Chapter Forty-Eight: The Meaning of Falling Heart Is Indescribable
(Girls' Literature)
Zhuang Yixing rushed in the door. Walk along the way. "Tonight's dinner was very rich. Emperor Chen also sent someone to bring a few dishes. It must be all your favorite food. It can be seen that he has a heart. ”
I spontaneously ignored this sentence. Zhuang Yi saw that I was silent for a long time. Leaned over and stared at me for a long time, deliberately next to me and smiled. "What's going on. It's hysteria in a daze. ”
I came to my senses. Ask her. "Sister. I was sick the other day and didn't know it. How did he pacify King Li. ”
Zhuang Yi's smile was stunned for a moment. Talented. "Why did you remember to ask this?"
She turned to her side and sat down next to me. Road. "Naturally, Jun Mochen pressed it down. But then again. Ever since the war with my country. The Chen Dynasty obviously looked weak. I didn't expect that there was such a big force in the dark. Girls' literature is updated for the first time"
"The situation of the day. It has been portrayed as divine by those who have seen it. What to say is that it was a time of crisis, and suddenly a few people appeared. Sharp body. The knife technique is even more powerful. Three times five divided by two, and the people brought by King Li were cleaned up. ”
Zhuang Yi was very calm when he said this. It's like talking about tonight's dishes.
Even I wondered. Well, how did I ask about this?
Then he asked Zhuang Yi with a smile. "Have you set the meal? I'm going to starve to death. ”
"I thought you weren't hungry." Zhuang Yi laughed at me. Then he said again. "Hey. I just came in and didn't see Rulan. Where did she go? ”
I think she didn't know about Yan Yi's coming. It's good. After all, it's not something that can be put into words. It's good that one less person knows. Sidewalk. She said she wasn't comfortable. I let her go back first. ”
Zhuang Yi didn't ask anything. I put on my clothes. Go out to dinner with her. I didn't say a word about what I had just done.
It's just that I can't calm down in my heart for a long time. Fang Yan Yi asked me. "Do you love him?"
If it had been before, I would have not hesitated to deny it. But why did I hesitate just now? Why are you so afraid that Jun Mochen will find out. I'm afraid he will misunderstand. I'm afraid he'll be upset.
What's wrong with me.
But it's a table of food. A wide variety of dishes. A whole table is dazzling. I was surprised. "Sister, what are you doing. How many dishes. How the two of us finished eating. ”
。 He hasn't spoken yet. I heard a knock outside the door. "Whoever said it was just two people."
I froze. When I turned around, I saw Jun Mochen standing at the door with a smile on his face.
His eyes flashed silently.
He stood there with a long body. At this moment, there was a very warm smile on his face. Dressed in stone blue and ink. Unconsciously resembled Yan Yi. I was stunned for a moment.
He said. "Tilt your face. You remember. If he treats you badly, I will take you away. ”
Nobody knows. Yan Yi, who has a gentle temperament, is very stubborn inside. As long as he once decided on something. Even nine cows can't pull it back. I couldn't help but feel a little uneasy. I don't know if he is out of the palace at the moment.
That's what I'm thinking. "Gongya."
I was in a trance. Those two words almost blurted out.
Wait for the reaction. But it stopped abruptly.
I only heard Jun Mochen laughing. "What's wrong with you. Half a day also to deal with people. ”
I looked at Jun Mochen's smiling face and the table full of food in front of me, and suddenly I lost my appetite. I said. "I don't want to eat. Use it. ”
Zhuang Yi Road. "You're a man. Fang Cai was still crying hungry. Why don't you eat it now? ”
I only smiled apologetically at Zhuang Yi. Then he turned and left.
Return to the dormitory. Just about to close the door. Suddenly, a long, strong hand reached out against the door. I froze as I closed the door. When I looked up, I saw Jun Mochen standing outside the door with a calm face.
When I landed, my heart fluttered and jumped. Somehow. After seeing Yan Yi. I became more and more afraid of seeing Jun Mochen. There is a void in it.
I turned and walked into the temple. Hearing this, Jun Mochen closed the door behind him. There was a soft "creak" from the door. I couldn't help but clench my fingers.
"What's wrong. But are you not feeling well? Jun Mochen's voice floated over faintly.
I bit my lower lip. "Nope."
"You won't eat as soon as I come. That's not wanting to see me. His voice was still extremely flat.
I continued. "It's not."
"That's who you see."
Jun Mochen's voice floated over slowly. It sounded like thunder. My heart tightened.
Nails that have been left for a long time. Girls' literature is updated for the first time, and it is as slender as a shallot. The tip is trimmed into a sharp arc. At this moment, it was deeply pinched into the palm of his hand. Immediately, a fine pain came from his palm.
Seeing that I was silent for a long time. Jun Mochen suddenly sneered. The tone is sarcastic. "It turns out that all these days have been just my own deception. I'm careful. All kinds of flattery. Think you have your heart. But in the end, I still can't resist him to come and see you. There has never been such a failure. Destroying and decaying. ”
My heart ached for no apparent reason. It was as if a layer of wood thorns had been kneaded into my heart. It hurts so much that I can't breathe.
That's not true. That's not true.
But the words choked in his throat. I can't say anything.
As soon as he turned around, he saw Jun Mochen standing there with a gloomy face. It's like a mountain. Depressed people gasp.
I only heard Jun Mochen say. "I have courted you twice. But you didn't answer me. Ling Tianyan. You are determined, I respect you. Love you. That's why you're going to spoil your heart with my hands, aren't you? ”
I shook my head slightly. I can't feel sad in my heart. I want to say something but I can't say anything.
Step by step, he approached me. There was a thick and terrifying aura exuding from his body. I was forced to step backwards by this momentum. Lower leg resting on the edge of the couch. There is no way back.
I looked at him. I can't help but feel nervous. His breath is all over his body. Like a nocturnal wolf. Addicts.
There was silence in the hall for a long time. He said suddenly. "Gongya. I am tired. ”
The tone is low. It was as if he was really tired. I almost burst into tears. I hung my head. Don't dare to look him in the eye.
Long. I could only hear a rustling sound in my ears. He said. "The thing is returned to its rightful owner. If you want to go with him now. I will not stand in the way. ”
I looked up in shock. I saw that what he was holding between his fingers was the hibiscus that he had taken away for a long time.
At this moment, the tassel that was hanging down from the step was rippling in his hand. My heart also swayed with the tassels. It's like it's gone.
He shoved me around, turned and walked out. It was as if something had suddenly pulled away from the body. I shouted urgently. "Jun Mochen ......"
He paused at the door. but he did not turn around. Only the way. "Come to me after thinking about it. If you go. I'll arrange for carriages and horses to take you away. If you want to stay ...... I don't have sand in my eyes. ”
Say that. He hurried out the door. It felt like running away from something.
A cold wind poured in through the open door. Even though the room was already very warm. I can't resist this sudden and violent cold. I couldn't help but shudder. Looking at the dark night sky. Tightly grasped the hibiscus flower in the palm of his hand, and swayed.
It's been almost a year since this step shook me off. Now it's lost and regained. On the contrary, there is no momentum to recapture the ship. There is still the temperature of Jun Mochen on the step. It's a bit hot to hold it this way.
I quietly felt a handkerchief from the clothes I was carrying. I embroidered the hibiscus flowers on the handkerchief with a needle and a thread.
At that time, Jun Mochen still smiled. "It's amazing. Women don't embroider some flowers and plants. How did you embroider a piece of gold and silver? ”
I slowly placed the step in the handkerchief. Wrap it carefully.
That's all I have to do. Zhuang Yi walked in. "It's hard to see this room so hot. and open the doors of the temple widely. ”
I glanced at her. He continued to sit silently.
"What's going on. I watched Emperor Chen go out. It seems to be unhappy. Isn't it okay? ”
I really broke his heart. I remembered the time when I was forcibly possessed by him. He said viciously in his ear. "I won't let you go for the rest of my life."
I will not let you go for the rest of my life.
I hated that at the time. Hate can't kill him. and with him.
But so much time has passed. He treated me so well.
When having children. He went mad with joy; The Supreme King of the Majesty. Be willing to wash your hands and make soup for me. He even gambled my heart with the whole great rivers and mountains. The stakes are so heavy. But he stubbornly waited for me to get an answer.
I've gone from being a cold eye to becoming more and more dependent on it now. No matter how cold my heart is, it should be warmed.
But. Now how disappointed he must be in me to say this. If you want to go with him. I will not stand in the way.
Come to think of it. My heart ached for a while. I just feel aggrieved.
Zhuang Yi sighed and said. "Tilt your face. We are all women's families. What is the woman's home. Isn't it just that there can be a man around you who knows cold and hot? He even dares to cool you down with his body. Such a risky life. What else do you have to hesitate about. ”
There was a pause. She continued. "Definitely. That General Yan Yi is not bad. But there is always a lack of fate among you. Now that they are all right. And why bother? ”
Now that they are all right. And why bother.
Is that really how it should be?
I said. "Sister. Do you really not care about national hatred and family hatred? This pushed me to him. ”
Zhuang Yi sighed. Heavy road. "How can you not care. But it's a shame. Hatred is too bitter and heavy. It's good to have me on my back. No more of you. ”
When he arrived, a great warmth swelled up in his heart, which was loved and guarded. I choked. "Sister......
Zhuang Yi smiled slightly. "If you are happy. My sister was content. It's not in vain to suffer this time. ”
I burst into tears and laughed.
I know what kind of answer to give Jun Mochen.