Chapter 347: Long Talk
Facing Zhong Xiaoshu's curious baby-like gaze, Yin Zhige said in a low voice: "Because I heard you murmuring in your dream that night, I know that you refused because you were worried about me, but in fact, you also want to go back." ”
Zhong Xiaoshu's face turned red, he thought he was having a good dream, but he didn't expect it to become the *** who made Yin Zhige make up his mind.
But for now, this should still be said, Zhong Xiaoshu was not ambiguous, so he said: "Zhige, I know that for many reasons in the past few days, you want to leave this place, but for now, let's put aside the matter of resignation." ”
"Why?" Yin Zhige was puzzled.
Zhong Xiaoshu knew that today Yin Zhige confided in him for so long, and it was a good time to persuade him, so he pointed it out to Yin Zhige little by little.
"I know whether you are worried about me or complaining about the Heavenly Family, but you are not such an irresponsible person, Vice General Han once came to tell me once before, your prestige in the military camp is very high, and the brothers in the army also worship you."
"If you leave, then the army's morale will be easily unstable, and if Tianqi has one less general, it is very likely to lead to border attacks, and it will be those innocent people who will suffer at that time."
"I know you don't care about fame, but the reason why you chose to join the army at that time must have something you want to pursue, I don't want you to give up your own pursuit for me, not to mention that the second prince and the third prince are evenly matched at the moment, if you leave, I'm afraid the second prince will also be implicated, if the third prince is made a prince, according to his ruthless strength, you have deceived him before, how can he let you go?"
When Yin Zhige heard this, his eyes showed a touch of forbearance and pity, and he pursed his lips and looked at Zhong Xiaoshu.
These words were indeed what he thought in his heart, otherwise with these things, he would have no nostalgia for this capital for a long time.
Although he was dissatisfied with the way of the Heavenly Family, and he was unwilling to work for the Heavenly Family, he couldn't let go of the people of Li and the brothers in the army.
And he has been taken care of by the second prince many times in Beijing, although the second prince looks unreliable on the surface, he is actually kind-hearted, and he is much better than the third prince.
These things are what he cares about, but Zhong Xiaoshu also knows that it is just because she has always cared about herself.
"But if you continue to stay in the capital, you will suffer with me." Yin Zhige looked at Zhong Xiaoshu with deep eyes.
Zhong Xiaoshu saw that Yin Zhige listened, so he held Yin Zhige's hand and continued to speak: "Don't worry, I'm not such a hypocritical person, I encountered such a blow some time ago, my mood was indeed a little lower, and it also caused you a lot of trouble." ”
"But I also figured it out later, I am not the only one who has suffered the most in this world, just like my sister was deceived before, just like my eldest brother was also sad for a long time because of the departure of my sister-in-law, and I am already lucky."
"I have so many people who care about me, and there is such a person who thinks about me everywhere, so you see, although I was in a bad state of mind some time ago, haven't I slowly adjusted now, so you don't have to worry about me."
"What I like is this energy in you, so I don't want you to compromise too much because of me, not to mention that in the current situation, we are already deeply involved, not only the emperor at the moment, but even the queen has other thoughts, not to mention some other people."
"If you forcibly resign now, not to mention angering the emperor, even if you really leave in the end, it is difficult to guarantee that nothing will happen on the road, and now the matter in Beijing is not resolved, even if the two of us hide back to our hometown as if we escaped, I am afraid we may not be able to live a quiet life."
"So it's better for us to stay in Beijing now, face the difficulties, and forge ahead, maybe it won't be as bad as we think, what do you say?"
Zhong Xiaoshu said, smiled skillfully, and looked at Yin Zhige with bright and burning eyes.
Over the years, no matter whether life is good or bad, whether it is poverty in the countryside or calculations in Beijing, Zhong Xiaoshu has never complained to him, but has constantly thought of ways to help him and enlighten him.
Yin Zhige had long known that even if Zhong Xiaoshu faded away from the flashy fame and fortune of his body, the woman in front of him still had a moving light that attracted him.
Yin Zhige looked at Zhong Xiaoshu, who was tired but still smiling at the moment, how could he not know that this was her pretending to be strong.
My heart became more and more uncomfortable: "Xiao Shu, it seems that you have been making you suffer since you followed me, and I am the one who has caused you to suffer." ”
"What are you talking about," Zhong Xiaoshu frowned dissatisfiedly when he heard this, "You care about me so much, it's too late for me to be happy, so why bother to say it?" ”
"Besides, my Zhige is so powerful, and I look better than Pan An, I am a general on the battlefield, I can defend my family and the country, I am a good man with iron bones, and I can involve so many important people in the court, in the end, I earned it, and I was too late to be happy."
Yin Zhige's originally somewhat gloomy face was amused by Zhong Xiaoshu's funny words.
Yin Zhige never felt that he was a person who was not good at words, although he was taciturn, but at least in the face of those who were sarcastic in the court, he could fight back mercilessly.
But right now, for Zhong Xiaoshu like this, his wife, he doesn't know what to say.
Yin Zhige only felt as if something was choking in his throat, and after a long time, he held Zhong Xiaoshu's hand tightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Zhige, thank you for your hard work." ”
"As long as I can be with you, I don't feel hard, and when these things are solved now, if one day, you really want to go back, then I will definitely go with you without hesitation." Zhong Xiaoshu said with a smile.
Yin Zhige knew his intentions, although he felt that he had wronged Zhong Xiaoshu in his heart, but he didn't want to be too hypocritical.
As long as he knows these emotions, he still has decades to live with her in the second half of his life, Yin Zhige secretly made up his mind in his heart, he will slowly compensate her for the grievances she suffered for the rest of his life.
Zhong Xiaoshu looked at Yin Zhige's firm eyes, and didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, but when he thought that Yin Zhige wanted to open it, he was also a lot more relieved.
After half a ring, Yin Zhige had a sad smile on the corner of his mouth, and Zhong Xiaoshu couldn't help but shudder.
"I didn't expect that it was Vice General Han's kid who reported the news last time, it seems that I have to train him well."
Seeing this, Zhong Xiaoshu had to silently light a wax for Vice General Han in his heart.