Outside the official Yuer (1)
I'm beautiful, and I've always been very aware of my charm. I can easily make countless excellent men fascinate me, and I can easily get what I want.
Among these men, the one who attracted me the most was a prince named Zhao Che, who was ambitious, ambitious, and talented, but unfortunately, he was not favored. As a prince, if you can't get the emperor's favor, everything is nothing.
No one can see your talent, and there is no place for your ambitions.
And when I met Zhao Che, it was when he was most frustrated. I admired his talent, admired his bearing, and it can be said that I accompanied him through the most depressed period of his life.
He said he wanted to marry me.
However, how can a down-and-out prince who has no power marry the most favored daughter of the Shangguan family?
I once asked myself, if at that time, don't think so much and follow Zhao Che desperately, then he won't have a chance to meet that woman, so will everything be different?
Soon, my beauty also attracted the attention of the prince, who wanted to propose marriage to my father, and he gladly agreed.
I forgot how I felt at that time, he was the crown prince, the king of the future, I was the queen of the future, am I happy?
I just remember when others congratulated me, why did I feel a vague melancholy in my heart?
I knew that my betrayal had hurt Zhao Che deeply, and he began to understand the impact of power on a person.
I don't know what kind of struggle he went through at that time, not long after I got engaged to the crown prince, he married Nan Chuyi with lightning speed.
Nan Chuyi's status brought Zhao Che unexpected benefits, he began to get the attention of the emperor, his talent was gradually recognized by officials, and he began to appear in front of everyone with a dazzling brilliance.
Naturally, all this aroused the jealousy of the prince, but he hid it well, and no one found out except me.
When I first met Nan Chuyi, I started to be a little jealous, she didn't give me the beauty. And it appears in a more flamboyant and confident posture. And the rumors of her love for Zhao Che have also spread all over the streets and alleys of Chang'an, and it is rumored that Zhao Che will no longer accept concubines for her.
Originally, all this should belong to me, what she can give him, in fact, I can give me.
But then I felt a little pity for this woman, from this woman's eyes, I saw that she really loved Zhao Che, but from Zhao Che's eyes, I saw that he didn't love her, he still loved me.
Later, I secretly found Zhao Che out and cried to him about my last resort and longing for him. He hugged me and said that he would never let me marry the crown prince.
I'm sure he will do what he says. This man will be mine.
I began to mention Zhao Che in front of the prince, intentionally or unintentionally, and successfully aroused this man's uncontrollable jealousy, and he began to find all kinds of troubles with Zhao Che.
Zhao Che was forced to fight back, but in the game between the two princes, the prince gradually fell behind. The officials of the court were all inclined to Zhao Che, and even His Majesty looked at Zhao Che differently, all of which made the prince feel a crisis, and he decided to take a risk.
I got the news from the crown prince that he wanted to attack Zhao Che when he was in the autumn season, but at that time, Zhao Che had already gone to the paddock, and I had no way to pass the news on.
I knew Nan Chuyi, and when I saw her, she was sewing a dress for Zhao Che, the appearance of a little woman. I don't think Zhao Che will ever love such a woman.
But soon, I realized that I was wrong, and after I told her the news that the prince wanted to harm Zhao Che, the determination and courage in her eyes exceeded my expectations.
I asked myself, at that time, for the sake of Zhao Che, did I dare to fight with my life?
However, Nan Chuyi did it. She left everything behind, took her gun, and rode towards the paddock. Looking at her heroic back, I began to panic, she has something that I don't have.
Perhaps, Zhao Che will really fall in love with her!
For the first time, I developed a deep jealousy of a woman.
I know that the prince will not be Zhao Che's opponent, and when I wait in the mansion, the prince is back, and he wants to take me with him.
But soon, I saw Nan Chuyi chasing after her, she was holding a silver spear in her hand, wearing a bright red battle armor, the blood on her body had not dried up, and her eyes were full of murderous aura.
This woman is so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off it.
The prince actually thought that he was taking him hostage, and he said that he had already discovered the relationship between me and Zhao Che. I began to worry if Nan Chuyi would take this opportunity to kill me.
She didn't, she saved me from the hands of the prince. Before I had time to be grateful, I saw Zhao Che coming in, and I subconsciously called for help, "Don't kill me!" ”
I saw the stunned gaze in Nan Chuyi's eyes, and I was startled by the anger in Zhao Che's eyes.
I think, I still won, Zhao Che loves me after all!
After that, Zhao Che just looked coldly at the woman who was born and died for him, and then hugged me and left.
I glanced back at the woman who was still in place, and once again felt sad in my heart, no matter how good this woman is, she loves a man who doesn't love her after all, this kind of woman is the saddest thing, isn't it?
I was so proud at that time that I had no idea that my sorrow at the moment would be for myself in the future.
Zhao Che successfully ascended the throne.
Nan Chuyi is the queen, and I have become Zhao Che's concubine, the concubine of the six palaces.
Although Zhao Che ascended the throne, all kinds of battles have never stopped, and the queen mother was impatient to take her niece into the palace, which was the concubine who would go crazy in the future. In order to stabilize the situation in the north, Zhao Che also took Concubine De into the palace.
But even so, I was the most favored woman. Zhao Che loves me alone.
However, the days are not perfect after all, and soon Concubine Duan was pregnant, but my stomach still did not move.
The power of the Huangfu family and the Elder Pavilion is still jealous of Zhao Che, Zhao Che is worried that if Concubine Duan gives birth to a son, the Huangfu family and the Queen Mother will make trouble and support this child as the emperor, what should be done!
Zhao Che's worries were completely unnecessary.
Because soon after Concubine Duan gave birth to the child, Nan Chuyi killed the child.
I didn't think that Nan Chuyi, this woman is so virtuous on weekdays, she has such a strong sense of jealousy, and she can't even tolerate Zhao Che's child, I'm very happy, fortunately, Concubine Duan gave birth to a child before me, and it also let us see Nan Chuyi's personality clearly, if my husband has a child, will I be the crazy person at this moment?
Nan Chuyi was beaten into the cold palace.
The back seat is vacant, I thought that Zhao Che would be crowned the queen, but he didn't say it for a long time, but I know that Zhao Che loves me, I can wait.
Concubine De spread the news that she was pregnant, and then even Nan Chuyi in the cold palace also spread the news. But it's just me, it's just me, and it's nothing.
The whole Nan family was not killed, and Nan Chuyi of the cold palace was also given to death by the Queen Mother with poisoned wine.
I thought I was completely free of threat in the Purple Palace, but I was wrong, and I found that my tragedy had only really begun.
On the night that Nan Chuyi was given death, His Majesty did not come back all night, according to the people in the palace, that night, His Majesty held Nan Chuyi's body and did not let go all night.
That night, Concubine De gave birth to a prince.
Later, His Majesty returned. When he came to my bedchamber, he barely looked at me, and I felt as if something was cracking. He's changed, I don't know where, but I found that he really changed.
A few days after Nan Chuyi's death, I found that Zhao Che had been distracted, he seemed to have lost his soul, and he was still gentle with me, but there was no me in his eyes at all.
I've been worried about him, but he doesn't listen to me anymore. I can't do anything.
After that, it was reported that Concubine De's child was seriously ill, and after that, Zhao Che seemed to be alive again, and he put almost all his energy on that child.