The sound of the wind mixed with the sound of the rain made a subtle rustling sound, and the air seemed to freeze, making people's breath tight. Su Huiyi got up and half-leaned in front of the window, he looked at her, his fair face seemed to be translucent in the light and shadow, and the tears were extremely bright, but his eyes were resolute, as if he couldn't draw a line with him immediately.

He was silent, and in such a moment of silence, even the apex of emotions was quiet. He didn't know what to say, or if he acquiesced to her words in his heart, yes, the root of these mistakes came from him, he always thought he could control it all, but all the while, he compromised.

He felt like he had collapsed, and the rays of daylight were getting more and more abundant, as if they were about to fill the bedroom. The wind could still be faintly heard, and flocks of birds flew by, chirping under the eaves.

The voices were entangled, and his heart was even more confused. At this moment, it seemed that she didn't dare to look at her eyes again, and the eyes that were like autumn water in the past were full of disdain and resentment, and in her eyes, it seemed like a deep shackle.

He finally consumed himself in this silence, as if he had suddenly lost his strength, "What do you want?" ”

When he said this, he really realized that there was really no going back between them. Shen Qiang Rose snorted mockingly, "I want you to give it to me, so why ask?" ”

She clutched her arm tightly, as if she couldn't bear it any longer, and tilted her face and said, "I remember, I want those pair of rose pins." ”

She thought he would care, but almost instantaneously got his answer, "Okay, I'll give it to you." He said simply and concisely, calmly without the slightest emotion, and when he raised his eyes, he saw that her whole body was trembling slightly, and the corners of her mouth moved, and then she asked: "You came back this time just for it, right?" ”

Shen Qiang's eyes lit up, but she still said stubbornly: "Otherwise? Do you think it's catching up with you? I'm not going to be that bad! When she said this, she basically cut off the last trace of affection between the two, but she didn't feel happy, she obviously vented all those hatreds on him, but why did she feel that her heart was cramping?

As if all her strength had been drained, she felt that she was standing here like a withered tree, which had withered before the spring flowers bloomed, and there was nothing left.

Su Huiyi's face loomed in the morning light, he lowered his eyes, and the handsome face was no longer a look of pity, but an unprecedented calmness, he slowed down, and then said in a low voice: "I know." ”

After he finished speaking, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, the clothes were originally placed on the small cabinet next to him, picked up one and put it on his body, put on military boots, and wanted to go out like this, but until he reached the door, he still paused, turned his head to look at her back, slender and weak in the light and shadow, and the black hair was scattered over his shoulders, until he was as long as his waist.

He suddenly remembered the kind of aroma he had smelled before, as if it had been a long time. lowered his eyes slightly, and covered the expression in his eyes, "Rose, I said before, it is the Su family who is sorry for the Shen family, whatever you want, it's up to you." I'll give you that kind of thing, or whatever you want in the future, I'll give it to you. ”

With that, he opened the door and walked out. Shen Qiangrose didn't even look back, the light shone lonely overhead, like chasing light on the stage, lonely and enthusiastic. She suddenly burst into tears, and couldn't help but reach out and touch her heart, it turned out that even if she said all the words of decision, her heart still hurt.

When I looked up, the canopy outside the window was already lit up, and it was going to be another difficult day. She had stayed in the room all day long since she moved in and refused to go out, but now, she wanted to go out for a walk, so she wiped her tears and went over and rang the electric bell.

Yuzhu walked in quickly, looking at her gaze, she couldn't help but be a little more puzzled, she didn't pay attention to it, only said, "I'm hungry, prepare some food and bring it." ”

She walked to the dresser and looked at herself in the mirror, her eyes were red, like an aggrieved rabbit, and her face was haggard, as if she had aged ten years overnight. picked up the comb and pretended to comb his hair as if nothing happened, and lightly ordered, "Inform the messenger, I'm going out later." ”

Yuzhu was originally standing at the door waiting, and although he was surprised in his heart, he nodded steadily and went out to prepare. Shen Qiangrose didn't have much appetite, but she forced herself to eat a bowl of porridge, but her stomach burned and she was uncomfortable. After reluctantly grooming, she didn't bother to dress up, so she picked out a lake-green dress to wear, and stood in front of the mirror to look at it, but she felt like a world away.

Since she got married, she has rarely dressed up as such a girl, and at this time, when she dresses up, she looks no different from before, but the look in her eyes has faded from immaturity, and she is more indifferent.

The messenger had already prepared the car, and she walked out all the way, the courtyard was breezy, the trees were shady, and the air was filled with the fragrance of flowers, and the scenery and smell of this summer day were no different from those of previous years, and she suddenly remembered that sentence.

Things are not people, and that's really the case.

She didn't like pomp and circumstance, but now she is just a prisoner, and there are a bunch of people following her in everything, she can't help it, so she agrees to Yuzhu to follow, and the two of them get into the car, followed by another car, in which some disguised plainclothes sit. She couldn't help but laugh when she looked at it, now that she was no longer Qishao's wife, she was just a canary raised in the building, how could she blatantly ask the guards to protect her?

She didn't feel sad, just a wave of unexplained disgust. This trip has no intention of looking at the scenery, but it seems that the past is all ruined, so what is there to see? I have walked thousands of times in the past, and I don't feel unique, but now I look at it again, and there is nothing left but surprise.

When we got to the main street, the driver asked, "Miss, where are we going?" ”

Shen Qiangrose didn't reply, but looked blankly at the street scene outside the window, in the summer heat, pedestrians running on the street passed each other, some were in a hurry, some were leisurely, some were chatting with a smile, and some were full of sadness. She looked for her shadow in this multitude of beings, and she didn't feel so pathetic anymore.

She once said that her heart was dead, but it was not complete enough. Tears were running down hot, dripping silently on the skirt, where should she go? Where is she going?

After a long silence, she said, "Park over to the side of the road, and I'll go down and walk." The driver stopped the car according to his words, Yuzhu was heartbroken when he saw her like this, and handed over a clean handkerchief in half silence, Shen Qiangrose was a little embarrassed, hurriedly took the handkerchief, and wiped the corners of her eyes with her back.

He said in a hoarse voice, "The weather outside is so nice." ”

Yuzhu hurriedly took over the conversation, "Yes, it's very lively over there, let's go take a look?" ”

Shen Qiangrose naturally knew her kindness, so she nodded, and the two of them got out of the car and kept walking along the street, although the car behind them followed, it opened up some distance. This street was originally renovated from the old city, and many merchants were recruited in the early days of construction, so there are all kinds of shops on the street, selling food and snacks, and selling local snacks abound.

The two of them walked all the way over, but they felt that the flavor was full, although Shen Qiang Rose didn't like to eat, but the sun above her head was hot, even if she wore a sunhat, she still couldn't stop the heat. Seeing that there were popsicles selling on the other side, he bought two and shared them with Yuzhu.

In her concept, there was no distinction between respect and inferiority, but such a natural action inadvertently moved Yuzhu, and she involuntarily said: "Miss, you are really a good person." ”

This sentence went through her mind, good person? She came to this point because she was so good. Suddenly remembered Su Huiyi's words in the morning, he promised that he would return the token to her, so what should she do? Now that Ruan Hongyu has not contacted her, what should she do with such a thing alone?

Is it really as she said it would be? And what about the vows that were made when I was angry? Didn't she say that she wouldn't make Su Huiyi feel better, and she wouldn't watch him and others consummat. But now, she pushed him away from the distance, is this really a punishment?

Because it was close to noon, the sun was getting more and more vicious, and she was groggy and couldn't figure out a clue. Yuzhu seemed to see through her worries, and said tentatively, "Miss, I can see that Qishao treats you with true feelings, although there are some things I shouldn't say, but I really feel sorry to see you stiff like this." ”

Shen Qiangrose glanced at her, she didn't want outsiders to interfere with her too much, but the kindness revealed by Yuzhu's eyes made her gain a trace of warmth, and said: "I have experienced a lot of things between me and him, so much so that I can't remember clearly, I thought we could be together all the time, but you can also see that we are both being pushed forward, and sooner or later we will lose each other." ”

She looked up at the sky, and saw that there was no cloud, and the sky was blue like a clear gem, and there was not even a trace of variegation, and that kind of loftiness made people's hearts soften, she thought about it, and continued: "I know that I will cry in pain, but in the most uncomfortable time, I no longer expect him to be by my side. ”

Yes, she still has a lot of things to do, and she won't do nothing.

The two of them went all the way to the front of a foreign store, and saw a row of garrisons standing at the door, blocking all the people on the left and right, such a pomp, I think it is a person with a lot of status, she couldn't help but look in through the floor-to-ceiling window, and saw Gu Shiyi choosing jewelry at the counter, I haven't seen her for a long time, she is still dressed brightly, as if the stars are holding the moon wherever she goes.

A few guys were trying their best to please her to recommend jewelry, but she didn't seem to be in high spirits, shaking her head again and again, looking dissatisfied.

Shen Qiangrose stood in place for a long time, and at this moment it was not jealous or envious, but she was stunned in place, not knowing how to react. The sun shone brightly on her body, and her whole body was hot, and her reason turned a thousand times at this moment, and suddenly she felt that what she had done before was wrong.

Turning to Yuzhu, who was stunned, she smiled, "Thank you." After saying this, she pressed the corner of her forehead, "My head hurts, let's go back." ”