At this time, the sunlight became more and more intense, and it felt hot when it was reflected on the body, Shen Qiangrose stood quietly in place, listening to his explanation? Now, she clearly knows that there is nothing between the two of them except mustard, and in her most difficult days, when she almost died, one time and another, her trust and expectations for him have long been wiped out.

She clutched the skirt of the cheongsam tightly, the peacock blue material was cold in the palm of her hand, reminding her of the feeling of being thrown into the water that time, the cold to the bone, the despair that seemed to be unable to feel the warmth anymore was like a thorn, piercing the most sensitive and soft place in her heart.

She couldn't help but tremble, as if all her emotions were bursting out at this moment, she turned her head coldly and asked him with a slightly mocking look, "Explain? What else is there to explain? You have already married Gu Shiyi! ”

She almost shouted out this sentence, her hands couldn't stop shaking, she sneered, but her voice became softer, "I'm afraid Qishao doesn't know, when you were engaged, I was tied up and thrown into the lake!" If it weren't for Qiao Yunhua, I wouldn't even know where I died! When I was most desperate and painful, when I escaped death several times, when I lost my child, I think you were still immersed in the joy of marrying a new man, right? ”

Su Hui raised his head suddenly, as if he had been hit hard, and gasped, at this moment he didn't know how to react, just looked at her in a daze, he rarely showed this kind of expression, and after a moment of trance, he lowered his eyes slightly, and said softly: "How do you know that I will be happy, I thought that even if you don't say something, you can understand." ”

"What's the fun of understanding or not? Actually, I shouldn't have married you at all, and I should have left the country after my parents died, and I really regret it. Shen Qiangrose looked at him stubbornly, bit her lip tightly, and said again, "I really regret marrying you!" ”

He hadn't had a good rest these days, and his face was very ugly, but after listening to these words, even the last trace of blood on his lips faded, and he looked more and more pale as paper in the light and shadow, and after a long while, his lips still trembled, but looking at her crying, his heart was like the sea churning, he knew that she had always been so stubborn, but at such a moment, he looked at her resolute eyes, and suddenly felt sad, as if he understood in an instant that the gap between the two people could no longer be crossed.

Shen Qiangrose saw him so silent, the beam of light reflected brightly on him, almost illuminating his facial features almost transparent, but looking at him like this, he suddenly saw a strange light in his eyes. She only felt that her heart was kneaded fiercely, but she still glanced at her eyes stubbornly, "I'll still say that, let's get together and disperse." ”

In fact, she really knew in her heart that he would not let go of her, and this sentence was not her real purpose, she came back for revenge, how could she leave like this? It was only when she caught a glimpse of the look on his face that she suddenly wandered, and suddenly felt tired, and wanted to leave, never to appear again.

She took two steps forward, but her body was tightly clamped, it was Su Huiyi who hugged her from behind, and his voice was hoarse, "Don't go." ”

She burst into tears almost instantly, but she stubbornly struggled and asked coldly, "What's the point of this?" ”

Su Huiyi just hugged her tightly, and the hot breath sprayed on her neck, "I know you blame me, Rose, give me some time." ”

He didn't want to talk about things that he couldn't help himself, and he didn't want to talk to her about the pros and cons, he had always known that he had chosen this step, there was no turning back, and he didn't think about asking her to understand him, and he had already thought about the worst things when he made the decision.

Looking at her bruised appearance, he was really heartbroken. But nowadays, sane people always like to say that the wood is done, and he does have a lot to take into account for the overall situation of the Southland. It's just that in the face of such a her, he doesn't know how to explain it to her.

Shen Qiangrose didn't want to say this to him anymore, and struggled hard in his arms, "You've already married someone else, what's the fun of still entangled with me?" ”

With how she earned, Su Huiyi just didn't let go of her, and at this time she didn't care more and more, as if she wanted to use up all her strength, and even her initial reason disappeared, choking and saying: "I have nothing, no lover, no relatives!" No children...... You tell me, what should I do? ”

She didn't have the strength to say more, just closed her eyes slightly, "It's come to this point, I have nothing to say to you." ”

Su Huiyi exhaled slowly, his lips trembled slightly, there was no expression on his face, and his voice was a little weak, "You still have me." ”

He has too many things to say, but he has been so wrong, if she hadn't married him, she wouldn't be where she is today, he once thought that keeping her by his side was the greatest protection for her, but it turned out that it was he who brought her the deepest scars.

He lowered his voice, "We'll have children too." When he said this, his eyes were red, and he slowed down a little before he said: "I know that you hate me in your heart, and I am sorry for you for these things, no matter what you do to me, I will bear it, but I will not let you leave me." ”

Shen Qiangrose couldn't help but chuckle, "Men are really selfish, it's ridiculous to say that they love one while marrying another." ”

She completely lost the strength to entangle with him, but the resentment in her heart could not find an outlet for catharsis, at this time she calmed down, but felt that it was meaningless to care about those again, she was such a person, she didn't want to be too hypocritical and humble, and let people look down on herself, so after thinking about it like this, she felt that her tears were too cheap.

She simply didn't want to earn it, just reached out and wiped her cheek, and said, "You know, you can't keep me." ”

Su Huiyi's face didn't show any expression, he didn't even blink his eyelashes, he just looked at the placket on her cheongsam quietly, and after a while, he said, "If you can't keep me, I'll go with you, you know, I can do it." ”

Both of them fell silent, and the floor clock in the room still walked minute by minute, but they didn't even move, and they were in a stalemate, as if they were facing each other. Shen Qiangrose is really tired, she has been running around for so long, she escaped from death and came back here, seeing that betrayal wedding, she couldn't even find the point of being angry.

Her heart was already dead.

But maybe she was tired, or her spirit was on the verge of collapse, but she couldn't bear it, she only felt dizzy, and then she didn't know anything.

She only felt groggy as if she had fallen asleep, but the dream was also cruel to the point of mercilessness, first the parents' fierce questioning, the crying of her brother, and the cry of the unborn child, she felt that the whole world had collapsed, only grief remained, and in a trance, she wished to sleep like this, never to wake up again.

Vaguely heard someone calling her, the voice was warm and attached, like the warm sun of spring, so that she got a trace of comfort in her sadness, she instinctively stretched out her hand, "Mother, mother, is it you?" ”

When I opened my eyes, I saw a shadow sitting on the edge of the bed in the haze, stretching out her hand to hold her hand, it was already dark, but there was no light in the room, but the light and darkness were reflected in front of the window. She knew that this person was Su Huiyi, so she almost subconsciously withdrew her hand and said coldly, "What are you doing here?" It's your wedding night, and you shouldn't be here. ”

She turned her face away, and could only feel his breathing in the dark, and for a long time, she heard him sigh faintly, "Today is not my wedding night, I want to stay here." ”

Shen Qiangrose snorted, "Whatever you want, but please go out, you will affect my rest here." ”

She gave the order to expel the guest like this, leaving not even the slightest leeway. Su Huiyi seemed to be stubborn, "There is only one bedroom here, and I want to rest here." ”

Shen Qiangrose couldn't help but turn her head to look at him, the night was dark, but his eyes were shining, she couldn't get angry, so she lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "Then you sleep here!" ”

As soon as his feet touched the floor, he pulled him back, and the two of them dragged back and forth, and finally he softened his tone and said softly: "Your body is not well yet, don't get cold anymore, lie back well, I won't bother you." ”

He stood up and walked over, stood face to face with her, looked into her eyes, and just looked at her, and the room was quiet, and after a long silence, he gently leaned down and put her feet back on the bed, and pulled the quilt over to cover her.

It was the warmth that had been lost for a long time, Shen Qiangrose looked at him, as if something was choked in her throat, but she refused to say anything. He was still wearing his military uniform without changing, like a soldier who had just returned from the battlefield, with the exhaustion and depth of being tired of speaking, and I don't know if it was because of the light or because his face was too pale, but in the dim light, it was as pale as paper.

She felt that she couldn't look anymore, and she didn't want to look at the back of him leaving, so she lay down on the bed, her back to him and closed her eyes, she only felt tired, too many things overwhelmed her, just like at this moment, she knew that there would be this experience, but the real face still made her heart like a knife. Sure enough, how chic it is, how sad it is.

He didn't leave, just watched her silently in place for a long time, the room was too quiet, and each other's breathing could be heard, which was more breathless than the scorching summer day. I don't know how long it took for her to hear his footsteps leaving, and it wasn't until the door was gently closed that she opened her eyes and got up, and sat down in front of the bed, and looked around, the room was pitch black, and all around her was unfamiliar furniture, and the gauzy curtains flickered and flickered, and everything was so unfamiliar.

She looked at the door silently in a daze, and the hatred and resentment in her heart slowly swelled in this silence, but she could only digest it slowly in silence.