over again in her heart, obviously she still hated him, obviously she still blamed him. Thinking like this, I wanted to shake off his hand, "You go home and say this to your newly married lady, let go!" ”

Breaking free in this way, she forgot that he was still a patient, although she broke free, she heard him gasp, and even coughed lowly, her voice was higher than a while, she thought about it, and then turned around, and the light in the room was reflected on his face, as if it was a little red.

Then she said, "You wait, I'll call a doctor." ”

But she didn't move, and she grabbed her arm again, and he used great strength to almost pull her into his arms, and his breath was still unsteady at the moment, but he let her hold it tightly in his arms, and said in a somewhat domineering voice: "Let me hold it for a while." ”

Feeling her uneasy struggle in her arms, she added, "I'm still sick, let me save some strength, okay?" ”

Shen Qiangrose listened to his heartbeat, and it was almost over, I am afraid that this calm voice was just a disguise, thinking like this, she felt that her heart was balanced, so she frowned and said angrily: "Scoundrel." ”

He smiled absently, hugging her waist, breath spraying in her hair, only feeling satisfied. The two of them lay quietly for a while, neither of them spoke again, he vaguely felt that he was about to fall asleep, but he felt that his chest was wet, and after a moment of confusion, he only felt that his heart was twitching, and he called softly, "Rose? ”

It turned out that the sky outside the window was hazy and white, and the reflection was like frost and mist. He lowered his eyes to look at the person in his arms, and from this angle, he could only see her messy hair, he knew that she was crying, but he didn't know how to comfort her.

Then she called her name again, and she seemed to have just come to her senses, wiped her cheeks with her hand, and then said, "I'll call the doctor." ”

He knew that she was like this, and he never showed her vulnerable side, but at this time he didn't want to let go of her, so he said, "Don't call them here, I just want to stay with you." ”

She wiped the corners of her eyes, but she was afraid that her eyes would be red, so she got up and turned her back to him, and said, "It's already dawn outside, do you want to stay with me all the time?" ”

After saying this, I felt hypocritical, and said: "Don't think that one or two sentences like this will change anything, I tell you, it's impossible." ”

Su Huiyi didn't want her to suppress herself, so she said: "Rose, sometimes I'd rather you scold me, you know, as long as you're happy, there's nothing I can't do." ”

He said very seriously, in the half-light and half-darkness, the handsome face showed a little tiredness and depression, "I am willing to do anything for you." ”

The corners of Shen Qiangrose's mouth twitched slightly, if it was the past, she would probably have to choose to believe him without hesitation, but now in front of the heavy and unbearable world, she is really unsure. At this moment, the hatred in my heart breeded, and a resolute thought was born.

He chuckled, turned to look at him, and asked word by word, "Are you willing to do anything for me?" ”

She raised her good-looking eyebrows, and asked with a bit of charm: "Then are you willing to divorce Gu Shiyi immediately?" Are you willing to avenge my brother and the child in my womb? ”

There was only a faint light in the room, and she watched his face fade to pale inch by inch, and those eyes were like lakes that dried up in an instant, carrying many things that she did not want to read.

She hooked her lips and showed a sneer, "Are you willing to electrify the whole country and tell everyone that you don't care about poetry, and are you willing to kill your father?" ”

She naturally knew these answers, she had known them a long time ago, but she asked them so calmly at this moment, just to laugh at his hypocritical feelings for herself, who could do it? On the one hand, it is the life and death of Nandi, and on the other hand, it is the unfilial name of killing his father, such a choice, Ren is a love saint, and I don't know how to answer.

She just wants to force him into a corner, make him face such a cruel status quo, and let him remind himself at all times that the culprit who really murdered this relationship is also part of him! When she lost her child, when she lost her brother, the only thing left in her heartache was hatred!

She swore to ruin it all! No more consummation!

But when she caught a glimpse of his eyes, she suddenly became a little excited, and tears flowed down unconsciously, "Beidi has promised to send troops to reinforce the front line, at such a time, Qi Shao does not dare to risk the world, and still wants the newspaper to vigorously publicize how affectionate and hypocritical you and Gu Shiyi are!" ”

She stood up and watched him take a few steps back, "My parents, brothers, and even my children, their deaths are inseparable from Su Shengbai, you know, he is my enemy, if you are really as you say, why haven't you done anything until now?" ”

Saying this, he couldn't help but laugh mockingly, "Such a false person, who actually keeps saying that he is willing to do anything for me, I'm afraid that in Qi Shao's hesitation, he has already made a choice for the relationship between us!" What is a long time, but it is just bluffing! ”

She gave birth to a resolute state of mind, and she couldn't wait to make all her words clear, "Su Huiyi, you think I'm hypocritical or excessive, but from the moment I lost my child, the moment I lost my brother, I have already decided that I will never go back to the past with you." ”

Even though she said resolutely, tears still ran down her cheeks, but she still added coldly, "For a person with great ambitions, how can I make you give up everything for me as a little woman?" We are all adults, and many things have been said in the past, and there is no point in saying them again. ”

She stubbornly wiped away her tears, and turned to see a clear golden light in front of the window, which seemed to shine on her heart, hot ironing, she felt that her heart seemed to be torn apart, and the pain was almost breathless.

Biting his lip tightly, he hid that trace of vulnerability, and said: "In the past, I always felt that you and I had come to this point because we were forced by fate and forced by others. But it wasn't until I experienced deep pain that I realized how fragile the easily shattered relationship was, and you never found a proper balance, between me and your father, you chose to compromise with him again and again! Hurt me again and again! ”

She raised her eyes to look at him, and the coldness in her eyes could almost crush him instantly, "What if you are rich and rival the country?" What about the power of the world? I really pity you. ”

The wind outside the window gradually became stronger, pouring in through the gaps, and the curtains were gently shaking, obviously it was a summer morning, but it seemed to roll up the winter cold, making people feel the cold to the bone.