But fortunately, he was just good to that child, and he was still indifferent to Concubine De.

I thought that Zhao Che had recovered, and he began to deal with government affairs, and he treated me as before, but I always felt that something had changed, but I couldn't say it.

One night, I heard him talking in his dream, and he called Nan Chuyi's name in his dream.

At that time, I knew what had become different, he fell in love with Nan Chuyi, and after Nan Chuyi's death, he finally found out that he was in love with Nan Chuyi.

I pretended that nothing had happened, and watched coldly as Zhao Che vacated the back seat, leaving it to the person who would never have appeared, he was doing what Nan Chuyi had inadvertently mentioned before, and he was thinking about that person in his own way.

The saddest thing was me, I lost to a dead man.

But I didn't despair, dead people are dead people after all, and I still have a lifetime to find Zhao Che's heart.

But as much hope as I have, so much disappointment will be.

The Queen Mother continued to stuff her niece to Zhao Che's side, I know that Zhao Che was disgusted in her heart, she was just perfunctory to this new woman who entered the palace.

Whether it is the niece of the Queen Mother or the biological mother of the Crown Prince, only I am the most favored woman in the palace. And the days are like a triangle of power, maintaining a basic balance, and the days are passing.

The first to break this balance was Hui Ping, a woman who looked five points similar to Nan Chuyi.

Zhao Che is very fond of this woman who only looks a little similar to Nan Chuyi, I began to feel panicked, the person who accompanies Zhao Che day and night is me, but in Zhao Che's heart, has it been completely occupied by Nan Chuyi, and there is no place for me at all?

No, I hate to admit it, it's true.

How long is eight years?

Although everyone knows that I am the most favored woman in the Purple Gold Palace, who knows about my loneliness? How ironic it is for me to hear the man next to my pillow calling another woman's name in my dreams every night!

I kept my eyes open and looked at the pitch-black top of the bed until dawn.

I know that the Queen Mother's martial arts are very good, and I know that as long as I say the wrong word, I may die on the spot, but I have to bite the bullet to please the Queen Mother, which is not torment for me?

I don't have any children, even though I've been married to Zhao Che for eight years, I still don't have children, which is an unspeakable pain in my heart.

Watching Zhao Zhi grow up day by day, my heart was irrepressibly jealous of Concubine De, why, why is she the only one who has children, why do I just have no children?

But the days are still going on day by day, although it is not very satisfactory, but this path is always my own choice, and I have no other way but to continue walking.

Murong Xun? Princess Qin? What is the identity of this woman? Why did she make me feel a deep crisis as soon as she appeared, I think I am not the only one who feels the crisis, Concubine Rou, Huiping, without exception, regard her as an enemy.

Zhao Che's gaze at her was so gentle, just like he once looked at me. The sunset that night was so charming, and in the twilight, the shadows of the two were next to each other, and the appearance looked so heavenly.

My heart ached, and I thought it was numb, but the moment I saw them together, the pain came so clearly.

When did they meet? How did they end up together? Where have we been? Will Zhao Che take her to the palace? Countless questions poured into my mind, I was like an ordinary little woman who ate her husband's vinegar, but I couldn't question my husband directly like an ordinary woman. My husband is not an ordinary person, my husband is an emperor.

I feel Zhao Che's affection for Murong Xun? Why, is it because of the song "National Style" on the Mid-Autumn Festival? Did he still use her as Nan Chuyi's stand-in?

But Murong Xun is the princess of Qin and his younger brother and sister, doesn't he care about ethics at all?

I designed Hui Ping to almost kill Murong Xun, but the result was beyond my expectations, Murong Xun did not die, His Majesty rushed to save her, and directly carried her to the Houyuan Palace.

Although the people in the palace didn't say anything, everyone seemed to know what it meant, and maybe I would have another sister.

Zhao Che looked for me, and he found out that I did all this, and she warned me. It was the first time he had treated me like this for the sake of another woman.

Just because of a stand-in.

It's just that Zhao Che doesn't know that the better he treats Murong Xun, the more jealous everyone will be, and I am not the only woman in the palace.

Soon, Murong Xun was framed by Concubine Rou's design. Watching them fight, why wouldn't I?

It's just that I didn't expect that Shangguan Zixuan suffered so much humiliation, and it made me think of some past events that I didn't want to recall, the reason why this child is like this is now is also my harm, I could have saved him, but I didn't.

It's not that I don't have remorse in my heart, it's just that after so many things have happened, what is left of the original innocence?

Murong Xun was framed, which made Zhao Che seem to realize how reckless he seemed to be, and his punishment for Concubine Rou was not very severe.

After the Queen Mother's birthday, Murong Xun returned to the Qin Palace.

Shouldn't I be glad for something like this?

But Zhao Che's attitude towards me has completely changed, and he is no longer as gentle to me as before. This man is like this, he is caring when he loves you, and cold when he doesn't.

I can understand Nan Chuyi's mood a little, and know how sad it is for my husband to love another woman!

After Murong Xun left, he came back. How did she get back? Why come back?

The prince's illness became more and more serious, almost threatening his life. And I only know that Murong Xun can often go in and out of Concubine De's bedroom, but Zhao Che is hiding all the prince's affairs from us, I think including the queen mother!

What is the relationship between Murong Xun and the crown prince?

I felt as if there were a myriad of questions haunting me.

The prince's illness was cured, and he could be as lively as an ordinary child. All this seems to have something to do with Murong Xun?

I feel more and more suspicious.

The prince is fine, but Murong Xun has disappeared magically. This time, I will never be happy at will, this elusive woman can completely ignore Zhao Che in her eyes, leave if you want, stay if you want. Perhaps, at some point, she will suddenly appear again.

Zhao Che came to see me less and less, on the contrary, he went to Concubine De's bedroom more and more often.

I began to sit in front of the mirror day by day and look at myself, is it because I am old, so Zhao Che doesn't love me? I touched my belly with regret, how nice it would be if I could have a child!

After that, the news of the death of King Qin and the martyrdom of Princess Qin came. From the moment I saw Zhao Che's face, I knew that this news was fake, at least Murong Xun's death was fake.

No matter what the conspiracy is, if Murong Xun can really never appear in my life again in the future, I will feel lucky.

I didn't pay attention to the princess who came to Yan Kingdom after that, can Zhao Che's eyes still accommodate other women?

But what I didn't expect was that the arrival of this woman would be the beginning of my tragedy.

She was actually favored by Zhao Che, this result was really unexpected by me, but I thought that it should be Zhao Che to deal with it for the sake of the relationship with Yan Guo, but I didn't expect that here Zhao Che would actually rest at Concubine Jin for three consecutive days.

But I'm also arrogant, even when Concubine Rou and Concubine Li went to see this new princess who had just entered the palace, I just sent some things.

However, I didn't expect that there would be a problem in the things I sent, I don't know who framed me, Concubine Rou, Concubine Li, Concubine Jin, she herself, it is possible, but what makes me cold is Zhao Che's distrustful gaze.

I also learned that I don't have children, just because the Queen Mother doesn't want me to have children, and she started framing me many years ago!

Who can understand my desolation and grief at that time!

I was framed one after another, but the one who seriously injured me was the emperor I took the trouble to snatch from others, and I only had a sneer, what a white-eyed wolf really raised.

As for Zhao Che's complete lack of maintenance for me, both in my expectation and in my unexpectedness, I thought, perhaps, he has begun to get tired of me.

I didn't expect the years in the cold palace to be so cold and lonely, and I was accompanied by only a concubine who had gone crazy.

But what made me unwilling was that one day a palace maid of Concubine Rou came to me and said that the Queen Mother had fallen, and when the Queen Mother fell, Nan Chuyi, Concubine Jin was Nan Chuyi! And the prince is Nan Chuyi's child!

Nan Chuyi is not dead, her son is still alive.

Why can she get what I can't get? Anyone can, but she can't. I want revenge, crazy revenge.

I arrested Concubine De and Nan Chuyi's child, and I asked him who he was trying to save. In fact, I was already ready to die, I knew that this was not my last move, my last move was to Murong Xun to taste it, and there was a feeling of retribution on my body.

I think that if there is no Zhao Che in my future life, my life will come to an end.