Until I was eighteen years old, my life was carefree, I was a noble lord, my father was very fond of me, and the days were dreamy and full of expectations for me.

For any girl, what she is looking forward to in the boudoir is her future husband, and I will not be an exception, I hope that my Yushu Linfeng, Yushu Lanzhi, he does not need to be rich, but we have to talk endlessly, and we have to talk endlessly, and we can't end the friendship.

But my life has completely changed since the day I was eighteenth birthday, and it has changed completely since I met Zhao Ling.

Things have to start with the Queen Mother's birthday, the Queen Mother's birthday is approaching, and my father sent me to Chang'an to celebrate the Queen Mother's birthday. I have a well-behaved personality and are clever, and I am very pleasing to the Queen Mother, who kept me by her side to serve.

I have a clever personality, and I don't pose a threat to the ladies in the palace, so everyone likes me a lot, and often there are maidens who come to me to say something considerate for a while.

The Queen Mother has a curly dog by her side, and the Queen Mother likes it very much, and I also like this cute little guy. One day, the little guy suddenly disappeared, if the Queen Mother found out, the Queen Mother must be very angry, the people in Fengqi Palace were in a hurry, so they left some people to come down to serve, and brought some people to look for it.

Soon, I heard its bark, I followed its bark to find it, in a field of flowers, I found the figure of a young man, the boy was holding a puppy in his arms, the puppy seemed to like him very much, lazily lying in his arms, this is the first time I have seen a puppy close to someone other than me and the Queen Mother.

But it's very strange, why are there men outside of His Majesty in the harem?

As if he had noticed my presence, he looked back at me and said, "Are you looking for this little guy?" ”

The young man's eyebrows are handsome, and there is a faint nobility on his body, which is completely different from the coldness and domineering of His Majesty, the appearance of the young man is so consistent with the appearance of the husband in my imagination, for a moment, I felt my heart throb, strange, how could I have such feelings for a man I had only met once?

"Can you give it to me?" I said to him, I was a little afraid to look into the boy's eyes, his eyes were so bright, but so lonely and sad.

The young man touched the fur on the puppy's back, and then returned the little guy and said, "Maybe it is the only one in the Purple Gold Palace who can take care of me!" ”

I was stunned for a moment and said, "How so? If you can, I'll talk to you in the future! After saying that, I regretted it, wouldn't it seem too unreserved to say this.

The young man's eyes lit up for a moment, but they went out again in an instant, "I don't need it!" The boy left in a hurry.

"Hey!" What a strange man.

A palace man came over and took the puppy from my hand, and the palace man looked at me and said cautiously: "It would be better for the county lord to have less contact with the Seven Princes in the future!" ”

"The Seven Princes!" I was taken aback, glanced at the back of the young man leaving, and said, "It turns out that it is Zhao Ling, the Seventh Prince, over there!" I also know the worries of the palace people, because on the day of the queen mother's birthday, although it was very hidden, I still heard some news about Zhao Ling's mother Concubine Chen wanting to rebel against Zhao Ling as the emperor, because of this incident, Concubine Chen was given to death, but for the sake of Zhao Ling not knowing about this matter, Zhao Ling was not punished, and since this incident, everyone has avoided Zhao Ling, afraid of trouble.

No wonder his eyes were so lonely and lonely.

I am not afraid of contact with Zhao Ling, on the contrary, I hope to be able to have more contact with him, I hope to be able to talk to him to resolve the sorrow in his heart, I hope to look at this young man's bright eyebrows, that's all.

I began to slow down the Queen Mother to find Zhao Ling secretly, at the beginning, he was very defensive of me, not salty or light, but gradually began to be able to say a few words to me, I don't mind his coldness, and being able to be with him also makes me feel very happy.

On that day, I went to look for Zhao Ling as usual, but I didn't see him in the courtyard, strangely, I went to his bedroom, he was sick, with a fever, covered with cold sweat, but no palace people went to call the imperial doctor.

"How are you?" I said worriedly, a little overwhelmed, "I'm going to go to the Imperial Doctor now!" ”

"Don't!" Zhao Ling grabbed my hand and said, "Don't! ”

"Why?" I said in surprise and touched his forehead, "You're having a fever, you're going to die if you go on like this!" ”

"I said, I don't need a doctor!" Zhao Ling said firmly.

"But...... But ...... "When I wanted to say something more, Zhao Ling fainted."

What now? I didn't have the experience of taking care of patients, I hurriedly brought cold water, took care of Zhao Ling for a whole night, and when it was almost dawn, his fever finally subsided. I was relieved, but I was also exhausted and lay on the side of Zhao Ling's bed.

When I woke up again, I was already lying on Zhao Ling's bed, I was taken aback, and when I turned my eyes, there was no figure of Zhao Ling everywhere.

I found Zhao Ling in the courtyard, he was sitting in the courtyard tightly wearing a single coat, and I said from behind: "Your fever has just receded, how can you wear so little to blow the wind here!" ”

He glanced back at me, his eyes were a little more grateful, and there was no longer the same coldness as before, "Thank you!" ”

I smiled faintly and said, "Nothing! In fact, I was very happy.

I didn't go back overnight, but the people in Fengqi Palace didn't react, and the Queen Mother didn't say anything, I knew that my relationship with Zhao Ling would not be hidden from the Queen Mother, and I didn't plan to hide it from her.

Since the Queen Mother didn't ask anything, I didn't plan to explain anything, I just went to see Zhao Ling more generously in the future, and the relationship between me and Zhao Ling was innocent, and I didn't need to be ashamed.

When I went to see Zhao Ling again, I found that there was an extra palace maid in Zhao Ling's palace, this palace maid was different from those bold palace people in his palace who deliberately ignored him, although she was silent, but she was sincerely concerned about Zhao Ling, Zhao Ling said, this girl is called Ziyan, and he rescued her from the laundry bureau.

My relationship with Zhao Ling has completely changed, he is no longer defensive against me, but began to completely open his heart, and we began to talk about everything, about dreams, about life, about the future.

We begin to think about our own future, and we all have each other's presence in our future. He said that he could ask nothing but His Majesty to give me to him in marriage, and I could wait for the day to come.

For him, I accompanied him through the darkest period of his life.

But I didn't expect that bad luck would befall me so quickly before I had time to taste the happiness.

Da Xiang and Yan Guo only want to be friendly, and I am the one who was chosen to be friendly.

Fate is so ironic and cruel, after I know my lover, fate is to arrange for me to marry an old man who is dying.

I think my father loves me so much, and regards me as a pearl in the palm of his hand, she will never agree to marry an old man, but the result is often beyond my expectations, my father himself came from the fiefdom to see me in the Zijin Palace, his hair was half white, and he said that he begged me to go and kiss.

I know that if I disrespect the will, it will not only affect me, but also my elderly father and my family, but how should I explain it to Zhao Ling?

I chose silence and weakness, I didn't go to see Zhao Ling again, this matter has not been announced, Zhao Ling still doesn't know, he doesn't understand the reason for my sudden change of attitude, perhaps, he also thinks I'm the same as those people before, will he hate me? The thought of him hating me sends chills all over my body.

Soon, it was the day of me and my relatives, Zhao Ling still knew about it, and on that day, he rode a horse and chased behind the sedan chair.