(Girls' Literature)

Soon after Yan Yi left, he said that he would send a woman to take care of me. I don't care. The bowl of bitter medicine was still lying down.

Watch. I don't know if they're here to watch over me.

Not for a while. Sure enough, I heard the sound of the door slamming. A footstep stepped in. Turn around and close the door. I walked in slowly.

I heard her go over and fiddle with the charcoal fire first. Then the footsteps faded away. After a while, he came back to me and stuffed something under his pillow. He walked away again and picked up the porcelain pot on the table......

I wondered. Slowly turn around. Then he saw a woman standing at the round table in the room. She was filling the kettle with water.

I looked at her from behind. She was dressed in lilac linen. The old ones have even been washed white. It was also extremely slender. I couldn't tell who it was for a while.

I glanced sideways at what was stuffed into my pillow. It's actually a few books I usually read to relieve boredom. The feeling of repulsion in my heart suddenly became much less.

By this time, the woman had closed the lid and turned around. That's when I saw her face. It turned out to be Qin Qiao'er, who I hadn't seen for a long time.

She's lost a lot of weight. The pointed chin is more and more pointed, and the eyes are round and large. I remember the first time I met her. She was plump. Ruddy complexion. Her eyes are smart and jumping, and she is an extremely lively daughter-in-law.

But now I don't recognize her. The whole person reflected a kind of haggard when the oil was exhausted.

I blinked. It was found that the face in the mirror coincided with hers. How similar we are now.

She smiled softly at me. It was as if he knew I was awake early in the morning. Not surprising at all. "But you have to get up and sit down."

I nodded. She came up to me and lifted me up, and got a pillow for me to lean on. Then he asked me again. "It's better?"

I stared at her without saying a word. She reached over to my forehead. He frowned slightly. "Why is it still so hot? Yes or no, I didn't take any medicine. ”

I nodded. But he asked her again. "Where have you been these days. I have never seen you. ”

She tugged at the corners of her mouth. "Qiao'er is a small person. Naturally, it's firewood, rice, oil, and salt. However, I heard that the princess's record is extremely popular. "That said. But there was no excitement on her face. Even the smile was faint from beginning to end.

Now she doesn't have half of what she used to be. The whole person is as demure as a flower shining on the water. It's just that I don't have that heartfelt smile anymore.

The death of her husband. It was as if she had taken her heart away.

"It's also worth keeping in mind. Even though I have taken this country. What does it mean to a woman? "I stared blankly at a certain place. Said lightly. "What a woman wants. It's just the most ordinary and peaceful life in this world. But it's so hard. ”

There was a fluctuation in her eyes. But it's still faint. "Yes. It was a man's war. What's the matter with us? ”

Moment. She said suddenly. "The man who came from Kyoto that day was chasing after me. It must be Da Ling's enemy Jun Mochen. ”

I froze. Look up at her.

She asked again as if she were sure. "The princess has in her heart that he is the one who pretends to be. Right. ”

I wondered in my heart. Now the people of Daling think that Yan Yi and I are the right person. I always thought that Yan Yi was in my heart. But how she saw it.

She seemed to see what was going on in my heart. He chuckled. "The princess must be curious how I know. A woman's senses have always been accurate. The princess never looked back that day. But the look of panic on his face can't deceive people. And also. When he was about to enter Anyang. The princess wants to pull the horse. ”

I only paid attention to Jun Mochen at that time. I didn't expect her to observe so carefully.

I looked straight at her. Laughed. "You see it really."

"Actually, how the princess got sick. I can guess a few points. There are words. Priceless treasure is easy to obtain. It's rare to have a lover. The princess has always been an assertive person. If you really like someone. I can't go wrong. ”

She babbled on these generalities. I couldn't understand what she was saying. A puzzled frown.

But she turned and went to stir up the coals in the house. After a long time, he said again. "If you really meet that person. You should take advantage of it. The princess saved me. I can't bear the princess to suffer as much as I do. Qiao'er now wants to cherish it, but it doesn't become a ......"

Her hand in the tongs tinkered with the fire. But suddenly there was a subtle "zizi" sound. It was tears that fell into the fire and were dried in an instant.

I was stunned. Frozen in a daze.

Qin Qiao'er stayed with me for several days. Take care of me undressed. It's just that this time the illness is menacing. The high fever did not go away for days. It's been a long time coming. Even the whole person will collapse.

Seeing that it is about to be clear. The weather was raining incessantly. It is even more difficult to get better.

this day. Because it's raining outside. Qin Qiao'er went back early. There was silence in the room. Only the sound of light rain beating against the window lattice kept in my ears.

I finally couldn't help but roll over. The body is still weak and weak. I took a cloak and put it on. The body is still weak, as if walking among the clouds. It's easy to stagger to the window. Push the window open a bit.

Crisp air rushed in. The sound of rain suddenly became clear, mixed with thin raindrops hitting his face. Cool raindrops as soon as they touch hot skin. It's extremely comfortable.

Look around. Heaven and earth are clouded. Only a light rain fell. The sound of rain in my ears was overwhelming.

The raindrops kept making a splash on the ground. One flower after another. So small. Crystal lovely. It's just that after watching it for a long time, I can't help but feel a little dizzy. The body gradually collapsed. I can't stand on my feet, but I still don't want to go back.

The spring flowers in the courtyard have already bloomed. I didn't pay much attention. I haven't had time to take care of my long-term illness. At this point, the trellis is evacuated. After several days of rain, it was poured. Half of it had collapsed. Countless delicate flowers soaked in the rain. It's a pity.

The body shook. I hurriedly held on to the table in hand to stabilize my body. Finger touch. The things on the desk fell to the ground in a hula.

It turned out to be the pen, ink, paper, inkstone and the like that Yan Yi put here a few days ago. I laboriously picked them up one by one. Gently pick up the pen. Left and right are boring. After thinking about it, he slowly wrote on the paper:

Wind and rain. The ground is red. Wet floral. A little sad. However, the world is impermanent.

A gust of wind blew. Blow the sash back and forth. Squeak. Press the paper with something. After a moment's hesitation, he turned around and walked out the door.

This is the time of heavy wind and rain. As soon as he went out, he fought coldly. Step by step, I stepped into the courtyard. Countless icy rains fell on me. I don't care. Just go to the flower that has fallen to the ground.

Lift the trellis up with all his might. Done a simple process. so that they will not be destroyed again by this storm. But despite this, there are inevitably many petals left on the ground. Sink into the dirt. The ground is red. But there's no going back.

I gently picked them up one by one. Hold it in the palm of your hand. Wrapped in the placket. But I unconsciously shed tears. However, the world is impermanent.

I used to think more than once that I had caught happiness. It's just that in the end, it's just a sentence about the impermanence of the world. It is like this flower. Even though it is delicate and glamorous. But where can it withstand the ravages of wind and rain?

The flower stand that was just lifted up is swaying in a storm. I don't know how long it will take to survive this storm.

After a rain. The illness is getting worse and worse. The head is dizzy, and even the exhaled breath is hot. There are many layers of brocade quilts pressed on the body. But I still couldn't stop shivering.

Yan Yi's frontline is tight. It has not been for many days. Little did he know that as soon as he came, he would bump into me, fainting in the rain.

At this time, he was angry with the crowd in the room. "There are so many of you who can't cure her. Why is it burning more and more? ”

A Lang Zhong said cautiously. "The girl's disease has a tendency to gradually become tuberculosis. The small ones are also ......."

Yan Yi swept over with a sharp eye knife. Said angrily. "If she can't be cured today. Don't even think about living. ”

He had never been so domineering to people. Now Ling Jun is in need of people's hearts. It was the first time he had lashed out at everyone like this.

Those Lang Zhong trembled and prescribed a prescription to decoction the medicine. He strode over again and lifted me up from the couch. Said angrily. "Even if you hate me again. How can you joke with your own body. The Ling Tianyan I know is like this. An unhappy heart. and spoil yourself. ”

Timid.

I sneered. Push his grip away with all your might.

But because of the weakness of the body. Instead, he fell back on the couch. Suddenly dizzy. It took me a while to say. "You also think too highly of yourself. What else do you have to do with me right now? I'm dead right now, and what does it have to do with you? ”

Yan Yi's breathing suddenly became rapid. Said ruthlessly. "Good. Good one has nothing to do with me. I'm crazy to come and see you. Now I see that you are so good, why do you need to be healed. What does it have to do with me even if you die? If I care about you any longer, I will not be strict. ”

With that, he strode out. Out of the corner of his eye, he glanced at the window lattice, but suddenly paused. The next moment he turned and went past the window. I didn't know what he was going to do.

Until he picked up the paper in front of the desk by the window. I blurted out in a panic. "Don't look."

But it was too late. Yan Yi had already taken it in his hand and read it out mockingly. "Wind and rain. The ground is red. Wet floral. A little sad. However, the world is impermanent. ”

He laughed. Turn your head to look at me. "What a wet floral smell. A little sad. Ling Tianyan. You are pitiful for the impermanence of the world. ”

I'm ashamed. He clenched his lower lip hard. Squeeze a word out of the teeth. "Get out."

Yan Yi threw the piece of paper on the ground nonchalantly. Walked out the door. I collapsed on the couch with all my might. There was a pang of pain in my chest.