Chapter 280: The Hurdle in My Heart (I)
"Yueyue, don't, Yueyue, don't go, Yueyue, what do you want, I'll give it to you, I'm obedient, don't leave, Yueyue, don't leave meγγγγγγ"
"Moxie! Moses! Wake up! "I heard Moxie's dream when Xin Yue was in a daze, obviously falling into a nightmare and not waking up.
"Yueyue! Please, don't go, don't leave me, Yueyue, I can definitely save you, don't go, Yueyue, don't leave meγγγγγγ β
From Xin Yue's eyes, she saw that Moxi was trapped in a nightmare, her whole body was tense, her brows were tightly locked, her eyes were tightly closed, tears kept flowing, and her lips kept trembling and sobbing.
"Moxi, I won't leave you," Xin Yue frowned, leaned into Moxi's ear and whispered softly repeatedly, "Moxi, I'm here, you see, Yueyue is by your side, I didn't leave, Yueyue, I didn't leave, Moxiγγγγγγ β
From Xin Yue's non-stop talking, and gradually from Xin Yue, she found that Mo Xi's tense body was obviously relaxed, her brows were stretched, and her tears were gradually contained, but her lips were still trembling slightly, and she felt a little unrelieved, "Yueyue, Yueyueγγγγγγ β
"Moxi," Xin Yue looked at Moxi like this, she was very distressed, she didn't understand what made Moxi so frightened, so afraid that she would leave. Cong Xinyue whispered to herself, "Moxi, what are you afraid of?" β
Mo Xi, who woke up from the dream, suddenly opened his eyes, looking a little nervous, but when he saw Cong Xinyue lying quietly beside him like this, an indescribable relaxation rose in his heart, "Yueyue, it's good to have you,"
"Moxi," Xin Yue reached out to help Moxi wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and there was worry in her eyes that couldn't be hidden, "You had a nightmare just now?" β
"Well, I don't know why lately, it's always been like this," Moxie chuckled, completely unrecognizable to what terrible thing he had just experienced in his dream.
"Always?" Xin Yue's hand that helped Moxi wipe her tears covered Moxi's cheek, "No wonder you always say that you don't sleep well, do you have something in your heart?" β
"It's nothing, it's just that I always dream that you are in the fire, that shot keeps appearing in my head, as long as I fall asleep, and the two slaps you slapped me," Moxi didn't want to say that he dreamed that Cong Xinyue died of illness, didn't this increase Cong Xinyue's doubts?
"That incident, I know I can't blame you entirely, I was also angered by Mang's death at that time to say those words," Xin Yue didn't expect that incident to leave such a deep shadow on Moxi.
"It's not because of what you said, it's because I woke up that time and saw you surrounded by fire, the fear in my heart still can't be eliminated, I don't dare to think about it during the day, but at night, my brain will uncontrollably pull me back to that time again and again," Moxi knew that this matter had always been an irreparable gap between himself and Xin Yue, so he wondered if he could take advantage of this soft atmosphere to talk about things.
"Moxie, why did you wake up so suddenly?" Cong Xinyue has always wanted to ask this question, but she has never found a suitable opportunity.
"I don't know, but I vaguely heard someone calling me, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that you were surrounded by fire, and I rushed to you like crazy, until I rescued you, my heart was finally relaxed. For the next few days, I kept dreaming that you were in the fire, and I couldn't get there, I drove to you desperately, but I just couldn't get there," Moxi told Cong Xinyue all the fear in her heart, hoping that she would stop blaming herself for Mang's death. As long as Moxi remembers that Xin Yue slapped himself twice angrily from that time, and hated himself like that, his heart would tremble.
From Xin Yue's eyes stared at Mo Xi deeply, as if he was exploring and as if he was guessing, his tone was heavy, "Mo Xi, if you wake up early, maybe Mang won't have to die,"
As soon as Mo Xi heard this, his heart immediately twitched slightly, it turned out that Xin Yue was still minding that he had killed Mang. Moxi couldn't explain this matter, and he felt that no matter how he explained, he couldn't satisfy Cong Xinyue, so he simply didn't speak.
"Moxi, I'm not going to blame you for anything, it's just that it's a life after all, I'm always a little hard in my heart, I even felt that if I couldn't ask Mang for an explanation, I wouldn't be able to face you at all, and I couldn't be with you calmly," Xin Yue knew that this was a difficult question for Moxi to answer, but if he didn't make it clear today, I was afraid that he would really be uneasy.
"Yueyue, what do you want me to do?" Mo Xi finally spoke slowly, looking back at Xin Yue's eyes without a trace of emotion, calm as water.
"I don't know," Xin Yue lowered her eyes and didn't look at Moxi again. In fact, Xin Yue was also very conflicted in her heart, and she didn't know what she wanted.
"Yueyue," Moxi let go of Cong Xinyue and sat up from the bed, his back to Cong Xinyue, and his tone became deeper, "What makes you uneasy is Mang's life, or Mang's thoughts about you?" If it's just Mang's life that makes you uneasy, then I can compensate him for his life, and if it's his thoughts about you that make you uneasy, then I think all I can do is leave. Yueyue, which one is it for you?"
At this time, a feeling of suffocation rose in Moxie's heart, which made him feel a throbbing pain in his heart and lungs, which was very uncomfortable. Moxie tried to rub his hand on his chest to relieve the throbbing pain in his heart, but the feeling of fullness was getting heavier and heavier, and he couldn't hold it down. Moxi felt that something was not quite right with her body, and the feeling of dizziness and chills gradually came in. Moxie stood up and wanted to leave, but his stomach suddenly throbbed because of the straightening up, and Moxie couldn't help but bow down.
Seeing this, Xin Yue immediately got up from the bed and hugged Moxi, who looked like he was about to fall down at any moment, "What's wrong with you?" β
Moxi took a few deep breaths and tried to straighten his waist, "Yueyue, I know that I owe Mang a life, and you never really forgave me, I know, but I still have important things to do, and when I finish it, I will do it if you want me to give him back his life,"
"Moxi," Xin Yue helped Moxi to sit on the edge of the bed, and gently rubbed Moxie's stomach with one hand, trying to make him comfortable, "You know that I don't mean this, why do you have to force me like this, you obviously know that I have never accepted Mang's affection for me, why do you have to say this?"
"Really, not?" Moxie lowered his head, his body was cold, and his stomach hurt so that his whole body was about to curl up.