In the past two days, Shen Qiangrose has been lying lazily on the bed and refusing to move because of her discomfort. Originally, Lian'er wanted to find a doctor, but Shen Qiangrose insisted that she was not sick, but that there were too many things recently, and she couldn't lift her spirits. On the one hand, he was thinking about Su Shengbai's death, although the resentment in his heart had been reduced, but when it came to this kind of major right and wrong, he felt that he was too paranoid before, and he was paranoid and wanted to take revenge on him by a cruel means, but in the end, it was just a death lamp.

Everything was relieved.

On the one hand, thinking about the predicament that Su Huiyi has to face, she can't help but worry, although she is not clear about the current situation, she also knows the current situation in the south, I am afraid that if she takes a wrong step, it will be imminent.

After lying like this for two days in a row, I only felt more and more tired in my body. At such a time, although he knew that Su Huiyi was busy, he always expected him to come and see himself. She had nothing to do, so she began to be busy embroidering again, embroidering is a whole day, fortunately, the tricks are still learned a lot, but the heart is empty, thinking that she is a new-style girl, should live a little fresher, but finally was trapped in a cage by a man to make a canary, can only live in endless prayers.

After a few days in a row, Han Wan'er came to see her, because she caught a cold in the morning, so she kept lying in bed and didn't get up, Lian'er directly led people into the bedroom, and then retreated.

Han Wan'er was originally worried about her stomach, but when she saw that she looked bad, she walked over quickly and sat on the edge of the bed, and asked, "Sister, what's wrong with you?" ”

Shen Qiangrose was very happy to see her, so she shook her head and said, "It's nothing, it's just a cold." She paused, seeing that Han Wan'er was much thinner than before, and her face was as white as paper, thinking that her life should be difficult these days, so she said, "The rest of the matter has been dealt with?" ”

Hearing this, Han Wan'er's eyes were a little evasive, and he unconsciously lowered his eyes and sighed, "Yesterday was over, I was bored in the house, so I wanted to come and see you." ”

She didn't want to mention Su Shengbai's matter in her heart, but now she was undoubtedly a thorn-like existence, and every time she mentioned it, it made her tremble. Thinking like this, I couldn't change the topic immediately, so I said, "Sister, when will you talk to Qishao and let you move back in?" ”

She hesitated, moved the corners of her lips, and said, "Now that I'm alone, I always feel lonely." ”

Shen Qiangrose saw that she looked preoccupied, and when she spoke like this, her face turned white, and she couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with you?" Is something wrong? ”

She originally grew up with her, and she understood her mind best, but when she shook her head, she didn't give up, and asked, "What's wrong?" Don't lie it to me. ”

Han Wan'er's eyes flickered, as if he remembered something extremely terrifying, but for a moment, tears overflowed in his eyes, he raised his eyes to look at her, only to feel that all his defenses had collapsed, and said timidly in a low voice: "Sister, I ...... It's me...... Kill Su Shengbai. ”

Shen Qiangrose's eyes widened in an instant, looking at her in disbelief, too many emotions flashed in an instant, and her heart was like a stone stirring up a thousand waves, surging as if she was about to overflow with full emotions.

But in the end, she couldn't say a word, and she was stunned for a while before she recovered from this fright, first glanced at the door, and then lowered her voice and said, "Forget about it, and don't mention it to anyone." ”

She only felt that her heart was pounding and beating, and she couldn't tell whether it was panic or fear, and it was covered one by one, and even her back was soaked, and at this time, seeing Han Wan'erwu coming out of her mind, she couldn't help but grab her hand, used her strength slightly, frowned and looked at her seriously, and said, "Do you remember?" ”

Han Wan'er seemed to come back to her senses, nodded in a panic, and tears flowed down her cheeks, she was really scared to the point of fear, and she hadn't even slept well for a while, as if as soon as she closed her eyes, she could see Su Shengbai's violent eyes and angry shouts, she couldn't help but tremble again, but she didn't know what to do.

looked at Shen Qiangrose in a daze, and said with a slightly crying voice: "Sister, I beg you, you can move back, or tell Qi Shao, let me move over, I don't want to stay alone, I'm afraid ......"

She bit her lip fiercely, "I don't want to stay there at all now, as if I can't get out again when I go back, I'm going to die there of old age, and I'll live my whole life with fear and anxiety, but it's too long!" I'm really afraid I'll not be able to hold it! ”

She said it and couldn't help crying, as if venting all the emotions of these days.

Shen Qiangrose didn't know how to persuade her, thinking about that kind of thing, if it were herself, she would be so flustered that she didn't know what to do. She looked at her worriedly, and after a long pause, she said, "Don't be afraid, you will live with me these days, and I will tell Qishao." ”

Seeing that she was crying so much, she couldn't help but reach out and pat her on the back, and whispered: "Actually, I already told Qishao at that time, let him let you go, he promised me, Wan'er, you leave!" ”

Han Wan'er raised her eyes blankly, she looked at Shen Qiangrose, her eyes were misty, and a lot of emotions flashed in an instant, mixed with anxiety and longing for the future, but more of it was timid and uncertain.

Seeing her hesitation, Shen Qiangrose asked again, "Wan'er, do you want to leave?" ”

Han Guan'er nodded instinctively, but shook his head again, "I left, what about you?" In fact, she only said half of her worries, and the other half, she was embarrassed to say anything.

Shen Qiang Rose sighed faintly, "Wan'er, you are different from me, you still have the opportunity to choose, as long as you are willing, your life can be repeated, you are still a blank slate!" Do you understand? ”

She naturally knew the real reason why she refused to leave here, but that shackle had bound her for so long, and even made her fall to this point, if she couldn't figure it out, she would only fall into a deeper abyss.

Han Wan'er muttered and repeated, "Start over, am I okay?" Am I worthy? She said, smiling self-deprecatingly, "How can someone as unbearable as me start over?" ”

Seeing her so depressed, Shen Qiangrose couldn't help frowning and said, "Where are you unbearable?" To put it bluntly, you are still too emotional, too stupid, for the sake of such a person, you ruined your future in vain! Fortunately, everything is over now, your life and youth are still so long, you deserve a better life, I don't want you to be like me, young, trapped in shackles and unable to get out! ”

Han Wan'er naturally understood her feelings, so he nodded silently, and said after a while: "I know that I am stupid, and I always think that someone like him will give me a point or two of sincerity, but since he gave me to his father, I know that I am wrong, but the human heart is really a strange thing, the more he treats me like this, the more unwilling I become, and the more I want to prove to him that losing me is a mistake." ”

She smiled suddenly, "But in the end, I found out that I was very wrong, sister, I was eaten to death by this person, I couldn't break free in this life, I lost, I was defeated." ”

Shen Qiang Rose looked at her silently, and saw that the expression on her face changed from one desolation to another, like a withered flower, which would bloom again, but it seemed to have lost all the color and charm it should have. Thinking of such a place where eating people and not spitting out bones is destined to consume something of human nature.

She was thinking like this, but Han Wan'er wiped her tears indifferently, a smug smile appeared on the corner of her lips, and she looked at her and said word by word: "But sister, do you know?" On the night I killed Su Shengbai, he saved me...... In fact, I was so panicked that I didn't know what to do, he let me go, and he wiped my bloody hands for me! I remember the light and emotion in his eyes as he asked me to leave. ”

She laughed unconsciously, the joy from the heart, which could not be concealed at all, and said, "I think he should like me a little bit." ”

After speaking, he looked at Shen Qiangrose inquiringly, "Is it that I am thinking too much?" People are like this, when others do something, they always have to think about whether they treat themselves differently from others, and if they have wrong opinions, they will have wrong feelings. ”

Shen Qiangrose lowered her eyes, she already had the answer in her heart, as far as she knew about Su Ziyu, that was a person who didn't like to splash dirty water on herself, and she would always avoid trouble, would such a person bear this kind of charge of killing her father for someone she didn't care about?

When he had an incident at the east window, would he not know what was snuggling up there? Shen Qiangrose thought that she already had the answer, raised her eyes to look at Han Wan'er, and saw that her eyebrows were still beautiful, but her eyes were like some dry wells, she shouldn't let her fall like this.

After thinking about it, he said: "He gave you to his father, I'm afraid he feels guilty about you, besides, as the young master of the Su family, even if the Su family knows, he won't do anything to him." ”

She was a little weak-hearted, and added, "You know, he doesn't like trouble." ”

Han Guan'er's eyes dimmed completely, and she hid the trace of unwillingness, but at such a time, she couldn't immediately make a corresponding look, and after a long while, she nodded blankly, "Yes, a person like him, he loves trouble and selfishness, and he has always been a hot-faced and cold-hearted person, so I think too much." ”

After she finished speaking, she nodded firmly, and said confidently, "I must have thought too much, I can't lose myself again because of his little charity, sister, you're right, my life is still long, I still have a lot of things to do, I still have a chance to start over, right?" ”

She looked at Shen Qiangrose eagerly, as if waiting for an answer that would make her die. Shen Qiangrose suddenly felt a little unbearable, only felt that her heart was clenched fiercely, and a lot of hesitation made her speechless, but soon she became firm, nodded and said, "Yes, you still have many choices in life, and you still have a chance to start over." ”

Han Wan'er suddenly smiled, but hot tears slipped out of the corners of his eyes, "I've decided, I'm going to leave here and start over." ”