(Girls' Literature)

It's summer. There are more mosquitoes in the room. Just talking to Ning'er, I will carefully clean the room in a few days. Mosquito removal.

Qiao Rui suddenly ran in and said. "Princess. Sister Ning. The general came. ”

Ning'er was talking to me. I was taken aback by the sudden sound. He turned around and rebuked. "You hoof. It really scared me. ”

I ignored their conversations.

My heart trembled. Fingers involuntarily pinched the brocade quilt on his body.

At this time, Yan Yi stood at the door with a spring breeze on his face. He was followed by a large number of attendants who were carrying things and piling them on the ground outside. There were piles of people back and forth.

At last. He withdrew from the crowd and came in alone with a fruit bowl. Sit down next to me. He handed me the fruit bowl and smiled. "You taste this. Fresh very. ”

I looked coldly. Said lightly. "It's good, but it's not a big festival. What are you sending so many things over? Now the war is tightening. General Yan also did the thing that hurt the people. ”

Yan Yi didn't care. "It's just a little bit of a gadget. It doesn't matter. It's just that yesterday we won the battle and got something. Thinking you're going to like it. ”

Fought a winning battle.

Recently, the three armies of Chen Lingchang converged. It's hard to fight. It has been a stalemate for more than a month. Why did Yan Yi win after all? And Song Fusheng has always been one with Ling Jun. Then it will naturally be Jun Mochen who loses.

I looked at the piles of things in front of me. Thinking that these things were all snatched by Yan Yi from Jun Mochen's hands. I don't know if it's happy or sad for a while.

Yan Yi took a piece of new orange and handed it over. I tilted my head slightly. "I don't want to eat it."

Yan Yi was stunned. He took back the orange in his hand and threw it aside with his backhand. Silently, he placed the fruit bowl on the low table beside him. Road. "I heard Zhao Langzhong say that you are not feeling well these days. What's wrong. But it's a big deal. ”

I looked at the orange clove he had casually thrown aside. The last moment it was still held in the palm of his hand, and the next moment it was abandoned like a shoe. He wasn't like that before.

I said. "I'm fine. The general is worried. ”

Yan Yi snorted and said. "I don't care about you when you're sick. If you are sick, you will be pure-hearted and have few desires. The disease will naturally be cured. If you think too much. I'm afraid that recovery won't help. ”

I hung my head and said nothing. He said again. "I looked at the pair of pendants on your ears the other day. Why don't you wear it these days? ”

I was shocked. I don't usually wear earrings. Only that time...... Jun Mochen personally put on the pair of Hehuan jade earrings for me. And then it happened. I forgot to take it off. I didn't remember to take it off until a few days ago.

Why did he still find out?

I looked up at him. only to find that his face was quite calm and inquiring. And he didn't look angry. I was momentarily settled. With his temper now. I'm afraid that I won't be as peaceful as I am now. I don't know.

I said. "I'm lazy in my illness. If you don't wear makeup for a long time, you don't need anything like that. ”

Yan Yi reached out and pinned a strand of hair from my sideburns behind my ear. Laughed. "You also know that you are lazy and not sick and confused. In fact, it is precisely because it is sick that it is more important to make up. I remember I gave you a step shake. You put it on the hairpin. I'll paint your eyebrows. ”

I looked at his excited face with a wistful expression. The words of refusal swirled between his lips and teeth, but he swallowed it.

He is now very wary of me to protect the child in my womb. If you resist too much. Is he going to watch me more closely until the baby is born?

But I don't want this child.

Think about these things clearly. I rolled over and walked slowly to the dressing table. Take out the hibiscus flower from the makeup and shake it. There is also a towel embroidered with this step shake.

"Huh. What is it. Yan Yi didn't know when he appeared behind him. He took the towel away.

I let him take it motionless. I only heard him. "The embroidery is really good. It turned out to be exactly the same. As if it were real. So saying, he tucked the veil into his sleeve. Laughed. "It's mine."

I snorted. "You're a man. Like a robber. Everything, anyway. ”

But he was quite unreasonable. "Took everything. Isn't that still a step shaker left for you? ”

Before I could say anything. He put his arm on my shoulder and asked me to sit in front of the mirror. Raise your hand to lift the covered bronze mirror.

I said anxiously. "Don't move."

However, it was already too late. I subconsciously turned my head sideways. Yan Yi was stunned. "What's wrong?"

I slowly turned my head and looked up at the woman in the mirror. The chin is thin and pointy, but it seems that there are only a pair of eyes left on the face. And those eyes were full of vicissitudes of life. I was afraid to see myself so old and haggard.

I said lightly. "It's fine."

Yan Yi laughed when he heard this. "I must be dressed up today. It also seems that people are more energetic. ”

Yan Yi's fingers holding the comb gently landed on the three thousand green silks scattered over his shoulders. Gently comb over and over again. The atmosphere is quiet and peaceful. I looked at the serious-looking man in the mirror. I was in a trance.

If it was the previous Ling Qianyan. At this moment, the heart should have been full of joy. The fawn slammed into it. At that time, Ling Tianyan had him in his eyes. Even the difficult situation of the year can be overcome. But all I wanted now was to get away.

I said. "The general has returned in triumph. Let's go and rest. Dressing up can be done every day, and there is no rush for this time. ”

Yan Yi didn't raise his head. "I'm not tired. Left and right are idle today. ”

I will no longer hinder me. He gently combed a strand of hair and pulled it up. Unexpectedly. His palms with swords and horses. It's not uncommon to pull up your hair in a bun. Extra care is taken between the movements.

I quietly looked at myself in the mirror. Wait for Yan Yi to tie his hair in a bun. When inserting a step shake between the hairs. I couldn't help but be stunned.

He actually pulled the girl's bun for me. And such a bun has not been combed since the Qingming Festival in the first year of Xuantong. Now this bun is paired with the brightly colored hibiscus flower that I pinned in my hair. There is a faint shadow of the past.

It's just that the pure heart of the past is no longer there.

He seemed extremely satisfied. The corners of the mouth are slightly raised.

Then he sat down and gave me a thrush. Slender fingers hold the slender eyebrow pencil. Extremely delicate drop and lift. I looked down at the jade pendant he hung on his clothes. With the movement of his body. Gentle back and forth turbulence.

There is a faint aroma lingering on the tip of the nose. It's still the taste of the past. He's always been a liking. Never changed.

I could see what was on his mind. It's exactly the same way I used to be. The eyebrows are light in color. This used to be my most common drawing. Yan Yi also said that this is exactly what suits my indifferent temperament.

But at that time, I only felt that the whole person contained a kind of girlish coldness. At this time, I feel that there is no reason to violate the harmony.

Such a pair of tired eyes. But to put on such an indisputable eyebrow, it magnified the sorrow between the eyebrows. This kind of makeup is not only not energetic, but even more morbid.

I looked at him calmly. Silent and silent. Yan Yi also seemed to feel that something was wrong. I just clinged to the eyebrow pencil and looked at it for a long time, but sighed and put the pen down.

Long. Only then did he say in despair. "Tilt your face. I thought I just needed to draw the old you. You will go back to the way it used to be. I thought you'd have' asked the husband in a low voice. The thrush depth into the time without the mentality. But it turned out to be ...... It's all just wishful thinking on my part. ”

Makeup asked her husband in a low voice. The thrush is not in the shade. He could still ask the words as if nothing had happened.

If that were true, it would be easy. Why should I suffer?

Look at the figure of him sitting on the side. I said calmly. "What are you doing. It's just one side of makeup. Why is it so sad. Stick to the past. ”

Yan Yi suddenly raised his head and looked at me heavily. Voice muttering. "When Zhao Lang came to tell me the details of your treatment that day. I knew it. Pour your face. Clever as you are. You must know that. ”

Such tongue-twisting words. From his mouth. It dawned on me. He didn't come here just to deliver something. Paint a side of makeup. He confessed. It is that he already knows my mind.

Instead, I calmed down. "Yes. I know. ”

He suddenly stood up from his chair. He stepped forward and grabbed my shoulders tightly. The voice was almost muffled. "Tilt your face. It's me who is wrong. Don't hurt the child in your womb, and don't hurt yourself. I hope that you will give birth to this child safely. I don't want anything, I don't ask for anything, okay? ”

Don't ask for anything, ask for nothing. Now he is already in such a situation where it is difficult to ride a tiger. Can you still get out of it?

I laughed. "What words. This is my child. I'm going to hurt him. ”

Yan Yi was a little surprised. He looked at me for a long time before he said. "Tilt your face. You...... He was willing to give birth to a child for me. ”

I chuckled. Sidestep the question. "Am I not in your presence now?"

Yan Yi was stunned for a moment. But suddenly he laughed.

I looked at the smile that came from the bottom of my heart. The shadow of that person came to mind. He said to me ecstatically. "Really. I'm going to be a father. Pour your face. We have children of our own. ”

He said. "Tilt your face. I'll treat you well. ”

The pain in my heart is incomprehensible. But now I can't wait for you anymore. I don't have the shame to stand by your side anymore.

Jun Mochen. The day of meeting is far away. If I were standing before you at this time. You'll still know me.

Yan Yi has been gone for a long time. I still sat motionless at the dressing table and looked at myself in the bronze mirror.

The night is as cool as water.

Whether you mean it or not. Is it that this makeup alone is insignificant?

can the words erase the wounds that have been imprinted in the heart?

Those pains have penetrated into the bone and marrow. I can't forget it in this life.

From now on, Ling Tianyan will no longer be slaughtered by others. It's what happens to hell after death. Even if it is a catastrophe. I don't want to give birth to your child.