Outside the official Zixuan (1)
My surname is Shangguan, and for Daxiang, this is a surname that symbolizes the powerful, but for me, this is the beginning of all misfortune.
My grandfather was the chief imperial physician of the hospital on the spot, and for me, it is my life's goal to save the life and help the wounded like my grandfather, and for this reason, I can continue to study medical skills.
I have a younger brother, who is more important to me than my life, who is very beautiful, and for him, this is the source of all misfortune.
However, all the misfortunes are not as good as having a father who has lost his heart for power.
My aunt married Prime Minister Murong, so when I was young, I often had the opportunity to go to the Prime Minister's Mansion to play, so I met a lifelong friend, Murong Yao, this man who is like a mystery. There is also a lovely angel, her name is Murong Xun.
I remember the first time I met her, she was only four or five years old, wearing a pink dress, round and cute. I wished I could pinch the flesh off her face.
Later, we met, stayed together for nearly four years, and she gradually showed the appearance of a girl from a ball of flesh, her appearance, I can't forget it in my life.
We have been fond of drama since childhood, and we have also learned from the talented and beautiful women in the drama and made a lifelong promise.
We thought we could be together forever until disaster separated us.
In order to curry favor with the most powerful person in the Shangguan family, his father actually gave his younger brother to him. And in order to protect my most beloved brother, I hid him and took his place. Then I was treated inhumanely, so that I was no longer a man for the rest of my life.
I think that since then, my life has been completely in the dark. I didn't even want to see Xiao Sang, and when I saw him, I remembered the days I didn't want to think about the most. I don't even want to live.
My grandfather felt sorry for me, so he resigned from his position as a physician, took me out of this sad place, and began to take me around to relieve my heartache.
We have traveled to many places, collected many medicinal herbs, and saved many people, and when I thought that my wounds were about to heal slowly, when I thought that I was about to forget those many misfortunes, disaster befell me again.
Grandpa, someone killed him.
The person who killed the grandfather was a traitor to the Shangguan family, Shangguan Yan.
No one can cure his poison, including me.
After my grandfather died, I lost my complete sustenance. I returned to the capital alone, returned to the house where my grandfather lived, and studied the medical skills left by my grandfather, and I wanted to avenge my grandfather with my own hands.
I didn't go back to Xun'er, because I knew that I was completely unworthy of her, and I would never be able to fulfill my promise again. As painful as my heart was, and I wanted someone to comfort me, it would be more painful for me to let Xun'er know that I was so miserable than killing me.
Revenge has become my spiritual sustenance, but Shangguan Yan is as if he has disappeared from the world, and I can't find his whereabouts. However, it wasn't long before I was devastated by another piece of news.
Xun'er, on the way back to the countryside, met a bandit, she fell off a cliff with her mother, and her life and death are unknown.
I began to stay at home, forgetting to sleep and eat to learn medical skills, or Murong Yao dragged me out of the room, forced me to sleep, forced me to eat, to this day, I can't recall how I spent that time at that time.
The bitterness of my heart, who knows. And what others know is just the smiling miracle doctor, Shangguan Zisang. I don't even want to forgive him, even though I know that his heart may hurt more than mine.
Eight years have passed.
She came back when I was already desperate for life. The woman who had been more than my life has returned.
I recognized her from the first time I saw her. The change in her appearance is not only more beautiful, but also the temperament of the whole body is more cold, and I want to know what has happened to her in the eight years she has been missing.
However, she did not recognize me, and perhaps she had completely forgotten about me.
In this way, maybe it's okay.
But when she is in danger, I will still fight hard, no matter when, she is far more important than my own life, and I found that she was poisoned, which was the poison that caused my grandfather's death that year, and the poison of Shangguan Yan.
I began to be afraid, afraid that Xun'er would leave me like my grandfather.
I want to find out Shangguan Yan's whereabouts as soon as possible, I want to avenge my grandfather, I want to save her.
As soon as possible, my neglect of Xiao Sang is revenge on Xiao Sang, I am not as kind as I imagined, I suffered, as soon as I volunteered, but it was still for Xiao Sang. But what can't be denied is that Xiao Sang is very important to me, if I have the opportunity to choose again, I will still choose to save Xiao Sang without hesitation.
I didn't expect Murong Yao to arrange Xun'er by my side, I don't know if he understands, if this continues, I will only be more and more inseparable from her. But my heart was secretly rejoicing and resisting on the other.
If you can be with her, one more day is counted as one more day. If he forgets me, forget it, and think of it as a new acquaintance.
And Xun'er's appearance seems to ease my relationship with Xiao Sang, I think, Xiao Sang must also recognize Xun'er, but he didn't say anything.
I don't know if happy time always flies. Soon after, there was news of Xun'er's marriage to King Qin.
King Qin's military exploits are outstanding, and he is handsome, and he is the dream lover of countless girls in the capital. If Xun'er can marry him, she should be happy. For Xun'er, no matter what she does, all I can give is blessings.
But Xiao Sang doesn't seem to be able to accept this fact, in his heart, he has long regarded Xun'er as the key that can open my heart, how can this key be married to someone else?
Even if Xun'er gets married, for me, she is still my girl, as long as she speaks, I can't care about her affairs, although, I already have a faint feeling that Xun'er's identity doesn't seem to be so simple, but it only makes me want to protect her more.
If it weren't for what happened to Xiao Sang later, Shangguan Yingxue would probably never have understood why I hated her so much, just like I couldn't understand why she liked me.
Aside from her identity, Shangguan Yingxue is a good girl, but she should not be the daughter of the Shangguan family, and she was born with uncleanness.
For her entanglement, I can only use indifference to hurt her again and again, so that she can retreat. I can't hurt her grandfather because I hate her.
I didn't think about why Xiao San still couldn't escape the clutches of that demon even though eight years had passed. In fact, we should still be grateful to our crazy father, who let us fall into hell again, and life is worse than death.
Xiao Sang was once again given as a gift by our father to the beast in Shangguanye.
When we found him, he was already tortured and dying.
However, what I didn't expect was that the people from the Qin Palace's Mansion would come to the rescue. Probably, all of this is due to Xun'er.
Xiao Sang met a boy named Chen Yuzhi, and they had a good relationship, I could see it. Because when Xiao Sang had an accident, the pain on Chen Yuzhi's face was not faked.
After rescuing Xiao Sang, several times, I saw Chen Yu secretly crying, but when he was in front of Xiao Sang, he looked like a hippie smile, and he was often so angry that Xiao Sang just wanted to go crazy.
Chen Yuzhi treats Xiao Sang really well, I myself understand how happiness is hard-won, so for the emotions revealed between them, I chose not to see them, and I have no way to show them worldly prejudices. But I also know how far they still have to go, how much they cry.