It wasn't until the evening that Han Wan'er left, although Shen Qiang Rose tried her best to stay, but she didn't want to embarrass Shen Qiang Rose at this juncture, so she refused. When I returned, the lights had been turned off in all parts of the Overseer's Palace, and only two clear lights could be seen in the night, slowly going inside, making the ancient mansion even deeper.

There are a few maids and wives standing outside the courtyard, since the death of Su Shengbai, the subordinates of all parties have been laid off a lot, because they are all idle people, and now that the handsome man is dead, the people below treat them in front of them and behind their backs. She opened the car door and went down, looked around at everyone, and asked, "Is Qishao back?" ”

As she spoke, she took off her hat a little tired and handed it out, Lian'er took it quietly, and was about to speak, when the old mother on the side opened her mouth first, "I said that there was something wrong with the military department, and I haven't come back yet." There was a bit of perfunctory in her tone, her eyes flickered, and she slowed down before she stepped forward to support Han Wan'er, and the two of them walked towards the courtyard, she lowered her voice and said: "I said Mrs., now that the handsome man said no, it will be gone, you should also think about yourself, you can't rely on this identity for a lifetime." ”

She instinctively looked back vigilantly, and saw that the maids were far away, and the two of them were about to enter the hall, so she said: "You are different from those two, they are both old and decrepit, you can live in this life, you have to think about it." ”

Han Wan'er listened silently, pushed the door open casually, and helped the old mother to the hall, knowing that she still had something to say, he waved away everyone, walked to the sofa and sat down, and said: "I am too lazy to think about these things in the short term, and I also know that my mother is worried about me, I have this intention, you will work under my hands, I will not ask people to bully you." ”

The old mother was afraid that people would bully them if they lost their support, so she wanted to ask Han Waner to think about the future, even if they couldn't go together, it would be good to be assigned to Miss Six and Miss Qi. At this time, her heart was exposed, and she couldn't get over it, so she said: "Mrs. knows my thoughts, I also want you to be a person, but now it's good in the short term, but I'm afraid that in the long run, these people with bad minds will unite...... I'm afraid you won't be able to stand it. After all, my old woman is too talkative, so I'm leaving. ”

She was about to turn around and leave, but suddenly remembered something, turned around and said, "By the way, madam, the third prince came to our courtyard today, and because you were not there, he left." ”

Han Wan'er saw that there was a slight look in her eyes, so he said, "I know, you go back." She was preoccupied and didn't want to show too much emotion, so she leaned back and pretended to be tired.

These subordinates all eat people and don't spit out bones, and if they find out something, I'm afraid that everyone in the palace will point their guns at themselves. Thinking like this, she was even more cautious, and glanced at the old mother lightly as usual, and the old mother stopped talking and walked away.

Han Wan'er leaned on the sofa and squinted, and he didn't know if he was tired or what, so he really fell asleep. Faintly hearing footsteps, she instinctively woke up, and saw that it was Lian'er who walked in in a panic and said, "Madam, the third son is here!" ”

Han Wan'er was confused, thinking that it was Lian'er who was on duty tonight, and now Su Ziyu came over in the middle of the night, which would indeed make people feel weird, she thought about it before saying, "What about others?" ”

Lian'er was not afraid to shy away, thinking of the garrison who came with Su Ziyu at the door, she also put her mind at ease and said, "Outside the courtyard gate!" Madame, do you want him to come in? ”

Han Wan'er thought that he came over so late, I was afraid that something was wrong, the two of them hadn't spoken since that night, and her heart suddenly became flustered, as if she was wandering, and after a few seconds, she said, "Let him come in." ”

She paused, and said more firmly, "Go ahead, invite him in." ”

Although Lian'er was surprised, she still nodded and went out in a hurry. The lights were on in the hall, but the night outside was so dark that it wrapped the room tightly like a big cover, and she suddenly felt a little cold, so she sat down on the sofa again.

At this moment, Su Ziyu had already pushed the door and walked in, wearing a straight military uniform, and his posture was a little thin in the clear yellow light. He saw Han Wan'er sitting on the sofa in a daze, with no makeup removed, his face was pale, and he looked like a wandering spirit in the dark night, without a trace of brilliance.

Slowly walked over and sat on the sofa next to her, but did not speak, just sat quietly. Han Wan'er didn't adapt to such a situation, so he opened his mouth first, "It's so late, what are you doing here?" ”

Su Ziyu turned his eyes to look at her, and saw that she didn't even have a trace of expression on her face, so he said, "It's urgent, and I can only say that I'm disturbed." ”

Sensing her confusion, he said again: "Wan'er, I'm leaving for the front line tonight." She hadn't heard him call herself like this for a long time, so she couldn't hide the glimmer of light in her eyes anymore, and looked at him in a daze, but she didn't want him to know what she was thinking, so she just muttered and repeated, "Going to the front line is a ...... with Fusang"

Before she could finish speaking, he had already interrupted her, calling her name softly, "Wan'er." His voice was soft as if whispering, mixed with a hint of ambiguity, which made her hold her breath and wait for him to continue to speak.

But he didn't speak again, just wanted to meet her eyes, and just looked at her quietly, as if he was out of a trance. The air seemed to freeze, and time slowly swirled in the clear yellow light every minute and every second.

After a long time, he said, "Guan'er, I was sorry for you in the past. As he said this, even the last shred of emotion was hidden.

Han Wan'er instinctively clenched her palms, and at this moment, those previous times suddenly flashed in front of her, her crying and forbearance, and those things she was unwilling to face clearly appeared, including the complex emotions, hatred and deep helplessness in her heart. How could the pain she endured be easily erased by him with an understatement of sorry?

She really wanted to question him with disdain and even rage, but it was too long, so long that even her emotions had been suppressed and consumed. It's more of a sane state, yes, she's already decided to leave, hasn't she? It's like they all know in their hearts that from the moment they made their choice, there is nothing to go back.

She really didn't want to let herself fall into such an unbearable situation again, so she suddenly smiled, it was the kind of relieved smile, looked at him and said flatly: "A girl of the right age, imprisoned in a cage and unable to get out...... It's like a flower, when it blooms well, it slowly withers and withers, just like me...... In this boring day, a little bit of decay, you look at the garden with flowers, you smell the jasmine, the cold and faint fragrance, if it is kept alone in a place where the light cannot be seen, it is destined to be light in color, and the fragrance is light......"

She didn't know what she wanted to express, but she just described the lonely and helpless state of mind at that time. After a pause, he said, "Originally, I had a lot to say to you, but now, I find that there are none. ”

He sighed faintly, and a crystal light flashed in his eyes, "Now that your father is dead, you have taken those things in the past too seriously, and now you can let them go, why bother to let those old people disturb your life?" After all, life is so long. ”

Su Ziyu looked at her silently, she was sitting on the sofa, wearing a cold blue cheongsam, her eyebrows were a little cold, in fact, she was not suitable for this kind of cold clothes, he remembered that she used to only like to wear gouache and apple green, which were bright and lively, and he remembered that she used to smile a lot.

It was he who delayed her, it was he who owed her.

The corners of his mouth moved, and finally said: "This time I will go to the front line, and I don't know when I will come back, I have already told Lao Qi, let him let you go, little girl, go and start your life again." ”

Han Wan'er's tears overflowed almost instantly, and her heart throbbed for a while, and she felt as if her hands were rubbing, which made her heart very sad. But there were so many words she couldn't say, she didn't want to see herself disappointed again, she just pursed her lips, wanting to nod in response to him, but found that she couldn't even do such an action.

Su Ziyu lowered his eyes and suddenly said, "Wan'er, the war between the south and the north is about to start...... The world has begun to be chaotic, so it's too late to leave. ”

When Han Wan'er suddenly heard such a thing, he couldn't help but widen his eyes and looked at him in disbelief, "Didn't Beidi marry his daughter?" Why the war? Her voice was a little hasty, and she knew in her heart that if the Northland was involved, the war would not be as good as before, within the scope of control, but she was afraid that the world would be in chaos.

Su Ziyu smiled, "This kind of thing can't be maintained by marriage, for thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, what does it matter if you sacrifice a daughter?" ”

He laughed at himself and said: "Actually, it's just self-deception, who knows if you will regret it?" The human heart is such a thing, unfathomable and profound! ”

Han Wan'er naturally heard what he meant, but when she made up her mind, she suddenly heard such words, and her heart seemed to stir up a thousand waves, and she could no longer return to calm. Clenched his palms tightly, wanting to say something, but Su Ziyu opened his mouth first, "I'm leaving, you can rest early." ”

When Han Wan'er saw him get up, he only felt that the tense thread in his heart was completely broken, once the war started, I am afraid that the two of them would be separated by thousands of miles of war and mountains and seas, or they would never have the opportunity to meet again in this life. These thoughts flashed through her, and she couldn't help but shout in a panic, "Wait a minute." ”

When Su Ziyu turned around, she had already walked to the opposite side of him, her eyes were full of crystal tears, she looked at him intently, and said word by word: "I'm very stupid here, and I admit it." Promise me, you must come back safely, I will wait for you here, if you don't come back in a year, I will wait for a year, and if you don't come back in five years, I will wait for five years......"