Chapter 4 Time is easy to make mistakes, and people also pass
After sitting idle for a long time, at noon, a little girl came to report that His Majesty was coming here.
I laughed secretly, but he kept his word and said that he would come on time today.
The face was still silent, but the food in front of him suddenly lost its taste.
When Jun Mochen came in, I lowered my head and picked up the dishes on my plate without looking up.
Rulan, who was standing on the side, tugged at my sleeve, and I didn't care.
I only heard Jun Mochen say, "It's better?" ”
I hate him so much, how can I answer? The knife cut on Yan Yi's body yesterday, where is it so easy to heal? I'm afraid that it's also a weasel to give the chicken a New Year's greeting, so I don't have a good heart.
Rulan saw that I was silent, and the atmosphere in the hall was cold for a while, so she had to bless him and replied, "My sister is still unwell when she gets up early, and the imperial doctor has come to ask for a pulse...... It doesn't hurt. ”
"What did the Imperial Doctor say?" Jun Mochen heard the pause in Rulan's words, and asked relentlessly.
Rulan was speechless and looked at me for help.
I slowly put down my chopsticks and raised my head, "The imperial doctor said, I have a heavy mind, and he can cure the diseases on my body well, but I still have to be treated with heart medicine for heart diseases, but there is no way." ”
I stared into his eyes, catching a hint of the ripple clearly, and quietly calmed down.
He chuckled, "What are you fooling me?" ”
The words are playful and gentle, and they are like the cold and ruthless man of yesterday.
I got straight to the point and said, "What did you do to him." ”
Jun Mochen's smile did not decrease, as if it was frozen on his face, his eyes became deeper and deeper, but he said, "Limo, bring Rulan to bring some things for Miss Yanyan." ”
Limo received the order and came over to Rulan, who naturally knew that this was an eviction order and looked at me nervously.
"Go ahead, Your Majesty is above board, is it possible that you will still bully my little woman?" I deliberately said calmly, but I knew in my heart, even if he wanted to bully me, what could I do? It's just to reassure Rulan.
Rulan heard me say this, so she reluctantly went out, and the door of the temple squeaked and closed.
The air in the hall quickly cooled, and I could hear my heartbeat like a drum, and I couldn't help but hold a small pair of scissors under my wide sleeve tightly.
He chuckled and sat down beside me, and I tensed up in an instant, not daring to relax for a moment.
He just casually picked up the chopsticks I had placed on the table, picked up the food, and put it in his mouth.
I hurriedly said, "That's the ...... I used."
He chuckled, "Well, I don't mind." ”
I gave him a look, but I minded.
Seeing that I didn't answer, he continued, "Rulan has been with you for a long time, and I'm afraid that others are not used to taking care of you, so I sent her back." He was like a pleasing child, with a smile in his eyes.
"Would you be so kind?" I struck me mercilessly, "What have you done to him, and where is he now?" ”
Looking at Jun Mochen's cold eyes, I suddenly felt a sense of revenge.
He slammed his chopsticks on the table, his face furious, his hands bruised, his fists clenched tightly, his knuckles white, and I could tell that he was trying to suppress his emotions.
After a while, he picked up his chopsticks again and said calmly, "I didn't mean to be embarrassed that day, but his hands were stained with the blood of my Chenguo soldiers, and I had no other way in front of everyone." ”
"There is no other way?" I laughed out loud mockingly, the whole world is his, why should I be so embarrassed to describe myself?
What's more, he is the one with blood on his hands, if he hadn't started this war, how could so many innocent lives go to Huangquan? Now he wants to attribute all the blame to others, how can there be such a cheap thing in the world.
"Gongya......" He suddenly muttered my little words, and my body trembled and froze slightly.
"Gongya, it's not that I don't want to be a pure person, it's just that such thoughts are too difficult for me......" His voice was low, making people's hearts tremble.
I looked at him in shock, and couldn't help but blurt out, "Brother Linyuan? ”
I don't even know Yan Yirulan's small characters, but I told one person alone - it is Lin Yuan.
Could it be that it is Jun Mochen?
At that time, the mother concubine had only passed away for less than a year, and the mother was still alive, Rulan was still a drooping child, and I was only a ten-year-old child, and the country was still prosperous.
On that day, it was my birthday, and I missed my mother more than usual, so I hid in the Jingchu Pond in the palace alone and wiped my tears by a secret pool, and suddenly handed a towel to my side.
I raised my teary eyes blankly, and I saw that the shredded sunlight in the leaves shrouded him, like a fairy, and he still had a clean and pure smile then, unlike now, mixed with too many things.
He told me that my mother has not left, she lives in my heart, she can be the stars, she is the sun, she is by my side all the time.
I looked at the light that fell into his eyes and suddenly laughed, and I said, "Little brother, who are you?" Why have I never seen you? ”
He said, "I'm sent by your mother to take care of you." ”
I rejoiced, "You're an immortal, aren't you?" ”
He laughed, "I'm Lin Yuan." ”
Since then I have had a good relationship with him, and I told him that my mother wanted me to be an elegant and dignified woman, so she always called me Gongya when no one was around, and that was the first time I had mentioned this name since my mother's death.
He would come and spend time with me every day, or chatting or asking the servants to make a swing for me, and I had a great time.
Later, one day he told me, "He's going back." ”
I threw up my head and asked him, "Go back?" Where to go back? ”
"Go back to where I belong." There was an indescribable complex emotion in his eyes, "Gongya, we may never see each other again from now on." ”
I finally got scared, "You...... I won't let you go. ”
He shook his head slightly, "When you grow up, you can't think about things like children, and we are destined not to go together." ”
I was so angry that I pushed him with all my strength with tears in my eyes, and ran away in anger, and I never saw him again.
The gleeful color in his eyes intensified, "Do you remember ......?"
But I felt cold, very cold, obviously it was spring noon and the sun was shining, but it seemed to be in the cold winter wax moon.
I'd rather I don't remember anything at this point.
How could the gentle brother Linyuan in the past become the emperor with blood on his hands today?
I remember that later, he came to the country again, but his face had all grown, and the immaturity had all retreated to the edge of this face, sharp and resolute, and he had completely lost the gentle appearance of his childhood.
I met again in Shanglin Yuan, I just thought he was a distinguished guest of my father, and I was about to leave after a light blessing, but he suddenly said something provocative, "The waist is slim, and the face is like a peach blossom, but it has a little taste." ”
I turned to look at him, thinking that I had met a disciple, and reprimanded sharply, "I still hope that the son will be self-respecting." ”
He suddenly approached me with a playful expression, "I wonder if the girl has ever been married?" My father is just about to choose a dowry, and I think you're good. ”,
When a strange man said this, I was so angry that I pushed him away, but I forgot that we were next to the pool, and he was unprepared, and I pushed him so hard that he couldn't stop and fell into the water.
I never thought that such a person would be Linyuan.
He unfolded his palm in front of me, and in the palm of his hand was the hibiscus flower swaying, shining in the sunlight.
I reacted, what am I struggling with, he is now my enemy of the country, from the moment he attacked the imperial capital, that gentle little brother of Linyuan died forever in Gongya's smile.
Now, I am fascinated, and I am only thinking about Yilang.
I reached out to take it, but Jun Mochen suddenly withdrew his hand with a playful expression, "I didn't say I wanted to return it to you, I just let you know that he is intact." ”
It's obviously a face that should be hated, but I see a trace of loneliness.
Suddenly he grabbed my hand, I cried out in pain, looked up at him, only to find that the small scissors in my hand were exposed to the sun, and they were bright and stinging eyes.
I subconsciously withdrew my hand, but I couldn't pull out a single bit, and I felt a little panicked inexplicably.
"What is this?" His voice was cold, as if it came from the bitter cold of the arctic, "You are so protective of me, huh......"
He laughed self-deprecatingly, looking lonely, "I have too many things to do, and I would take care of your feelings, isn't it humiliating myself now?" ”
I looked at the pain in his eyes, and there was a trace of sadness in my heart.
"Your heart is made of stone." He slammed my arm away, "You eat, I have something to do, so I'll leave." ”
I watched in amazement as his back disappeared around the corner of the temple door, his body still stiff.
Suddenly remembered what he said.
"I didn't say I wanted to give it back to you, I just let you know that he's intact."
It seems that there is something in the words, he didn't hurt Yan Yi, and today he should come to tell me that Yan Yi is safe.
I breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the ground, as long as he was okay, it didn't matter if I saw him or not.
I bit my lower lip tightly, and when I looked up and looked out of the hall again, Jun Mochen's figure was long gone.
Gongya! Linyuan!
Scold......
He was weak and worried for a long time, but at night he was groggy and had a fever.
It is not an exaggeration to say that the body is a stove, and my mind is groggy, and I have been asleep, and I am in a daze, and I don't even know what time it is.
I just felt very hot all over my body, like a fire burning in my throat, dry and burning, and my headache was unbearable.
In the dream, it was still that day, the soldiers of the Chen State were coming to the city, and the imperial city of the state of Xuan was in danger, and he was ordered to defend the imperial city. Before leaving, he stood in front of the gate of Changle Palace, his armor was shining, his long eyebrows flew obliquely into his temples, and his thin lips were slightly pursed into sharp arcs.
My Yilang, he's so good-looking.
I silently traced his eyebrows, his nose, his eyelids and the corners of his lips, and then deep into my heart.
I knew in my heart that there was no certainty of victory in this battle - there were only 3,000 soldiers defending the city in the state of Chen, and the 100,000 troops of the country of Chen were overwhelmed by black clouds.
Perhaps this parting will never be seen again, he has gone far away, but suddenly he came back and took me into his arms, so tight, as if to rub me into his body, as if he had exhausted all the strength of his life.
So reluctant, and so sad.