Chapter 33: Willing to be a garbage can
"How can you say you're a garbage can?" Lin wanted to say.
"It's okay, I'm willing to make this trash can, you tell me quickly, what's wrong with you? It's been a few days since you couldn't give up. Mo Xuan was dull for a moment, and then said, "I understand, someone must have bullied you, right?" You tell me, I'll clean him up for you. ”
Lin Xiang shook his head and said, "Thank you for your concern, no one bullied me, in fact, I don't know what's wrong, I just can't be happy."
"What exactly is the reason? There must be a reason for being unhappy, and if you treat me as a friend, you tell me. ”
"You can't laugh at me if I say it."
"Okay, I won't laugh at you, if you are willing to tell me, it means that you regard me as your friend, I am willing to share it with you, and when you are done, I will also tell you a thing about my heart, how about we exchange with each other? That way, you won't feel like you're losing. Mo Xuan said.
"You're really kidding." Lin Xiang smiled and said, "Okay, let's exchange hearts." ”
He has always been cold, he is so warm to himself, her heart is very pleased, so she decided to tell him what she said in her heart, and said: "I won't tell you, I watch Meixuan and Chenxi play the game of "Dream City" every day, and I see them playing, I also feel a little itchy in my heart, so I secretly downloaded this game, and I didn't know anything about this game on the first day of registration, I wanted to go into a room casually to try how to play, and after entering, I saw a man named Fat Man standing there, and I took the initiative to greet him, but he was very cold, At first, he ignored me at all, and under my begging, he was willing to take me to play with me, and after playing with him all day, he slowly took the initiative to talk to me, and then we became good friends, he was the first friend I met, he took me to play, introduced me to his friends, and when his friends joked about me, he would be the first to stand up for me, he taught me how to use props in the game, taught me how to play this game, and after getting familiar with him, I became obsessed with this game. I originally told him to play once a week, but I don't know why, I can't control my mood at all, every day as long as I get out of class, I can't help but run to the library to play games, morning, afternoon and evening will come here to play games, as long as I play games with him, I am very happy, last Monday and Tuesday, there was a family PK competition, Meixuan they also participated, but I didn't go to cheer for them, but ran to the library to accompany the fat man, I encouraged him by his side, Cheer him on, I didn't go back to the dormitory until very late, Meixuan and they all thought I was weird, every time they would ask me why I went back so late, I lied and told them to review here, in fact, I was playing a game, to be honest, I was so old, this is the first time to lie, a lie needs a hundred lies to the garden, even until I was wrong, but I still did it, day after day, every day repeating these few things, I will be online at this time every day, as long as I go online, I can see that he is waiting for me, never stopped, But I don't know why these days, since last week, he is no longer so punctual, I feel that he is so strange, every morning he will not be online, only in the afternoon and evening, even if he is online in the evening, he did not tell me the reason, he did not say, I did not ask, but I just can't understand, why is he suddenly like this? I sometimes think that he may not be able to come because of something, or maybe he has not regarded me as a friend, or even thought that he already has a girlfriend, and he must be a girlfriend, I am just a friend in the game, and I will definitely not take me seriously, these few questions, lingering in my mind every day, my head is full of his shadow, I don't know why. ”
"Fool, if he had a girlfriend, he wouldn't play games with you at night." Mo Xuan looked at her with moved eyes and whispered.
"Huh? Is it? How can you be sure he doesn't have a girlfriend? Even if it was a low voice, it was still heard by Lin Xiang, and she asked in surprise.
"Uh..."Mo Xuan was dull for a moment, smiled and said: "I'm guessing, it's based on these guesses you told me, think about it, if he really has a girlfriend, will he still play games with you at night?" If he has a girlfriend, why not go with her and play games with you? ”
"What you said seems to make some sense, if it's not because of my girlfriend, it's that he didn't treat me as a friend at all."
"Absolutely impossible, if he doesn't treat you as a friend, how can he play games with you every day?" At this time, Mo Xuan's heart was beating rapidly.
"Then why didn't he take the initiative to tell me why? I'm waiting here every day. ”
"I want to. . . He must have not come because of something. ”
"I don't even know what's going on lately, it's never been like this before, I'm full of fear in my heart now, I look forward to him coming to see me every day, I can't calm down if I can't see him, I don't know why it's like this, I don't even know myself." Lin Xiang lowered his head and said.
"You might like him."
"What? You say I'm in love with him? Hearing this, Lin Xiang suddenly raised his head and looked at him dumbfounded.
Mo Xuan nodded and said, "That's right, based on what you told me, you already like him." ”
"How is that possible? We're just playmates in the game, and in reality, we don't know anyone, and we haven't known each other for a long time, how can we like him. Lin Xiang shook his head and said.
"You said you didn't like him?" Mo Xuan was a little surprised.
"Yes, I told my parents that you wouldn't like someone during college, let alone fall in love." Lin Xiang nodded and said.
"Since you don't want to fall in love, why do you want to play games with the fat man? Come here after class, why? ”
"I ....."
"Can't you say it?"
Mo Xuan saw that she didn't reply, and continued: "That's it, I'll ask you a few questions now, and you have to answer me truthfully, okay?"
He was snickering in his heart, obviously he liked it and didn't admit it, this time it will definitely convince you.
"Okay, you ask, since I am willing to tell you this, I will answer the questions you ask truthfully." Lin wanted to seriously wait for his question.
"Okay, then listen well, the first question, a good girl who has always focused on her studies and has always had a quiet personality suddenly played a game, and lied in order to play the game, why is this?"
"I..." the first question stopped her, the specific reason even she felt confused, said: "I don't know why, I originally wanted to try it and didn't play, but I met the fat man on the first day, which always made me have the idea of wanting to continue playing, from the first day I met him, my heart was completely uncontrolled, I thought about playing games every day, as long as I got out of class, I couldn't help but run here to play games, and I was very happy to play with him, Maybe it's because I play with him every day that I become dependent? Or maybe it's because the game is fun, so it's addictive? ”
"Nope." Mo Xuan shook his head and said: "It's not because of dependence, it's not because of addiction, everyone plays games for a reason, either because they have good skills and like challenges, or because they meet their sweethearts or good friends in the game to fascinate you, playing games addiction is not because the game is fun, but because someone makes you care, and it is he who usually gives you warmth, so you can't help but come here to play games, this person is what you call a fat man."
"Is that so?"
"Yes, there are many people who think that they are addicted because the game is fun, but this is not the case, playing games is for a purpose."
"I see, then you can move on to the next question." Lin Xiang was a little confused.
"Okay, then I'll ask." Mo Xuan thought for a while and said, "When you can't see him when you play the game, how are you feeling?" Is it happy or sad? ”