Chapter 32: You Like Him
I waited for a morning and didn't wait for the fat man, I was absent-minded even when I ate, and the rice I ate in my mouth was almost all eaten grain by grain, and my head was full of fat man.
Mei Xuan, Xu Xiaoman, and Su Chenxi had already finished eating, and it felt strange to look up and see her eating in a daze.
Su Chenxi asked, "What's wrong with her?" Unsettled, the meal didn't go down. ”
Xu Xiaoman shook her head, her right hand shook in front of Lin Xiang's eyes, and she came to her senses and asked, "What's wrong?"
"It's not what's wrong with me, it's what's wrong with you? I'm absent-minded when eating, what's wrong with this? Xu Xiaoman asked distressedly.
"Yes, Lin thought, do you have something on your mind? If you have something on your mind, you might as well tell us, we can help you solve it, don't hold it in your heart, it will be suffocated. Mei Xuan also said.
"I...."Lin Xiang smiled and said, "I'm fine, how can I have something on my mind?" You're thinking too much, I'm just worried that this final exam will not be good. ”
"So that's the case, you study so well, how can you not do well in the exam, and you go to the library every day to review, you will definitely do well in the exam if you work so hard, come on!" Xiao Man clenched his fists and said with a smile.
"I... I'm just worried. ”
"Don't worry, let's eat quickly, it's cold."
"Okay." After speaking, he gulped down his food.
In fact, she knows very well that today's daze is entirely because of the fat man, it has nothing to do with learning, she has never been so confused as she is today, she has never been so lost as she is today, and she has never been so scared as she is today, her heart is full of fear. I don't know why, since I started playing the game, my mind is all on the fat man, talking about learning, but in fact I haven't read a single book, and sometimes I will be distracted in class.
I didn't wait for him all morning, and I was very depressed, but she knew very well in her heart that this was just a playmate in the game, there must be a lot of things to do in reality, and it was impossible to accompany her every day, maybe he had a girlfriend, and of course the girlfriend had to be put first, so when she played the game at night, she didn't ask the specific reason, but pretended not to care, and played the game happily with them as usual.
A week has passed, and in this week, she will go to the library every morning to play games and wait for the fat man to go online, but she hasn't waited every time, even though Mo Xuan will accompany her in the library every day, but her mind is on the fat man, because she has no idea that it is the fat man who chats with her in the library every day. Even so, when he went online at night, Lin Xiang didn't ask much about his whereabouts.
This week's actions, her roommates all saw it, and they all felt that she was getting more and more strange, whether it was in class or eating, she would be distracted, every time she asked the reason, she didn't say, just find a reason to perfunctory.
Mo Xuan went to the library to chat with her every day, although there were more topics to talk about, but from her expression, you could see the uneasiness in her heart, it only took a week to make her lose a lot of weight, she was thin herself, but now she was thinner, and she looked very distressed. Sometimes I especially want to tell her the truth of the matter, but when the words come to my mouth, I swallow it again, because I am afraid that after telling her, she will slowly stay away from herself, so I hide it for the time being, seeing her appearance, Mo Xuan's heart is full of guilt, this taste is really uncomfortable.
This weekend, almost all the students of the academy went home, Mo Xuan went to the library after breakfast, and outside you could see that Lin Xiang was the only one staring at the computer in the entire library, she was waiting for the fat man to appear on the game, and when she walked behind her, she couldn't feel it.
Mo Xuan sat quietly beside her and greeted with a smile, "Why are you sitting here alone?" Why don't you go home on the weekend? ”
After saying this, he found that she didn't react at all, so he gently shook his hand in front of her eyes, "Hey! ”
"Huh?" Lin Xiang came to his senses at this time, saw a handsome guy sitting beside him, and asked, "When did you come?" Sorry, I just got distracted and didn't see you. ”
"What's wrong with you? You don't seem to be happy, can you tell me about it? It may be better to tell all the things on your mind, and you will treat me as your trash can and pour all the unhappiness in your heart into it. Mo Xuan patted his chest and said with a smile.
"How can you say you're a garbage can?" Lin wanted to say.
"It's okay, I'm willing to make this trash can, you tell me quickly, what's wrong with you? It's been a few days since you couldn't give up. Mo Xuan was dull for a moment, and then said, "I understand, someone must have bullied you, right?" You tell me, I'll clean him up for you. ”
Lin Xiang shook his head and said, "Thank you for your concern, no one bullied me, in fact, I don't know what's wrong, I just can't be happy."
"What exactly is the reason? There must be a reason for being unhappy, and if you treat me as a friend, you tell me. ”
"You can't laugh at me if I say it."
"Okay, I won't laugh at you, if you are willing to tell me, it means that you regard me as your friend, I am willing to share it with you, and when you are done, I will also tell you a thing about my heart, how about we exchange with each other? That way, you won't feel like you're losing. Mo Xuan said.
"You're really kidding." Lin Xiang smiled and said, "Okay, let's exchange hearts." ”
He has always been cold, he is so warm to himself, her heart is very pleased, so she decided to tell him what she said in her heart, and said: "I won't tell you, I watch Meixuan and Chenxi play the game of "Dream City" every day, and I see them playing, I also feel a little itchy in my heart, so I secretly downloaded this game, and I didn't know anything about this game on the first day of registration, I wanted to go into a room casually to try how to play, and after entering, I saw a man named Fat Man standing there, and I took the initiative to greet him, but he was very cold, At first, he ignored me at all, and under my begging, he was willing to take me to play with me, and after playing with him all day, he slowly took the initiative to talk to me, and then we became good friends, he was the first friend I met, he took me to play, introduced me to his friends, and when his friends joked about me, he would be the first to stand up for me, he taught me how to use props in the game, taught me how to play this game, and after getting familiar with him, I became obsessed with this game. I originally told him to play once a week, but I don't know why, I can't control my mood at all, every day as long as I get out of class, I can't help but run to the library to play games, morning, afternoon and evening will come here to play games, as long as I play games with him, I am very happy, last Monday and Tuesday, there was a family PK competition, Meixuan they also participated, but I didn't go to cheer for them, but ran to the library to accompany the fat man, I encouraged him by his side, Cheer him on, I didn't go back to the dormitory until very late, Meixuan and they all thought I was weird, every time they would ask me why I went back so late, I lied and told them to review here, in fact, I was playing a game, to be honest, I was so old, this is the first time to lie, a lie needs a hundred lies to the garden, even until I was wrong, but I still did it, day after day, every day repeating these few things, I will be online at this time every day, as long as I go online, I can see that he is waiting for me, never stopped, But I don't know why these days, since last week, he is no longer so punctual, I feel that he is so strange, every morning he will not be online, only in the afternoon and evening, even if he is online in the evening, he did not tell me the reason, he did not say, I did not ask, but I just can't understand, why is he suddenly like this? I sometimes think that he may not be able to come because of something, or maybe he has not regarded me as a friend, or even thought that he already has a girlfriend, and he must be a girlfriend, I am just a friend in the game, and I will definitely not take me seriously, these few questions, lingering in my mind every day, my head is full of his shadow, I don't know why. ”
"Fool, if he had a girlfriend, he wouldn't play games with you at night." Mo Xuan looked at her with moved eyes and whispered.
"Huh? Is it? How can you be sure he doesn't have a girlfriend? Even if it was a low voice, it was still heard by Lin Xiang, and she asked in surprise.
"Uh..."Mo Xuan was dull for a moment, smiled and said: "I'm guessing, it's based on these guesses you told me, think about it, if he really has a girlfriend, will he still play games with you at night?" If he has a girlfriend, why not go with her and play games with you? ”
"What you said seems to make some sense, if it's not because of my girlfriend, it's that he didn't treat me as a friend at all."
"Absolutely impossible, if he doesn't treat you as a friend, how can he play games with you every day?" At this time, Mo Xuan's heart was beating rapidly.
"Then why didn't he take the initiative to tell me why? I'm waiting here every day. ”
"I want to. . . He must have not come because of something. ”
"I don't even know what's going on lately, it's never been like this before, I'm full of fear in my heart now, I look forward to him coming to see me every day, I can't calm down if I can't see him, I don't know why it's like this, I don't even know myself." Lin Xiang lowered his head and said.
"You might like him."
"What? You say I'm in love with him? Hearing this, Lin Xiang suddenly raised his head and looked at him dumbfounded.
Mo Xuan nodded and said, "That's right, based on what you told me, you already like him." ”
"How is that possible? We're just playmates in the game, and in reality, we don't know anyone, and we haven't known each other for a long time, how can we like him. Lin Xiang shook his head and said.