(Girls' Literature)

Qingming time. Everyone in the city is going to the ancestral hall to worship the ancestors of the Ling Kingdom. I didn't go because I wasn't feeling well. Resting alone in the room.

lingering on the bedside for several days. I didn't even have the strength to speak. Not to mention such a complicated ceremony in the ancestral hall.

It was cold and quiet in my ears. Lonely and silent.

Remember to go to the years. During the Qingming Dynasty, he sacrificed his father and mother with Zhuang Yi Rulan. But now. But I didn't even want to go to the sacrifice. Just two years. It's been turned upside down. The winds of change. The mood has long lived up to the past.

Shen Xiaowei. Rulan. Leave the strange. Woo Yi. Zhuang Yi...... It seems like it's been a long time ago.

Yan Yi really didn't come again. Only one Lang Zhong and Qin Qiao'er came over from time to time to take care of my condition. Other than that, I don't have anyone else here. That's exactly what I want. Fall clean.

Remember a long time ago...... It's been a long time. At that time, the Ling Kingdom had not yet perished. The mother died not long ago. I was snubbed by my father. At that time, I was also seriously ill. I was lying on the bed in Changle Palace. Weep alone.

At that time, I was pampered and pampered for the first time. For the first time, I felt that the bustling Changle Palace was so cold. But since when have I gotten used to the cold?

The bell of the ancestral hall rang from afar. Presumably, the sacrifice is about to begin.

Today is not the same as in previous years. But there is no "rain in the Qingming season". The rain that had been falling for a long time stopped. It's just that the sky is still not good.

I always feel uncomfortable in my heart. Take the emerald brocade feather satin cloak on one side. Draped casually over the body. Walked out the door.

The flower shelf in the courtyard still collapsed. More than half of the flowers have withered. Only a fraction of it is still in full bloom. The clumps of flowers were trembling. It's very endearing.

I watched it for a long time. I don't have much strength or mood to lift it up. All the way out the door.

It's already spring. There is a great spring sunshine in front of you. Saying goes. A spring rain and a warmth. It's true. Qingming rain has passed. The weather is already getting warmer.

I walked slowly. Because the body is always unhappy. No stop-and-go. Before I knew it, I walked to the vegetable garden behind Feilan's sister-in-law's house.

I remember when I first came here. Feilan's sister-in-law took me to her house to eat. Such a peaceful and indifferent day. But now there is no going back.

"Princess. Why are you here. ”

I was startled by the sudden thud. Looking back, it turned out to be Feilan's sister-in-law's younger brother Yunsheng. He was dressed in green clothes and stood under a green willow that had just sprouted. It was unnoticeable.

I subconsciously didn't want to be with him. Turn around and leave. But he stepped in front of him and blocked my way. I had to look up at him. "Why didn't Brother Yunsheng go to the ancestral hall?"

He said. "I'm a small citizen. To go or not to go. What's the relevance. ”

"Brother Yunsheng himself thinks it's irrelevant. How do you think others are relevant? ”

Yun Sheng's eyes flashed. "A princess is a princess. A word of light. It's like an empowerment. ”

After what happened last time. I always felt that Yunsheng was not what it is now. He is a man of evil intentions. That's it. I'm going to get out when I have time. Only a few steps away. Yun Sheng said suddenly. "Xiaomin wants to show the princess something."

My intuition isn't a good thing. However, I can't walk much faster with weak steps. And he stepped forward again. In the palm of the spread hand turned out to be a delicate and delicate small bottle. There are three thin gold characters on the bottle: drunk and happy.

I can't guess what he meant. Wondered. "What is this?"

Yun Qi calmed down. "Men and women love. With this fascination. ”

I couldn't help but hang my head. He, a man, and I said it without any subtlety, and it was not appropriate after all. I said. "Brother Yunsheng is a person who reads. It should be known that men and women do not give and receive ......"

Yun Sheng suddenly interrupted me. "The matter between the princess and General Yan has long been rumored. Doesn't the princess want to know the reason for this? ”

I looked at him in shock. How did he find out about it? Could it be Yan Yi?

Yun Sheng seemed very satisfied with my reaction. Smirked. "Yun Sheng is bent on befriending the princess. Naturally, I pay more attention to the princess. Don't blame the princess. That day, the princess returned to the lodgings in the morning crying in General Yan's bedroom. No one else knows. Yun Sheng knew the reason. ”

I didn't feel a little embarrassed. "You don't have to be alarmist here. It doesn't matter what you know. You don't have to talk to me. "I turned around and was about to leave.

"If the princess is calculated by the general. Don't you mind. is willing to suffer such a secret loss in vain. ”

When I heard this, I forcibly stopped. Fingers clenched into fists unconsciously.

Yunsheng continued. "The princess knows that General Yan used to get drunk and pestering that day."

The nails dug deep into the flesh and I didn't know it. I opened my mouth but couldn't say a word. Only tears fell unexpectedly. Although he knew that Yan Yi that day must have used some means. But now I really listen to it in my ears, but it is as uncomfortable as a knife.

But he still said with a hard voice. "How do you know these things. Who knows if you're the one who harbors evil intentions and sows discord. ”

Yun Sheng looked confident, and put his hands behind his back. Road. "If the princess doesn't believe me. You can ask General Yan. knew that what Yun Sheng said was true. ”

I pursed my lips and turned to leave. But he stopped me from behind. I'm impatient. "What else?"

Yunsheng Road. "This ...... The princess still takes it with you as well. ”

The next moment. A cool thing fell into the palm of his hand. I looked down and saw that it was the bottle of "Drunken Joy". The porcelain vase revealed a faint coolness and fell on the palm of the hand that was hot due to fever. Immediately went straight to the bottom of my heart. It seems to weigh a thousand pounds. I couldn't help but hold it tightly.

The ancestral hall sacrifice has been dispersed. I wandered outside Yan Yi's courtyard, and my heart was beating hard. The cold porcelain vase was already very hot in my grip at the moment. A thin layer of sweat broke out in the palms of his hands.

Finally I mustered up the courage to go in. was about to knock on the door, but he heard a voice from inside, but it was not Yan Yi's voice. I have stopped the gods. Lend an hear.

“…… If General Yan is willing to be ruthless. Naturally, there is no problem with the head of my family. It's just that I don't know how General Yan wants to place Princess Yanyan. After all, such a thing as means will not see the light of day. If it is not handled well, there will be endless troubles. It was a strange male voice.

"No matter how it is placed. She will never be able to return to Jun Mochen. Otherwise, my deeds will not be in vain. ”

But the princess is not ignorant of the world. If she had reacted, she would have known sooner or later. Then. And what about the generals. ”

Yan Yi said. "It's what she knows. Presumably she was already Mrs. Yan at that time. Could it be that she still wants to turn against me for these little things? ”

I clenched my hands tightly. Suddenly, the blood surged up and he coughed violently. The sound in the room suddenly stopped.

Then the door opened. I was pulled through the door by a strong grip on my shoulder. Everything is so fast. It was so fast that I couldn't even react before I was in the room.

Someone suddenly grabbed him by the neck. The air is blocked. My eyes widened suddenly. I haven't seen the man in front of me. The noodles are very raw. When I saw my face again. He let me go little by little, stunned

I coughed even harder. Coughing so much that his face turned red, and his chest ached for a while.

Yan Yi saw that it was me. The brow furrowed almost slightly. There was a hint of panic in his tone. "Aren't you sick? How did it come out. ”

I looked straight at him. Verbal intensity. "I'm here to ask General Yan what he can do. It's worth using some shady means to keep me. ”

Yan Yi's face suddenly showed embarrassment. The strange man on the side stepped back with great discernment. Yan Yi chuckled and came up to pull me. "Tilt your face. Listen to me. It's not as ...... as you think."

His smile was a little bit of a suspicion of wanting to cover up. I gently sideways my way over his outstretched hand. Straight to the point, spread out the drunken stalk in his hand. "Tell me what it is."

Yan Yi's pupils constricted violently. His complexion suddenly became fierce. "Where did this thing come from?"

See him react like this. The speculation in my heart has been confirmed, and I only feel a chill in my heart for a while. I threw the drunken porcelain bottle to the ground with my backhand.

Suddenly, the broken porcelain burst apart. Liquid splashing. Even Yan Yi was stunned. He probably didn't expect that one day, the Yan Yan, who had always been obedient to Yilang's words, would also be angry with him.

I almost cried and screamed. "Why don't you dare to admit it? In vain, you have always regarded yourself as a gentleman. Now that the word gentleman comes out of your mouth, it is defiled. ”

I'm so sad. It's not just that I can't go back to the way I used to be. It's even more because of Yan Yi who I can't understand now.

Yan Yi's face was calm. The light in his eyes suddenly appeared. "Who told you."

That's what he did. I took a step. I almost want to fall. "It turned out to be you."

"Yes. You already know. I'll tell you. Yan Yi's tone was cold. I deliberately used Drunken Fun that night. My assassination is not true, I just don't want you to leave with Jun Mochen. You're satisfied. ”

He originally knew that Jun Mochen had been here.

I don't know if it's cold or angry. The body trembles like chaff. I almost wondered if the man in front of me was Yan Yi. He was so strange. I didn't recognize it at all. It's ridiculous that I didn't leave with Jun Mochen that night.

I frantically threw myself in front of him and grabbed him by the collar tightly. But even his voice revealed a sense of weakness. "Yan Yi. You don't even care about the past. Did you know? I'll never ...... again."

I can't go back to him.

Unspoken words. But he seemed to understand it completely. Yan Yi grabbed me by the shoulders and shoved me against the wall to the side. I was knocked out of the way. I just felt like I was going to be broken.

"I'm just going to make it so that you never get back to him. You can only have me in your heart forever. ”

I looked at Yan Yi in front of me with wide eyes. His face was as handsome as ever. It's just that why is it such a terrible soul?

I closed my eyes and whispered word by word in his ear. "Me. Hate. You. ”

Born of love. Born of love. Anger is born of love. From love to hate. How far has it been to get to where we are now? We have also been like glue, and love has never wavered. But why is it the way it is?

The hairpin in his hand stabbed straight towards his neck. All kinds of past flashes passed through my mind. I hope for the next life. I don't want to join the emperor's family anymore.