XXXIV (4)
Until the night darkened, the hustle and bustle of the Overseer's House had not yet dissipated. Originally, according to the Western-style wedding, the two newlyweds should toast and thank the guests, but after the ceremony, Su Huiyi left in a hurry, leaving Gu Shiyi very embarrassed, fortunately, it is such a person, and a sentence or two of explanations will cover up the past, and the guests will laugh and chat as usual, or listen to the play.
Gu Shiyi went back to the wedding room early in the morning, she sat on the edge of the bed alone, and felt that the night was very long. From time to time, there was the sound of opera sung by the servants in the distance, tactful and continuous, like a spring breeze and rain, babbling and singing all the festive words.
But when I arrived at this empty room, it seemed that the deliberately whitewashed joy was too abrupt. When I looked up, the room was pitch black, but the moonlight in front of the window reflected on the ground, revealing a hint of polish in the cold blue. This house is specially arranged before the marriage, everywhere is decorated with joy, the eyes are red, the bed tent was originally from the north of the belt, by the old mother who followed the side of the embroidered Baizi map, although it is an old-school pattern, but the meaning is excellent.
She remembered her mother's entrustment when she came, not as serious and rigid as her father, but said that many women should do what they should do, to be gentle and considerate to their husbands, and to learn to teach their husbands and children. She didn't like to hear this, but thinking that the person she was going to marry was Su Huiyi, she even had a hot heart.
But on such a wedding night, the man abandoned her and didn't even give her the slightest face. Looking at everything in the darkness in front of her, the warmth in her heart faded into desolation, and she lay on her back on the bed, with dense embroidery patterns above her head, like intertwined vines in the dark night.
He probably won't come, she thought silently to herself.
But the night was too long and too deep, so that she was at a loss, as if she had taken root in the shackles in her heart, and she could not be freed.
When Shen Qiangrose woke up, it was not yet dawn, there was only a faint light in the haze, and she looked at it silently, everything around her was unfamiliar, as if even the temperature was extremely low, she frowned and lifted the quilt, put on her slippers and walked to the window, and saw that the sky was gloomy, only a white light, as if it was going to rain.
She opened the window and saw that the street was just a narrow alley, narrow and damp, and the morning fog rose thickly, mixed with a cool breeze, and it was silent.
Her mind has already flown to the clouds at this moment, how should she deal with herself in the future? After thinking about it, I found it boring. When he turned around and walked out, he pushed open the door, but saw a person lying on the sofa, and the military uniform he was wearing suddenly came into view, and his heart twitched unconsciously.
When he saw her come out, he said, "It's not dawn yet, why don't you sleep for a while?" ”
Shen Qiangrose didn't want to pay attention to him, so she closed the door without saying a word, until she walked to the bedside, her heart was still beating wildly, compared to the intimacy before, now she felt embarrassed and alienated from what she did. Sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, thinking that he hadn't left all night, what was it?
She didn't want to continue thinking about it, but at this time she couldn't do anything, so she had to sit there and listen to her embarrassed heartbeat. He pushed the door in, and the voice sounded behind him, "Rose, I have already sent a maid to come over, you live here first, and I will definitely take you home after a while." ”
"Huh, go home? It's not my home! What do I have to do with you? Shen Qiangrose turned her head to look at him disdainfully, and asked, "Qi Shao is now a person with a genuine wife, what am I?" You're going to keep me here and be a canary in your cage, aren't you? You dream! ”
The more she spoke, the more she felt that she was too excited, so she slowly calmed down and said lightly, "I tell you, this is impossible." ”
Su Huiyi was originally standing at the door, and when she saw her showing such an indifferent look, she said: "Rose, I know that I have wronged you like this, I promise you that I will take you back immediately." ”
Shen Qiangrose listened to his words, it was like a pretext, and she didn't want to pay attention to him, so she sat down and said coldly, "You go." ”
Su Huiyi was a little helpless, but seeing her so disheartened, he couldn't speak, and stood in place for a moment before he spoke: "Rose, I agreed to marry her, not for the current situation in the south, you will always know these things." ”
Shen Qiangrose looked up at him, and saw that there was a lot of helplessness hidden between his eyebrows, so she asked coldly: "Of course, it's not for the current situation in the south, but to take both the north and the south into the bag, right?" In the past, I only had such ambitions when you were a father, but I didn't expect you to be the same! ”
Su Huiyi was silent for a moment before he said expressionlessly: "It's not like this." He sighed slightly, "At that time, I promised my father that it was for you." ”
"For me?" Shen Qiang Rose sneered and sneered, "What a ridiculous reason. ”
Su Huiyi also pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, "I know that you won't believe anything you say now, it's true, I can't argue with it, you can hate me." ”
When he said these words, he seemed to have been drained of his strength, and he couldn't find even a trace of energy, and when he raised his eyes and saw her biting his lip tightly, he couldn't help but say, "Rose, I'm very sad, even if you don't say those words to me, I can empathize with them." ”
Shen Qiangrose turned her face away when she heard this, and snorted, "Empathy? I wish I could kill your father! Did he do it right?! He framed me again and again, and even did not hesitate to kill his own grandson, so ruthless! ”
Su Huiyi lowered her eyes, although there was no expression on her face, but the fleeting coldness in her eyes was still captured by her, and she said: "Is my child so insignificant compared to the interests of your Su family?" Do you know how happy I was when I was pregnant with her?! But in the end, I didn't even look at her, such a small life, if I said no, it would be gone......"
Her tears flowed down in an instant, and she wiped them with her hands, "I don't want to know what the reason you are for, and I don't want to know if the future Qishao's life blueprint has me!" I ask you to leave now, I don't want to see you again. ”
What she said was not all angry words, obviously the reason in her heart knew that it was wrong to do this, but she knew him too well, and knew that only in this way could she make his heart ache, but what good was it to make him feel heartache? It's just that there is nowhere to vent the resentment in his heart, and he always wants him to know that she is really in pain and really hateful!
Su Huiyi stopped talking, he looked at her silently, there was obviously only a few steps between the two, but it seemed to be across those impossible ravines, making it difficult for him to cross, this sense of distance completely defeated him, and he almost didn't know what to do with her.
Her hand clutched the nightdress tightly, as if she used great force, even the green tendons on the back of her hand were clearly visible, he knew that she was trying her best to endure crying, at this moment he walked over regardless of it, took her into his arms, felt her trembling body slightly, he felt his heart twitch suddenly, even his voice became hoarse, "Rose ......" gently called out this sound, but couldn't say anything else.
Shen Qiang Rose seemed to be crazy, and broke free in his arms, "You let go of me, let go of me!" Who are you? Why are you holding me like this?! Her reason was gone, she just stretched out her hand to push him away, but he hugged her too tightly, and she couldn't break free, and she didn't know whether it was anger or hatred at this time, so she reached out and hit his chest hard, and after a while, she felt that she had collapsed, so she just roared angrily, "Su Huiyi, I have nothing, but you married another woman!" I don't want to see you again, you let me go! Let's go! ”
Su Huiyi pursed his lips, no matter how she beat herself, he still hugged her tightly, his eyes seemed to regret, and his voice revealed a trace of stubbornness, "I'm not leaving." ”
Shen Qiangrose couldn't help crying, but when she heard him say this, she didn't know how she felt in her heart, but she seemed to be very bored, and couldn't help but ridicule him, "You are shameless!" You shameless! ”
She was tired, she didn't even have a trace of strength in her body, she took a step back lazily, and looked at him with tears in her eyes, "Su Huiyi, I even gave up my family's enmity for you, but what did I get back?!" The child died, the younger brother died...... Tell me, what is the reason for all this? ”
Su Huiyi's eyes widened suddenly, and he asked in disbelief, "What did you say?" Chung Jeong ......"
"Don't call him by name, you don't deserve it!" Shen Qiangrose only felt that her nerves suddenly tensed, and she looked at him coldly, the contempt in her eyes almost overflowing, "What?!" My brother is dead, and he is so surprising to you? Do you ever care about it? ”
Su Huiyi unconsciously let go of her, and hung his head slightly, as if he was at a loss, he had never shown such a hasty expression, and after a long while, he came back to his senses from this panic, raised his eyes to look at her, and saw her standing weakly in front of him, and the sadness in his eyes made him unbearable to look at.
After a long time, he hugged her again, feeling her warm body temperature, his heart turned more and more, but he said lightly: "I will give you an explanation for this matter." ”
"Everyone is gone, what do I want your explanation for?! Don't tell me these high-sounding things again, I don't want to hear them! Shen Qiangrose pushed him away and stretched out her hand to point at him, "You go!" ”
Su Huiyi was pushed back a few steps by her, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and finally after glancing at her, he left in silence.
Shen Qiangrose listened to his footsteps as he walked away, and felt bored in her heart, so she lay down on the bed, closed her eyes, and felt as if she was on a boat, and her whole body shook violently.
She was really exhausted, both physically and mentally.
All tired.