Chapter 346: A Man's Self-Blame

Zhong Xiaoshu ate too fast, but he was choked unexpectedly.

Yin Zhige was careful, and when he saw this, he hurriedly poured a cup of warm water next to him for Zhong Xiaoshu, and did not forget to help Zhong Xiaoshu calm down.

Zhong Xiaoshu couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.

It is also thanks to Yin Zhige that he is a good-hearted family man, so he can not dislike her appearance.

Yin Zhige didn't have much appetite, and Zhong Xiaoshu was really hungry, so he didn't eat a few bites of this meal, and only cared about serving Zhong Xiaoshu vegetables.

Seeing that Zhong Xiaoshu had almost eaten, Yin Zhige ordered someone to remove all the dishes.

"Who called you into the palace today?" Yin Zhige asked with a frown.

"It's the Queen's Mother."

"Queen?" Yin Zhige said defensively in his heart, "You have never had much contact with her, why are you in such a hurry to summon you to the palace today?" ”

When Zhong Xiaoshu thought of the queen's intentions, he couldn't help but show a look of disdain in his eyes: "She summoned me into the palace for your resignation." ”

Yin Zhige has been infecting the officialdom for so long, and these city government calculations naturally know a thing or two.

What's more, the ruthless things of the Heavenly Family before had already been bloodily torn apart and revealed in front of his eyes.

Yin Zhige is a smart person, Zhong Xiaoshu dialed it like this, and Yin Zhige instantly understood.

"Heh," Yin Zhige couldn't help sneering, "I really didn't expect that the queen would also have a good calculation, this person in a high position, whether it is the previous dynasty or the harem, is really very similar." ”

Zhong Xiaoshu fainted because of a high fever before, but he didn't know much about Yin Zhige's mentality that he had complained about the Heavenly Family because of this incident.

Seeing Yin Zhige's words now, it was only Yin Zhige who was slightly dissatisfied with the matter of being calculated by the Heavenly Family this time.

But what is the dissatisfaction? Zhong Xiaoshu was also very annoyed.

"Stop fighting, trouble comes from the mouth, so you can say it in front of me, but don't mention it in front of others." Zhong Xiaoshu was worried that Yin Zhige would be caught, so he opened his mouth to remind.

Yin Zhige nodded when he heard this, and suppressed the displeasure in his heart.

Zhong Xiaoshu knew that Yin Zhige was a measured person, and when he saw that Yin Zhige responded, he also let go of his heart.

"Zhi Ge, tell me honestly, do you still have the idea of resigning in your heart?" Zhong Xiaoshu took Yin Zhige's hand and asked?

In fact, even if he doesn't ask about this matter, Zhong Xiaoshu is clear in his heart.

If Yin Zhige really let go of this resignation, he would not have left the mansion early today to talk to the second prince.

It's just that Yin Zhige doesn't want to talk to her, and he is worried that she will be worried about it.

But in the current situation, she can't help but talk to Yin Zhige well.

When Yin Zhige heard this, he pursed his thin lips and did not answer, and the meaning of this could not be more obvious.

Seeing this, Zhong Xiaoshu persuaded him earnestly: "Zhige, I know that you have the intention of resigning, and most of the reason is because of me. ”

"If it weren't for the fact that I was framed before, lost our child, and then because of my background, I couldn't be involved with the eldest princess, you wouldn't have such thoughts."

As soon as Yin Zhige heard that Zhong Xiaoshu had taken all these things on his head, he hurriedly spoke: "It's not like this, this matter is not your problem, it's that I have a depression in my own heart." ”

When Zhong Xiaoshu heard this, a touch of surprise flashed on his face, and when Yin Zhige saw this, he said in a deep voice: "I know that I have the power of the army and have won several battles, the emperor is afraid of me and wants to suppress it, but the last time you were framed by Zhong Xiaodi's mother and daughter, the emperor clearly suppressed me by making it difficult for you." ”

"I am also responsible for the loss of my child, as a man, I have no way to contribute when I am in prison, I can only watch."

"It's obvious that someone else deliberately framed you, before the matter was investigated, the emperor made it difficult for you, I felt guilty and blamed myself, and I was even more angry, I was angry that I was useless, I couldn't protect you."

"Even when the imperial doctor said that the child could not be saved, the emperor did not feel the slightest guilt, but I still have to thank the murderer of my own child."

"Originally, I always thought that our life in the countryside was very hard, although we later ran a restaurant together, but most of the family depended on you, I didn't want to see you a woman's family so hard, so I wanted to get ahead and be able to support this family."

"But I didn't expect what a stupid decision I made at that time, if I hadn't insisted on going my own way, we might be happy now, full of children, and my sister-in-law wouldn't have lost her life because of this."

The more Yin Zhige spoke, the more uncomfortable he became.

All kinds of emotions are constantly shouting and colliding in his body.

The unwillingness, anger, grievances and helplessness that he had suppressed for a long time were all revealed in front of Zhong Xiaoshu at this moment.

Zhong Xiaoshu knew that Yin Zhige was a delicate person, but he didn't expect this man to carry so many things in his heart.

I couldn't bear it for a while, so I hugged Yin Zhige's sturdy waist.

Yin Zhige was slightly stunned, stretched out his hand to wrap around Zhong Xiaoshu, and said lightly: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you this, I made you worried." ”

Zhong Xiaoshu's head buried in Yin Zhige's arms shook slightly, and his eyes were already wet. Runyi: "I don't blame you for these things, you should have told me these things a long time ago, if it weren't for today. You name it, I didn't even know you were pretending to be so much on your mind. ”

"Originally, I always thought that I was the most miserable person during that time, but I didn't expect you to carry no less than me, but you had to be patient to coax me."

"I'm your wife, I want to fight side by side with you, not stand behind you forever, stop fighting, if anything happens in the future, you should say and listen to me, otherwise I will worry more about you."

Listening to the words of the villain in his arms, Yin Zhige also knew that Zhong Xiaoshu's words were sincere.

With Zhong Xiaoshu's words, most of the negative emotions also dissipated.

He has a wife like this, and he is content.

The two of them didn't say anything for a long time, just hugged each other quietly.

After a while, Zhong Xiaoshu sorted out his emotions, and then broke free from Yin Zhige's arms.

Zhong Xiaoshu's eyes were bright, he looked at Yin Zhige and asked, "Zhige, that day. You obviously promised me not to think about resigning, why did you play with the emperor in the court the next day? ”

When Yin Zhige heard this, he glanced at Zhong Xiaoshu with complicated eyes, which made Zhong Xiaoshu a little confused all of a sudden.