Chapter 281: The Hurdles in My Heart (Part II)
"Really, not?" Moxie lowered his head, his body was cold, and his stomach hurt so that his whole body was about to curl up.
"What do you mean?" Cong Xinyue frowned, staring at Moxi's face that was pale from pain, and she didn't dare to stop the movements in her hands.
"Yueyue," Mo Xi took several deep breaths before he reluctantly allowed himself to speak, "Mang, why was he cut off by Liang Ze?" What did you say to Mang when you were in the hospital? ”
"How do you know?" Xin Yue didn't expect Moxi to know what she said to Mang.
"I don't know," Moxie curled up, the pain making him squeeze words out between his teeth, "It's your own words and deeds that tell me, if it weren't for me, you would have accepted him and been with him,"
"I had this idea at the time, and it was because I felt that I owed him, and all I could pay back was to satisfy his little thoughts. Moxie, my affection for Mang is not love, I only have gratitude and apologies for Mang, but for you, I am the love engraved in my heart, even if I hate you and kill Mang, there is no way to reduce half of your position in my heart, do you understand? Cong Xinyue was still frowning, seeing that Mo Xi was panting and uncomfortable, and he couldn't say a cruel word.
"Yueyue, I'm just afraid that you will leave me, I'm afraid that you won't love me as much as before," Moxi leaned on Cong Xinyue's body, and his head rested weakly on Cong Xinyue's shoulder, and every throbbing pain made Moxi frown, "I originally thought I could let go, seeing that Mang was so good to you, I thought I was willing to let go, but when I saw you trapped in the fire and dying, I knew that I couldn't, I didn't want to let go." I was afraid from the bottom of my heart that you would leave me because of Mang, so, Yueyue, you can do whatever you want me to do, just don't leave me. ”
"I won't leave you, I said, no matter how many wrong and stupid things you do, I won't leave you," Xin Yue put one hand around Moxi's head, so that he could rest firmly on his shoulder. The other hand was still rubbing Moxie lightly, and the tone of his voice was also soft, "Moxi, don't be stupid anymore, you will always be the most important thing in my heart, I say that anyone who does anything is because I am worried that you will do the wrong thing and go the wrong way." You and I are both close people, and I care about his death because I am worried about you, and I am worried that you will fall into a dead knot again because of his death and cannot turn back. ”
"Yueyue," Mo Xi only felt that his consciousness was a little blurry, and the subsidence of the pain made him feel that his whole body was paralyzed, and he had a little difficulty speaking, "I, I really don't want to kill Mang, you have to believe me,"
When Xin Yue heard this familiar sentence, her heart suddenly felt like she was stung by something, a little uncomfortable, and her voice trembled a little, "I believe you, I believe in you, don't worry about it anymore, rest well, I won't blame you anymore, you know that I saw you having nightmares, and my heart was really uncomfortable,"
"It's okay, it's just a nightmare, as long as I wake up and see you, I'm not afraid," Moxi felt that he was already much better, but he was still a little soft. He forced himself to sit up straight on Xin Yue's shoulders, "Yueyue, thank you, as long as you don't blame me, I want to have nightmares every night, and I'm not afraid,"
"You see that your face is so bad, and you still have a stomachache just now, what's wrong with you lately? How did you toss yourself like this? Haven't you always been in good health? "From Xin Yue's eyes, I saw that Moxi had a fever for a while and a stomach ache for a while, which was really distressing.
"I'm fine, I guess I didn't eat lunch," Moxi also felt funny in his heart when he said this, he used to always listen to Xin Yue to prevaricate himself like this, and now he actually began to use such words to prevaricate from Xin Yue.
"I'm going to cook some porridge, let's eat some together, it just so happens that I'm hungry too," Xin Yue has been staying upstairs since they came back, sleeping until now, "You don't want to sleep for a while, I see you're just a little better,"
"No need, I should go back," Mo Xi thought that he should quickly tell Mu Yachuan about the situation from Xin Yue, so that she could prescribe the right medicine as soon as possible.
"Can you drive back by yourself?" From Xin Yue looking back at Moxi, she would never let him leave alone.
"I'll call Yachuan to pick me up," Moxi knew it was dangerous to drive like this, and maybe he would get a fever and dizziness again in the middle of the road.
"Moxi," walked from Xin Yue to Moxi, looking down at Moxi's pale face, his brows furrowed tightly, "Don't go back today, just sleep here,"
"It's not good, it's not good for your reputation to be known by people who don't know," Mo Xi didn't want to stay with Cong Xinyue, but his current identity is Yu Yucheng, this person is a person who has nothing to do with Cong Xinyue, if he suddenly stays overnight like this today, it will have a great impact on Cong Xinyue's reputation.
"I'm going to say I don't care," Cong Xinyue stared at Moxi for a moment with a calm face. She knew Moxie was making excuses again.
"I care, I care about everything you have, I'm Yu Chengcheng now, the one who kidnapped Zhu Yi and killed Liu Yizi, you will be criticized for being with me, no, I have caused you to lose your innocent reputation and almost lose your job before, I can't take this risk anymore," Mo Xi looked up at Cong Xinyue, trying to pull out a smile.
"Moxi," Cong Xinyue sighed lightly, closed her eyes hard, and suppressed the depression in her heart, "I never cared about these things from Xin Yue, if I cared, I would have put your organization in the pot when I first saw you, if I were the one who cared about these, I wouldn't want to be with you, and I wouldn't give you a child, Moxi, what I value from Xin Yue is your heart, your soul, not your external identity, whether you are Moxie or Yu Yucheng, there is no difference to me, If someone finds out and questions me, I'd rather tell the truth than wronged myself, do you understand? ”
"I'm not a good person, I don't deserve you like this, I love you, I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid you'll fall in love with someone else, I hope you will always have only me in your heart, but in my heart I know that I am not worthy of you," Moxie closed his eyes, lowered his head, and hung his hands in fists at his sides.
"Where is the momentum you just asked me about? Moxi, I know what you're worried about, what you're afraid of, today I'll say it again, and for the last time, I, from Xin Yue, will only be with you Moxi in this life, whether you are a demon or an angel, I will never leave you, as for whether you are worth it or not, I will say it again, if you don't feel worthy of me, you will try to be a man worthy of me," Xin Yue took another step closer, took Moxi's head into his arms, and stroked it, "And in my opinion, you are already a man worthy of me, You are better than I thought, so, don't have any more worries, take back the ring I gave you, it belongs only to you, and it will never belong to anyone else in this life,"