Su Hua sat at the table under her bed, the mirror was placed in front of her, holding eyeshadow in one hand, and drawing on her eyes with a brush without eyeshadow in the other.

The color she used took the most conservative and versatile earthy eyeshadow that would not be a problem, and finally orange blush, lipstick, etc., Su Hua's face was not bad, there was no need to sweep the shadows and highlights, otherwise there was a very strange and unnatural, as if the face was sprinkled with a layer of glitter, sparkling in the sun.

Su Hua collected his things and put them on his desk, and when they came over, it was quite unusual to see Su Hua putting on makeup.

"I don't like these things to smear on my face," Qian Duoduo reached out and took the eyeshadow on Su Hua's table while looking at it.

"We went to college, we are about to enter the society, makeup is necessary, some companies also specifically require employees to wear makeup, even if they don't wear makeup, it is best to put on lipstick, otherwise it will look colorless, and the whole person will seem to have not woken up, so this makeup is also necessary to learn in college, and practicing makeup in four years of college will save a lot of energy in the future."

"I still think these are troublesome," Qian Duoduo said, and touched the eyeshadow on it.

Su Hua smiled and took down the eyeshadow she bought from her hand, "I think it won't take much time for you to change this opinion, I used to too, I think these are very troublesome, it's better not to get anything, lipstick is like blood on the mouth, but lipstick is such a thing, once you start one, you will buy countless sticks, and if you don't wear lipstick, you feel like you are missing something on your mouth......"

Su Hua said very politely, and he couldn't find a flaw, but Qian Duoduo just didn't want to agree with her words, "I won't buy it even if I wear lipstick"

"It doesn't matter, makeup or not is a personal hobby," Su Hua said, "No one can force it, right!" ”

Qian Duoduo looked at Su Hua's face, felt that she had something to say, glanced at Su Hua, turned around to talk to a few other roommates, and found that several other roommates had lipstick, and Qian Duoduo only had a lip balm.

The lip balm was applied to the mouth, looking at the oily glitter, as if she hadn't wiped her mouth after eating, and when she looked at Su Hua, the lipsticks she bought were all matte and velvet, and the lipsticks were so temperamental and complexion that she immediately put it up, and the whole person felt different.

Qian Duoduo took the lipstick of the roommate next to him, "I'll try it"

"Use it! My lipstick is orange red, very skin-friendly."

Qian Duoduo sat in her place and began to wipe her lipstick, she wiped her lipstick, looked at the people in the mirror, and felt that the orange lipstick lined her whole person white, and she seemed to look better.

No wonder Su Hua said that to her just now, she had already thought of wanting to buy lipstick, but she said those words in front of Su Hua just now, I was afraid that if I bought lipstick, I would slap myself in the face, Qian Duoduo returned the lipstick to her roommate, so I couldn't help but search for the lipstick on the online shopping website, and finally I couldn't help but put down an order and asked for a medium lipstick of fifty yuan.

was said by Su Hua and said by Su Hua, she didn't live for Su Hua, why should she care about her opinion, Qian Duoduo comforted himself like this.

"By the way, do we have a class this afternoon?" Su Hua asked.

"Hmm"

"What time is class?"

Su Hua didn't know very well, the girl who lived next to Su Hua said, "I arrived before six o'clock"

"Do you know where the classroom is?"

Several of them shook their heads, "I don't know, I guess we have to go to class half an hour early to see where the classroom is."

Su Hua felt the same, and she sent a message to Shen Shiyu, "Do you know where your classroom is?" ”

"I don't know yet" replied.

"I don't know, it seems that we should go and look for it in advance"

"Are you coming out now?" Shen Shiyu came back over there.

Su Hua climbed into bed, it was only three or four o'clock now, and she had just eaten and felt sleepy, "I want to sleep without sleep, you don't have to wait for me when you go out, we are not in the same department, our teaching building will definitely not be together anymore, I can go with other roommates to find a classroom"

Shen Shiyu thought about it for a while, and used his mobile phone to give her back.

Su Hua was lying on the bed and sleeping, and several other people also climbed into bed, some were watching movies with their mobile phones, some were chatting with their boyfriends, and some went to do the laundry, in short, they were all busy with each other, and no one was involved, but Su Hua felt that he might not be too popular.

Roommates are not silent when they watch TV and talk, Su Hua has no relationship, and he can still sleep in this messy environment.

She was afraid that she would oversleep, so she set an alarm clock and slept for an hour.

Su Hua fell asleep in a daze, the alarm clock rang, she opened her eyes and was stunned for a while, the bedroom was filled with the smell of rice, Su Hua slept and her stomach was also hungry, she glanced down, several roommates had already bought things and came back to eat, she didn't know anything, and it was only five o'clock when she looked at her watch.

She got out of bed by herself, went to the kitchen to buy food by herself, felt a little greasy on her face, remembered that she had also put on makeup, she originally wanted to try her own skills, and now it felt good, Su Hua picked up the mirror and looked at her face without makeup, at least it proved that the cosmetics were still long-lasting, she took out the makeup remover and removed all the makeup on her face.

I went to the sink outside to wash my face, and when I came back, I smeared water and cream, and I didn't need to touch the sunscreen, anyway, there was no ultraviolet rays outside when it was dark, so she patted her face and let the skin care products on her face fully absorb.

There is no bathroom in their dormitory, and the bathroom and sink are all outside, and when she went to the sink just now, there were quite a lot of people inside, most of them were washing clothes and shoes.

She went out to the outside, there were a lot of students outside, looking at the energetic and young students around, Su Hua seemed to have returned to her student days, at that time she first arrived at the university, and her mother would accompany her, not that she relied on her mother, but she went to school at home, and never went out, and when she went to the outside environment, she was inevitably at a loss, she was afraid that she would get lost and couldn't find a place, and her mother was also worried that she would be deceived away, so she went over with her, sent her to the school to register, and left in a hurry, At that time, she wanted her mother to stay with her for the night, but her mother was shy in the face of the other roommates, so she just left.

It's like the next day, I want to go back to the past, but the past time is in the past, and I can't go back if I want to go back, people are what I look forward to, and it's also for the future life, all the efforts now are for the future, is it important now! Unimportant.

I just hope that I will not change my original intention, move forward bravely, and don't follow the old path again.

Su Hua was afraid, if she hadn't met Helian, would she still have achieved nothing, Su Hua felt that she was really a failure, she just wanted a broken robot, her body was not controlled by the brain, for example, her biggest problem was procrastination, and ubiquitous irritability, unable to calm down and do something, she was not as beautiful as she is now, she was admitted to a book, she only took a junior college, in the junior college, she still didn't study well in class, either playing with her mobile phone or sleeping, resulting in a semester down, I don't know what I've learned.

I still remember the first time she left the campus, she was financially independent, in the space of her classmates, watching them put on wedding dresses one by one and enter the marriage hall, thinking about her messy appearance, Su Hua herself felt that she was simply terrible, she had nothing, even the least money, she couldn't even take care of her own food and clothing, she was already a complete bad person, she didn't want to show weakness, her salary was half more than her, and she also said that she had to buy a house by herself, which was really a big joke.

Relatives and friends don't know how to laugh at her behind her back, Su Hua's favorite thing is to go home, she is most afraid of going home now, when it comes to going home, her parents at home ask her how much money she earns, her wallet is not only empty, but also owes a lot of money to others, she can't even solve the problem of food and clothing, she is afraid of this kind of life, and wants to improve the situation, but in the next second, she will relax, comfort herself and say, forget it! There is still time to be afraid of anything.

What she wants, the road is already known, but if she doesn't move forward, she doesn't whip herself, who else whips herself, everyone else has their own lives, even their parents have their own lives, no one cares.

Age, money, and all kinds of things are pressed on herself, if she has an illness at that time, I'm afraid she will look down on her, she is really afraid of this kind of life.

It's not that she didn't fight for a life but was trapped in the cage she gave herself, she just can't get out of this strange circle, is she really unable to do it? It's not that she did it, she is far more powerful than she imagined, but she doesn't regress herself, as the teacher often says, some students just go backwards in less than three days, and finally there is no way to retreat, Su Hua's job at that time couldn't support her at all, she didn't even have the courage to change her job, she didn't know what else she could do if she left this job, she also looked for a lot of jobs before, but she was fired within a few months, she was afraid and began to doubt herself, She can't get a job that won't dismiss her, so she cling to it, this job is a lot of room for progress, more work to get more money, she doesn't work hard, let herself become indispensable, let her progress space all suppressed, she is lazy, self-cutting off her own back road, why choose this job, what do you like, comfort or huge room for progress, she did not think about success, step by step promotion, but thought about mixing up the experience first, and it is easy to find a job after having experience, such a lazy idea, cut off her time for a few years.

As long as she finds a way to get out of this strange circle, her future is still limitless, compared to the newcomers, her ability is obviously higher than theirs, and she feels that it is impossible for her to do something by herself.

For example, when she first started typing, she couldn't type 1,000 words in an hour, and after practicing for a while, she went from only typing a dozen or twenty words a minute to 60s, 70s, and even almost 90 words, and she also changed from an hour to 2,000 words and 3,000 words.

Although her speed has increased, but after a period of time, she has regressed from an hour to two thousand, more than a thousand words an hour, not that she can't do it, but that she doesn't want to do it.