"Pour your face, if you ...... If the city cannot be defended, flee quickly. He leaned down on my neck and breathed hot air out of his mouth.

Suddenly I burst into tears and my eyes were full of confusion.

I only heard him say again, "I will try my best to drag them into the imperial city, and you must live." His hand pressed tightly on my shoulder.

I shook my head stubbornly, "Yilang, I won't leave you." ”

My fingers slid into his palm and interlocked his fingers, and I said, "Yilang, I wish I could not live with him and die with the same hole." ”

His pupils were deep and he stared at me tightly, "You ......"

"I will definitely be with you." I interrupted him, staring at him with determination in my eyes.

He knew my stubbornness, sighed and hugged me again.

He said, "Dump your face, after this battle, I will go and ask the emperor for marriage, you wait for me, I just want you to be my wife." ”

I kept nodding.

I've never been able to help myself with this life, and this time I can finally be willful.

……

Am I dead? Why are these dreams so clear?

I forced myself to open my eyes and saw a broad back, standing in front of the couch with a long body, separated from the figure in the dream, unable to distinguish between truth and falsehood.

Half-asleep and half-awake, I murmured, "Yilang, you're here, ......" but the aggrieved voice choked up, these days of fear and fear, stubbornness and forbearance, a moment has been much easier.

The man turned around, and when I saw it clearly, it was Jun Mochen's anxious face, and there were fine beads of sweat on the corners of his forehead.

I closed my eyes, how could it be?

Shouldn't he wish I was dead? How could you still have such an anxious look?

It must be that I haven't woken up yet.

Before he could close his eyes, he only heard Jun Mochen say, "Help her up." ”

Then Rulan's familiar breath approached, skin touched, so real, I tried to open my eyes again, and my eyelids were heavy and about to droop down immediately.

"Sister......" As soon as Rulan saw me open my eyes, she cried, and her tears kept dripping, like rain in that spring, endlessly.

I was powerless to speak, so I only gently shook Rulan's hand on my arm, and then turned to look at Jun Mochen on the side.

He stood in front of the couch with the medicine bowl in his hand, his face calm.

Was it really my delusion?

Jun Mochen said, "Since you woke up, it will save a lot of trouble." He pushed the medicine bowl forward, and his tone was cold, "Drink it." ”

I reached out to pick it up, but at the moment when Jun Mochen let go, I suddenly withdrew my fingers, and the medicine bowl lost its support and fell straight to the ground.

The porcelain is cracked, and the medicinal juice is splashed.

I did it on purpose.

Jun Mochen's eyes darkened, and then he turned to the maid behind him and said, "Serve a few more bowls, once the girl wakes up, she must be extremely weak." ”

He gave me a good excuse.

I raised the corners of my mouth lightly and said nothing, but raised my hand to brush it off when the maid brought the next bowl of medicine.

A place of medicinal juice.

The palace maid who served the medicine hurriedly knelt on the ground.

When I was doing this, I looked at Jun Mochen quietly, the corners of my mouth raised slightly, although my palms were already getting tighter and tighter on the couch, and my body was very weak.

Jun Mochen said calmly, "Another bowl will come over." ”

It was so calm that I thought I was a wayward little girl, and he, blindly conniving, thought like this, but his hands still did not stop.

The result was the same, and I brushed it to the ground as usual.

Again, again.

When he reached the twelfth bowl, he was already out of breath, and he couldn't hold it anymore, Jun Mochen said calmly, "This can't hold on, there are still a lot of medicines." ”

I fell on the couch, my brain was drowsy, and although my heart was extremely angry, I couldn't say a word, only cold sweat.

"Will you drink it yourself, or will I help you?" Jun Mochen took a step closer and was aggressive.

I looked up at him, didn't dodge for half a minute, and said in a weak but imposing tone, "Where did you take him?" ”

His hand holding the medicine bowl trembled, and then he went crazy, and threw the medicine bowl against the wall, and the medicine bowl collided with the wall vigorously, making a great sound, and the medicine bowl shattered in response, and the clean wall was suddenly stained.

He was still angry, and the people waiting in the palace were blasted out with a rage and slammed on the temple door, Rulan held my hand tightly and couldn't stop shaking.

Jun Mochen turned around and yelled at Rulan again, "Get out." ”

Rulan trembled with fright, but she held my hand tighter and shook her head weakly.

"Get out!" Jun Mochen said again.

Rulan still shook her head, she was afraid that I would be bullied, so she refused to leave, but her fingers tightened more and more, and my hand was painful to be held by her.

Jun Mochen walked over to the couch step by step, the anger in his eyes rose, how did I know that Jun Mochen, who has always been moody, started a fire that was so terrifying, and he was scared for no reason, and he unconsciously protected Rulan.

Jun Mochen said, "I'll say it one last time...... Get out. ”

Rulan finally couldn't hold back and cried slightly, and looked at me in a panic, "Sister......"

I have never seen such a Jun Mochen, and I was at a loss for a while.

Jun Mochen stood in front of him with a domineering momentum, he was tall, almost blocking all the light in front of him, and that fierce aura made people unconsciously stand upside down.

"What are you going to do?" As soon as the words came out, I found that the tone was weak and low, half weak and half palpitations, but more like a coquettish murmur.

"Do what?" Jun Mochen seemed to laugh, but the next moment, he said viciously, "You have to drink this medicine today, and you have to drink it if you don't drink it." ”

I turned my head sideways and saw a slip of soup and potion on the table by the window.

There was a medicinal juice forcibly poured into my throat, but it was Jun Mochen who filled me with a medicine bowl, and I dodged it sideways.

He pinched my face with his hand and opened his lips and poured the medicine, I choked and coughed violently, he quickly let go, and the medicine he drank spit out without dropping.

He angrily slammed the medicine bowl on the ground, making an extremely loud sound, accompanied by Jun Mochen's voice, as if he gritted his teeth and said, "You are more ruthless than me." ”

I grabbed the corner of the quilt and leaned over the side of the bed, as if I was going to cough out all my internal organs, but I was still panting, and the corners of my lips trembled and said word by word, "Jun Mochen, I'm ...... I hate you so much...... I hate you so much. ”

There was a sudden silence in the room, he stood against the light, I couldn't see his face clearly, but I intuitively felt that the anger in him had dissipated a lot.

He sneered, and suddenly said out of nowhere, "What am I doing?" It's silly. ”

Before I could think about the meaning of this, he had already turned and went out, except for the candle flame in front of the bed, which danced slightly, and the low sound of an unknown bird outside the window.

I stared blankly at the unclosed door of the temple, which shook and shook as the wind blew.

It was as if the heavens and the earth were spinning in an instant.

After that day, Jun Mochen never came again, but the precious medicines kept coming every day.

It's just that the people in the palace are cold, crying and laughing is not to look at the faces of the high-ranking people, I am a person from the previous dynasty, without Jun Mochen's care, the days are even more sad than when I was in Changle Palace, so there are no palace people who serve medicine diligently.

Rulan is my personal maid, she has never decocted medicine before, and she naturally does not worry about these entrance things, so she groped for the decoction of medicine day by day.

I know that Rulan can't decoct medicine, and it is inevitable that there will be those who can't get the heat or lose their medicinal properties after the heat, but when I saw Rulan's earnest eyes, I couldn't bear it in my heart, but the stubbornness towards Jun Mochen that day was gone, and I drank a bowl of bitter medicine silently.

After eating like this, I became more and more sick.

When Rulan's decoction has grown a lot, the root of the disease has been planted, and it is useless.

I don't care much about lingering on the sickbed for a long time, and it will be more than a month in a flash.

Now that the country is ruined, there is a lonely family, but she is still an inconsequential princess, and the eldest princess Yi Luo, who is not as good as her father, still has the hope of recovering the country, what do I want to do with such a good body.

There is still no news of Yan Yi, and his heart is getting heavier and heavier day by day, and every day passes, there is less hope in his heart.

He was so badly injured that day, and he was taken away by Jun Mochen, I don't know if Jun Mochen can give him a way to live, or ......

I interrupted my train of thought and didn't allow myself to think about it again, even though it was the most likely thing to happen.

I took out a few pieces of accessories close to my body, all of which were left to me by my mother, and now I have to take them out and dot them.

Rulan went out a few times by starting out, but she found nothing, and now the palace is chaotic, the palace people of the two palaces are confused, and the imperial capital is in turmoil, so she is afraid that something bad will happen, so she is not allowed to go again.

However, it should have been Jun Mochen who has taken measures recently, and the situation has stabilized a lot, and there are half more guards patrolling the palace than usual, and the defense has become stricter.

I know that since Jun Mochen took Yan Yi away, if he is sincerely hiding, how can I find it?

Whoever started the trouble should end it.

It's been a long time since the beginning of summer, and it's already a hot summer, but I still feel cold.

The sun spread warmly all over my face, and I looked sideways at the woman in the mirror, still pale and lifeless, as if I couldn't warm it anymore.

The big coat on his body is still his mother's, he was still young at that time, even if he couldn't wear it, he had to occupy it, and after putting it for a long time, he is now wearing it just right.

I still remember that the mother concubine was quite helpless at the time and said, "Didn't you become a female demon king?" It's so pampered that it doesn't look like it. ”

Yes, he was a pampered little demon king at that time, and he wanted the wind to be windy and rainy.

But looking at the present, it is really not what it used to be, and the vicissitudes of life.

However, I'm used to it, I'm really used to it.

After the death of my mother, my father was snubbed, the number of cases was reduced, and even the maids in the palace dared to bully me.

Isn't it always like this?

Rulan went out for a long time, but still didn't come back, I staggered back to the couch, like an old man in the twilight.

Half an hour ago, I wrote a note for Rulan to give to Jun Mochen, hoping that he would come, and I would also know that Yan Yi was safe.

But after going for a long time, Rulan still hasn't returned, and she can't help but feel anxious.

A few days ago, I could hear the faint noise outside, but now I can't hear anything, but I feel cold.

Leaning on the bed frame, the big fuge on his body was still cold, so he simply dragged the futon on the couch and put it on his body, only to warm up a little.

There are many things floating through my heart, and it seems that everything is clear, and it seems that nothing is clear.