Chapter Forty-Nine: The cold and snow are full of court and the night is long
(Girls' Literature)
It's snowing outside again. fluttering. Tearing cotton wool generally. It fell endlessly. The entire palace was covered in snow. A white piece. Cold.
"The beauty has been standing at the door for half an hour. Go back to the house and sit down. Rulan stood behind her and reminded. I realized that I had been standing for so long. The hand holding the curtain was frozen.
I looked out disappointed.
The vermilion gate of the Intoe Palace is open. The outside world is still covered with ice. Stretching out endlessly. Occasionally, one or two palace people walked. Empty and lonely silent. There is also an empty piece of heart for no reason.
The snow had already fallen one layer at a time. The guards at the gate of the palace still stood motionless and straight.
I sighed softly. Lower the curtain and go into the temple.
。 But he didn't care about it. I just sat on the couch in a daze.
Then. Suddenly, the curtain rang. My heart moved. Busy got off the couch and looked at the door. It was a little palace maid who came in. Holding a cluster of red plums, he said with joy on his face. "Beauty. You can see how good this red plum blossoms. It couldn't be better in the temple. ”
I felt an indescribable disappointment. He took a step back. Slumped on the couch.
The little palace maid saw that Rulan and I were not interested. For a moment froze in place.
Rulan stepped forward. "You have a heart. Take it down and raise it first. Then I took it to the temple of beauty. ”
The little palace maid hurriedly answered.
Rulan turned around at this time. Some complained. "Why can't the emperor say this, he won't come. It's been more than ten days. Is the beauty angry with the emperor? ”
Jun Mochen used to come over every once in a while. It's been a long time coming. Even the minions in the palace are not used to it. Someone must have chewed twice with Rulan.
It's just that. But I was not angry with him. When he left. Not anger. Instead, there was a look of disappointment on his face. I panicked. Press firmly on your chest. asked Rulan uneasily. "Rulan. Do you think he'll still come? ”
Rulan looked at me worriedly when she heard this. "Sister, what's the matter. Obviously I have him in my heart. But they wanted to push him away from the distance. In the end, I was sad about myself. ”
The charcoal fire in the temple suddenly crackled. I looked over in amazement. Did I push him away from him?
For lunch, there is a dish of soft beef intestines. I only took a look. Then he turned his head away.
I still remember the first time I tried this dish. I'm pregnant. I can't smell the smell of sheep. It was dark when I tasted it and vomited. Jun Mochen ordered. I wasn't allowed to have this in my dishes when I was pregnant. See you now. But it is a knot in the intestines. Tear-jerking.
He was so good to me. Little by little, it melts into life. And I don't spare any blessings.
After lunch. The snow gradually stopped. But the sky was still gray. It's unreasonably depressing.
I'm waiting on the side, like Landau. "I want to go to the Que Tower."
Rulan's face changed. "The snow has just stopped. Slippery roads in snowy weather. What is my sister going there to do now. When the snow melts, we'll go, okay? ”
But I am hard-hearted. Just want to go now. Hearing Rulan say this, he ignored her. Turning around, he took a brocade fur cloak. Girls' literature is updated for the first time, and Wu Zi is dressed. Then he will go out of the door.
Rulan sighed behind her. "I knew that my sister's temper was unpersuadable. I'm going to give it a try. ”
After saying that, he took a hand stove and came over. Stuff it in my hand. He helped me gather my cloak again. Said helplessly. "I'm kind of scared of my sister. Be careful of being cold. ”
She looked like she was big and small. A pampering look. I tugged at the corners of my mouth slightly.
It was really cold outside. before leaving the palace gate. A cold wind swept in front of him. Mixed with fine snowflakes pierced the face. Cheeks ache. I couldn't help but sneeze. Fortunately, the hand stove in my hand was warm. It's not that cold either.
I smiled gratefully at Rulan. She didn't pout at me angrily. This girl.
The snow was falling very heavily. One foot down. The shoes were not in the snow. Walk like this one foot deep and one foot shallow. After a while, the shoes and socks were completely wet. The toes hurt from the cold. But he still gritted his teeth and just walked forward.
It was easy to get to the Que Tower. I saw a few figures in the distance. I glanced nonchalantly. I couldn't take my eyes off it.
Jun Mochen......
There was also a woman beside him. A brilliant color. I desperately want to see clearly. But I only felt that my eyes were hazy. No matter how wide your eyes are. There was a mist in front of me.
Rulan said softly. "Sister. It's Lin Chengbou. ”
I couldn't help but shudder.
Lin Chengbou. The little girl who was promoted with me. It's as simple as a blank sheet of paper.
She was bouncing and walking beside Jun Mochen. Girls' literature was updated for the first time Suddenly, her feet slipped and she slanted to the side. Jun Mochen quickly fished her into his arms. Say something with a smile. It's just too far away. Inaudible.
However, Jun Mochen's smile fell lightly and clearly. It burns and hurts.
Lin Chengyu stretched out his hand. Fingers lightly tapped his chin. Bright smile. Jun Mochen encircled her in the big box. Wrap it tightly.
I stood stunned. The smiles on both of them were so bright. The snow on the ground is reflected. I just feel the eyes.
Rulan touched me worriedly. "Sister......
At this time. Jun Mochen suddenly turned around. I hurried into the tower. Stuffy stepped on the stone steps and went up. Tears rolled out of his eyes coldly. Smash on the back of your hand. I just feel that it has been frozen to my heart.
I walked for a long time in one breath. There was a thin layer of snow blowing in from the outside on the steps of the tower. I walked in such a hurry that I didn't pay attention to it, and I stepped on the air. I couldn't help but shake it.
I clung to the wooden railing. Hold steady. Slowly slid down the stone steps of the tower and wailed. I just feel very wronged in my heart.
I was looking forward to my stupid days in the palace. I want to get him back. Thinking about apologizing to him.
But what about him. In the blink of an eye, a new love is in my arms. What am I. It's just a plaything on his whim. When you get tired of it, you can throw it away.
The tears kept rolling out. The voice is hoarse and crying.
Rulan hated and hated. "I thought Emperor Chen was an infatuated. But I don't want to see Juan in the blink of an eye. ”
Autumn fan to see juan.
I froze. It turned out to be an autumn fan.
I don't know how long it took. When the legs start to tingle. Rulan finally asked cautiously. "Sister. Shall we go up again? ”
Only then did I look up at the winding steps of the tower. My heart was desolate. 1 month ago. He's right on top of that. He said to me with a serious expression. "Gongya. I'll bet you on your heart with this great river and mountain. ”
Now I think of the phrase "a lifelong appointment." How ridiculous it is to marry forever.
I once thought I was more important than him. Now I feel ridiculously stupid. He is the emperor. Ninety-five Supreme. Such an oath may be made to me. You can also open your mouth and give it to other women.
This bet. Girls' literature is updated for the first time, and he is the one who wins after all. I lost. Lost heart.
I'm ridiculously obsessed. Turning around, he had already hugged the woman next to him.
What else to do? That only made me see more clearly how pitiful and ridiculous I was.
I shook my head. Slowly stand up. But I forgot to squat for so long. His feet were numb and he couldn't stand. Before he could take a step, he staggered to the side. Rulan was so busy holding me that I didn't fall.
I leaned against the wall and breathed heavily. It took a long time to get better. The voice was hoarse to Rulandau. "Let's go back to the palace."
Rulan hurriedly carried me step by step.
It was already dark. When you come out. I couldn't help but glance back at where Jun Mochen was standing. It's long gone. Snowflakes fell in the sky again. A few fluttering slices.
。 The hand stove he took when he came should have fallen on the upper floor. Shoes and socks are not dry. At this point, I stepped into the thick snow. I just feel cold to the bone. The cold wind poured violently into the cloak. Lift the cloak.
Body and heart. There is a cold wind inside and out. I just felt like I was going to freeze, I was going to be buried in the white snow, and I couldn't walk a single step.
In fact, it was with Rulan's support that he saw the palace gate of Lintoe Palace as soon as he moved.
As soon as you enter the gate of the Lintoe Palace. Rulan helped me straight to the main hall. I paused. "Go to Jinlan Garden."
Rulan was stunned and hurriedly changed her direction. Help me to Jinlan Garden.
Zhuang Yizheng was laughing with Pin'er Yunji. The hall was warm. One in. It's like spring flowers.
I was pounced on by the heat. Immediately my mind was dizzy. It was very heavy.
Zhuang Yi turned around. I was shocked to see us come in. Hurriedly rushed over to help me in a hurry. "This is where it went. How did it be...... Ay. Pour your face. ”
She hadn't finished her sentence. My eyes went dark. Straight down. There was confusion in my ears. And then I couldn't hear anything.
There was a chill and a heat on the body. Torture over and over again. It's like going back to the very beginning. The body is like falling into the two heavens of ice and fire. The high fever can't go away. lingering sick bed for more than a month.
Later, Jun Mochen cooled down and cooled me down. I was hot in his arms. The cold feeling immediately quieted me.
But now I'm the only one struggling to support myself. It's uncomfortable to toss and turn. The pain was dying. Tears slipped down the corners of his eyes in large chunks. I kept muttering. "Mother. Take me away...... Mother. Gongya is so uncomfortable......"
On the day of the death of the Ling Kingdom, how could you not kill me together. Yilang. Why did you want to spare my life? Alive. It's too bitter and tiring.
But I can't remember that person. His name was rolling back and forth in his mouth. But I couldn't call it out. I only thought of him faintly. Think of that person. I felt a heart-rending pain.
When I woke up in a daze. There was darkness in front of me. I can't see anything clearly. After a while. I gradually got used to the darkness. Being able to see the outline of the bed. There is also Rulan guarding the couch. Breathe evenly. Make a subtle snoring sound. Sleep soundly.
A person was faintly lying on a small desk far from the bed. I can't see my body clearly. It should be Sister Zhuang Yi. A warmth rose in my heart. Even if there is no Yan Yi and Jun Mochen. I also have Sister Zhuang Yi and Rulan.
I still have relatives. Not alone.
Keep your eyes open. I thought about it for a long time. It's not dawn yet. How could the night be so long?
I just feel dizzy. It's uncomfortable. Then drowsiness welled up. Little by little I fell asleep again.