Murong Yao (3)

Mother's gave to the father, the father did not cherish it, what he wanted was not the mother's heart but the status and wealth, the woman gave the father wealth, but the father got it and stepped on it, he gave his heart to the fourth aunt.

Queen Nan did everything for Her Majesty back then, but Her Majesty failed her, and after Queen Nan died, he had bitter lovesickness.

Shangguan loved the fourth sister, but the fourth sister fell in love with King Qin, leaving him with a heartbreak.

Love is torture for people.

I'm a selfish person who is afraid of being hurt, and I don't need love.

But my father's words made me feel worried, if she really wanted nothing else, we would be cut off. But at the same time, I felt puzzled, since when did I actually care about the relationship with Junru? Shouldn't there be just interests between us?

It's not a good sign, and it's okay if it's broken. Without the Jun family, I can also support the Murong family.

But is the voice from the bottom of my heart really like this? When did I start to make a fool of myself?

I started to get irritable, and I put it all down to a man's self-esteem, and there was no man who wouldn't mind being abandoned by a woman.

In the past, I was the only one in Murong Mansion, and I will be the only one in the future, that's all.

But why can't I resist looking inside when I pass by that door? When it was empty and there was no one in it, why did my heart begin to become barren?

This feeling makes me very uncomfortable, what does she need, is it a divorce? Okay, I'll just give it to her, so that all the ties between us are broken, and then I can go back to my old self.

Overnight, I wrote a letter of resignation and asked someone to send it to Junru.

It's just that the sorrow in my heart can't be resolved no matter what, so I drank wine.

"It's rare for you to drink like that!" A cold and slightly sarcastic voice sounded, I don't have to look back I know who it is, Xia Shuang, one of His Majesty's most trusted people.

"Why are you here?"

She didn't answer my question, just looked at me, under the moonlight, her white hair became more and more charming, and her blue clothes became more and more cold, she smiled sarcastically at me, and said, "Something? ”

I laughed, "Shouldn't I have?" I'm just an ordinary man? ”

She sat down next to me, picked up the flask, took a few sips of the flask, looked at me and asked, "Because of women?" ”

"Annoying!" I don't like it when she asks me like a prisoner, and I look at this woman and I ask, "How long have we known each other?" ”

She looked up and thought for a while, and said, "I don't remember clearly, it seems that I started when I was drugged by my father and became the person I am now!" She looked a little sad when she spoke.

I know her feelings for me, and I have used her feelings for me more than once, but I don't want to break the relationship we have only seen, this relationship, I am destined not to respond, maybe we will be brothers, we will last longer, Xia Shuang, is also a lonely woman.

"You're in love with her?"

"Who?"

"You know who I'm talking about!"

I was stunned for a moment before I said, "Can someone like me have a heart?" ”

"You said you're just an ordinary man, and in that case, you're going to fall in love with any woman!" Xia Shuang looked at me and said.

"I don't know!" I sighed, in Xia Shuang's red eyes seemed to be able to see through my mind at a glance, in front of her, I couldn't put up any disguise, only obediently protruded.

"If you don't deny it, you admit it!" She said, she took a sip of her wine and saw her look clearly, what the hell was she here for? After just a few words, he left.

Did I admit it? It was as if she had come to expose my disguise.

I looked at the moon and wondered what she was doing now. After having this idea, perhaps because of alcohol, I didn't expect that I would have such an impulse, so I immediately went to Jun's house.

Leaning on the roof, I could see her room, the lights in her room were still on at such a late hour. Looking in from the window, she took out a pair of scissors at this time, what did she want to do? Is it because you can't think about it, and you can't do stupid things?

I was startled, so I rushed in and snatched the scissors from her hand, "What do you want to do?" ”

She looked at me and was stunned for a moment before she said, "Why are you here?" ”

I didn't say anything for a while, but I glared at her and said, "Isn't it just a letter of resignation?" Didn't you ask me to give it to you? Why can't you think about it now? ”

She paused for a moment and said, "Who can't think of it?" My scissors just want to cut the material, and I want to make some new clothes for myself! ”

I glanced at a few brand-new horses not far away, and thought that I was too careful, so I said, "What kind of clothes do you make for the big night?" ”

She sneered and said, "Is it okay to celebrate yourself out of the sea of suffering?" ”

I looked at her and sneered, it seems that all the previous gentleness and deference are fake, this pair of teeth and claws is her real appearance.

She may have been a little stunned by me, took a step back, took out the letter of resignation I wrote from her arms, and said: "You have written all the letters of resignation, from now on we will only have no relationship, if you don't leave, I will shout indecent!" ”

When I was angry, I snatched the letter of resignation, tore it to pieces, looked at her and said with a smile: "There is no letter of resignation now, you are still my Murong Yao's wife!" I wondered when I had become so impulsive.

She looked at me blankly and said, "What do you want to do?" ”

I said, "Come back with me!" ”

"Reason!"

"Don't you want my heart? Then get it yourself! ”

"Are you willing?" She looked at me and sneered.

I took her hand and put it on my chest and said, "Do you feel it, he's jumping, I'm also a person with a heart!" ”

She was stunned for a moment, and wanted to retract her hand, but I didn't let it, so she said, "What else do you want?" ”

"I want everything, I just don't want you!"

"Huh!" After I sneered, I put her on my shoulders and said, "Go back!" ”

She was startled for a moment, and then shouted, "Help! ”

My father-in-law arrived, and after taking a look at me, he didn't say anything, just walked away silently with someone, and I returned home along the way, saying: "In the future, I will be the mother of the Murong family, filial piety to my father, I will do my best to give you what you want, including this heart!" ”

I think it's really true to the saying that people don't take young people lightly.

Junru stayed after all.

Soon after, the news of the death of the fourth sister made my father turn white overnight. Later, I didn't dare to tell my father the news of the fourth sister's return, he really couldn't bear any more blows.

After the fourth sister left with King Qin, her father also went. I didn't tell the fourth sister the news of my father's death, she would definitely come back to mourn, but for Your Majesty, I don't know what else to do.

Everyone has their own way of living, and for the fourth sister, I also sincerely wish her happiness.

Junru said, I have changed.

I asked what had changed.

She said, I can't put it into words, but I just feel like it, and she likes my change.

Junru is pregnant, this child is a little late for me, because Junru always doubts whether he can't have children, and once tried his best to take a concubine for me, his wife is too virtuous, and it is not a good thing, although I have repeatedly said that even if I have no children, I will only have one lady.

The childhood I have experienced will not let my child go through it, I will treat her well and treat her as a treasure.

It's just that not all fathers and sons in the world can be harmonious, such as His Majesty and the Crown Prince.

Looking at them is to be able to understand what it means to love and kill each other, torment each other, there are few smiles on His Majesty's face, I know his affection for the fourth sister, just for a woman to be able to do this, it also surprised me.

It's just the fourth sister, she has her beloved husband and lovely children.

I can see a lot of things, but I can manage very few things. All I can do is keep my peace.