"After the young master woke up, his memory of the fire scene was confused, and the doctor said that he was greatly stimulated, and if he was told the truth, he would probably not be able to support it."

Steward Zhuang lowered his eyes, his face full of years of wind and frost, with a little tiredness and self-blame, "So I made a claim, lied to the master, did not mention your affairs, but followed the young master's confused memory, pretending that he was right, only he was smashed in the leg because he remembered it wrong, I thought that he was deceived like this, and he would be fine sooner or later......"

Unexpectedly, it backfired.

Ji Shisheng not only did not get better, but the situation also turned downward, and finally at the age of eighteen, he couldn't hold on, and the deputy personality Ji Qingmo appeared for the first time, and then Ji Qingmo's personality developed so far, and he was about to replace Ji Shisheng's main personality.

Steward Zhuang finally understood that he thought he was good for Ji Shisheng back then, but he went from one extreme to another.

Now, things have reached the point where they are out of control.

"I'm sorry."

Steward Zhuang looked at Mo Nian, his words were full of guilt: "I know, I said this too late, even if you don't forgive me, I won't be cheeky and blame you, all the mistakes started from my lie, if I told the young master the truth, he would never believe that his memory was right, and regarded you as the one who left him." ”

"Miss Mo Nian, no matter how you blame me, it's okay if you want any compensation, let me go bankrupt and pay the price for what happened at the beginning, I just beg you not to blame the young master, he was in order to shout for me to save you, he lost his voice for a long time after waking up, and he could speak for half a year, he was also a victim and suffered a lot."

Steward Zhuang said: "If you can, I hope you can help him, there is no one who can help the young master, since he remembered the truth two years ago, he has been closing himself, letting his consciousness sink, unwilling to appear, if it goes on like this, the young master may never appear again!" ”

Thinking of this, Steward Zhuang felt a pain in his heart, if he hadn't been negligent at the beginning and failed to discover the existence of Mo Nian in the fire, things would not have developed to this point......

"You didn't find me, you didn't save me, what's wrong?"

Mo Nian quietly listened to Steward Zhuang's words, and she sighed lightly: "You deceived Ji Shisheng and doubled his blow after knowing the truth, I can blame you for this, but I can't blame you for failing to save me." ”

Steward Zhuang deceived Ji Shisheng is indeed wrong, if he ruthlessly told Ji Shisheng the truth, even if Ji Shisheng couldn't stand the stimulation for a while, at least he wouldn't distort the truth and take a wrong step.

Unfortunately, there are no ifs.

But Steward Zhuang didn't want to save her in the matter of saving people, but he couldn't find her, and when he saw it, it was too late, and Steward Zhuang thought she was dead.

Although Mo Nian also wanted to blame the Zhuang housekeeper for all the mistakes, she could take the opportunity to lose her temper, but she couldn't do this kind of thing.

"No, if I hadn't been so selfish at the time and wanted to take the young master away quickly, but went back to the fire to find you, maybe I would have found that you were still alive."

Steward Zhuang did not avoid his original selfishness because of Mo Nian's generosity, he did not deny that he thought that Mo Nian might still have a chance of life, but when he saw Ji Shisheng coughing up blood and being burned, he didn't have time to think about the little possibility of survival of a strange child.

Over the years, Steward Zhuang has always regretted it, but he can no longer tell Ji Shisheng the truth about the past, it will only make Ji Shisheng more tormented, so he once again chose to deceive, and he was silent about Mo Nian who appeared in front of him again.

What I didn't expect was that Ji Shisheng would think of those things by himself, and things evolved to the point where it was difficult to recover!

"I know it's shameless to beg you from my standpoint, but ......"

Steward Zhuang's lips twitched, "The young master has really reached a critical moment, please save him, although the young master distorted his memory and mistakenly thought that you abandoned him, he has never done anything to hurt you, he has been protecting you, and the fault is on me, not on the young master's ......"

"No, he's at fault too." Mo Nian interrupted Steward Zhuang's words.

Steward Zhuang was stunned, he looked at Mo Nian, and didn't know how to answer for a while.

"You don't have to speak for him, some things are not me, you can't take them seriously."

Mo Nian looked at Steward Zhuang, and his tone remained unchanged: "I will save him." ”

Steward Zhuang was happy: "Really? Thank you so much! ”

"I didn't save him because you begged me."

Mo Nian's words changed, she didn't look at Steward Zhuang again, but put her eyes on the withered scenery in the garden, and said lightly: "Don't take your words too seriously. ”

Although she didn't care about Steward Zhuang not saving her, Mo Nian still had some mind about Steward Zhuang's pretending to be stupid later, she was not a living Bodhisattva, and she couldn't forgive everyone for everything.

"I ...... Got it. ”

Steward Zhuang was stunned for a moment, relieved at the same time, but couldn't help but smile bitterly.

He has lived for decades in vain, but his character cultivation is not as good as a little girl in her twenties.

In front of Mo Nian, Steward Zhuang actually felt a trace of shame.

"No matter what you ask me, I won't do anything for you."

Mo Nian stood up, she looked at Steward Zhuang, and said calmly: "So, no matter what you want me to do, don't open your mouth to me, what I didn't plan to do at the beginning, even if you do, I won't do it, what I'm doing now is just what I've been preparing to do for a long time, don't point fingers at me, mistakenly think I'm doing you a favor." ”

She doesn't want to be mistaken for someone she doesn't like for doing things for the other person.

It's a bad feeling.

Steward Zhuang stood up and didn't bother with anything, he lowered his head and said in a respectful voice, "I understand." ”

After Mo Nian finished speaking, he planned to go back.

Suddenly, Steward Zhuang said again: "No matter whether Miss Mo Nian is doing things for your will or not, I still have to say thank you to you." ”

"All you have to do now is say you're sorry."

Mo Nian paused, turned his head and looked at Steward Zhuang: "Moreover, it's not to me, it's to Ji Shisheng." ”

After speaking, Mo Nian left.

Steward Zhuang looked at her back, smiled bitterly and muttered: "At this age, I was still taught by the juniors, it was really self-inflicted......"

……

Mo Nian returned to Ji Shisheng's ward, Ji Shisheng was still asleep, and she was sitting on the side in a daze.

She doesn't know who the next person will be when she wakes up, Ji Shisheng? Shisheng?

Or is it ......

Is it still Ji Qingmo who occupies this body and has stabilized?

The answer is unknown.

However, one thing Mo Nian is certain, no matter who wakes up, she has what she wants to say and do, and in this regard, she has not changed from before to now.

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