(Girls' Literature)

I never felt like this quiet.

When you open your eyes every day. What appeared in front of me was the picture of a hundred children on the top of the tent. The temple was silent. The incense candles next to the bed were only a pool of candle tears.

I'm the most afraid of the dark. At first, I thought I would be scared. But now I just feel tired. Fall asleep at night with a pillow. When you open your eyes, the sky is bright. There's no time to be afraid. It's just that I don't even know where this tiredness comes from.

There was no sound of palace people waiting to wash up. There is no Rulan teasing the bored son on the side. The room came and went only with the sound of its own empty footsteps.

It's so quiet. It was as if I could hear the sound of the sun moving.

Isolation in general.

Someone brought food. And when he had eaten, he sat down in the temple. A book doesn't turn a page in the morning. If you are sleepy, it doesn't matter if you are on the couch or on the chair. Fall asleep. There was no one on the left and right. The spring cold is often awakened by freezing. Look around or be alone.

The palace gate was empty. Occasionally, one or two palace people walked over with their heads down. Decent. Feet up and down. There wasn't even a sound of footsteps.

There is only day and night left in the Lingxi Palace.

The broken piano has not been cleaned up. I'm afraid that once I touch that string. The past is not stopped. Don't dare to think about it or move around. There is too much Jun Mochen's aura left in this palace. One more step will stir up a memory that is dormant somewhere.

Because of Jun Mochen. No one dared to take a rash step into the Spirit Rhino Palace. Only the peach still comes to see me from time to time. She's older. It's not like it used to behave like before. Become steady and know how to advance and retreat. The words gradually became smooth and clear. But I can't get back the feeling of talking funny before.

I didn't think without irony. Another innocent person is going to be buried in this palace.

When Zhuang Yi's side came in. I was drowsy with a book in my arms. The sun shines perfectly. Sprinkled all over the face. It's really relaxing.

Suddenly the sun was obscured. I looked up in displeasure, and I saw Pin'er standing in front of me, squatting down at me. "Slaves and maids see the concubine Niangniang. The concubine is well. ”

I sat up straight. "Why are you here?"

Pin'er said. "My mother misses you. It's not good again. You are comfortable reading in the sun. We're going to die in a hurry. ”

"What do you say?" I immediately got up from my chair. "Is there something going on with my sister?"

Pin'er said. "The Queen Mother suddenly sent someone to the palace today to take Yuyin away. The mother is in a hurry. Go and beg the emperor. The emperor didn't say anything there. There is really no way to go to heaven and no way to go to earth. "Because I'm in a hurry, Pin'er speaks much faster. Speaking of indignation, he stomped his feet unevenly. "I don't know what's wrong with the good guys. For no reason, it is not called raising. You don't know how the lady treats the princess with her heart. It's really a porridge and a meal, all of which have done my mother's thoughts. But isn't this tearing people's hearts now? The mother's body is not good. Then I have to get sick again. ”

I was stunned. Immediately put away the book and walked out of the palace. His eyes were full of fire.

Although Jun Mochen was extremely protective of me that night. But one of his snubs in the palace was like a wind. Where can I hide it. At this time, there are many people in the palace who want to make a knife on our sisters.

What's even more chilling is Jun Mochen's ignorance. All he said was that he was wounded. How have I ever been so good? I'm sorry for him. It's just the two of us. But he implicated innocent people. It's okay to be like a lan. But Yuyin is his flesh and blood. It's a little kid. He was also really ruthless.

Children are not raised by their mothers. Do you still want to be used by him as a pawn to hold down Zhuang Yi?

The atmosphere in the Frost Palace was particularly depressing. There was not a single attendant in the temple. Standing at the door of the temple. Zhuang Yi's weak sobbing sound came. I turned around and waved my hand. Signaling that she didn't have to follow up. Pin'er will understand. Nodding slightly, he turned and stepped back.

Zhuang Yi sat in front of the couch. Because of the spring. She was dressed only in a green bedgown. Thin layers of clothing cover the body. It looks more thin and slender on the shoulders. A thin sob, accompanied by a shaking of the shoulder, came clearly into the ears.

I called softly. "Sister."

Zhuang Yi's body was stunned. He hurriedly wiped two handfuls on his face. only to turn around. "Why are you here?" He frowned again as he spoke. "It's warmer, though. But it's not a dog summer, after all. Why don't you take care of your body like this? Wear it so thinly. Carefully sick. ”

I looked into her red eyes from crying. I have mixed feelings. Qiang laughed to himself. "It doesn't matter. He was in the palace to bask in the sun. It's very warm. ”

Zhuang Yi sniffed and said. "Then you should wear something thicker, too. That's not going to work. Anyway, I have to reduce my clothes after Qingming. Spring covers autumn frost. The statements of the ancestors are always correct. ”

I nodded in silence.

On the way here, I have a stomach full of words to say. At this point, I felt the need to say nothing. Zhuang Yi has never been a person who needs to be comforted by others. Mine doesn't need to be said. She has her own eyes and ears in the palace. I must have known it for a long time, so I don't need to say more. If you don't know. Why should I say more? There's no one more to worry about.

After a while. Only then did I hear Zhuang Yi hesitate. "You're doing these days."

Listening to her tone, she already knew what I was doing. I'm not shy about being generous. "I can eat and sleep. There's nothing bad about it. ”

Zhuang Yi sighed. Reach out and tuck the broken hair from my ear behind my ear. "Know you're suffering. Don't be stubborn in front of me. I'm your sister. If you don't tell me about the pain, who else can you talk to? ”

It's weird to say. I've been alone in the Spirit Rhino Palace for so many days. The pain was extreme, and the injury was extreme, but there were no tears. When it hurts, sleep for a while. When I woke up, I still read a book and basked in the sun. Those pains were buried in my heart as quiet as a tomb. I thought I had let go.

But at this moment. Zhuang Yi said. A small gesture made me disappear for a long time, and the tears were about to pour out again. The grievances in my heart are just waiting to cry with her.

But......

I forced a forced smile. Suppress the tears that welled up in your eyes. "I'm fine. Sister don't worry. But the sister who was involved lost Yuyin. I...... I really don't have the shame to come to see you. ”

Zhuang Yi held my hand and tightened it unconsciously. The look in his eyes suddenly became fierce. "My daughter. No one wants to take it away. Even Jun Mochen can't. ”

I looked at the determined look in her eyes. He was speechless in a daze. Zhuang Yi has always been so clear. There are people and things to guard. But on the other hand, I am only resigned. Weak and incompetent.

Long. Zhuang Yi's expression softened. My wrist hurt from her grip and started to redden.

Zhuang Yi Road. "So far. You can also see Jun Mochen's ruthlessness. Don't point at him. It is important to make a good life and find a way out for yourself. Now Rulan is involved. After all, our Ling family is sorry for her. If we have the chance, we always have to make it up to her. ”

Thinking of Rulan, her heart suddenly throbbed for a while.

Zhuang Yi leaned closer to me. lowered his voice. "The disaster in Koto is under control. It's just that it's not in favor of Yan Yi. ”

I was puzzled. How did he say that? Now that the disaster is under control. How can it be unfavorable to Yan Yi.

Zhuang Yi continued. "Lingchuan is considered a 'lonely person' in Jiangdong, and it is isolated left and right. Yan Yi couldn't find a way to help. That's what Jun Mochen wants. He waited until the people's hearts were at their most unstable. The allocation of grain for disaster relief has won the hearts of the people in one fell swoop. Now Yan Yi is already struggling in Lingchuan. ”

I was shocked to hear this. Said in a hurry. "So what now. It seems that Jun Mochen is determined to take back Jiangdong. ”

"For the sake of today...... Zhuang Yi's fingers tapped on the back of my hand. Suddenly, he came over. "Only by taking the initiative may have a chance to survive. If you continue to stay in Jiangdong, you will only be trapped by Jun Mochen and sit and wait to die. Rather than doing this, it's better to give it a go. ”

I turned my head to look at Zhuang Yi's face. "Take the initiative."

Zhuang Yi nodded calmly.

"But now the situation in Jiangdong is grim. Everywhere in the world regards Yan Yi as a chaotic minister and thief. We have no food or grass, no soldiers and horses, and no people's hearts, and we don't even have the right time and place. How this battle is fought. "I'm anxious. That's all. The ending was already predicted before the fight.

Zhuang Yi held my hand tightly. "Jiangdong has always been a thorn in Jun Mochen's side. Sooner or later, he will get rid of it sooner or later. The situation today. If we continue like this, we will wait for him to catch the turtle in the urn. Maybe it can be ruined or resurrected. ”

Once a woman is ruthless, she is determined. Not inferior to men's at all. But if there is a man to love and have a gentle life. What woman is willing to be ruthless and determined to take the world?

"Pour your face." Zhuang Yi looked at me. The expression was more serious than ever. "Victory or defeat is here. I've long since put life and death on the line. I don't want to live such a life of being bullied and admired. I want to live a life where I don't have to worry about it. I want Yuyin to be by my side. Earn a good future for her. Marry the best man in the world. And not as it is now. Everything is a last resort. Even his own daughter can't bear to be happy. What's so fun about a day like this? When is the first time? ”

The heart was beating violently. I can't hold it back. It seems that the next moment will pop out of the throat. There was a strong impulse there.

I thought of Jun Mochen's vows and the palm he raised high and waved hard at my face. Broken strings. His eyes were disgusted. Rulan's tears and lonely departing figure. The calculations of the concubines.

All sanity finally collapsed in an instant. Now I have nothing to worry about.

I nodded heavily. "I put life and death aside. Bo this one. ”

Two slender hands clasped together. Trembling slightly from nervousness and excitement.

We all know that the chances of victory are slim to none. But he is still willing to fight desperately. Zhuang Yi is because of the person he wants to protect. And me. But it was because of this Miyagi that I was completely injured.

I had a strong urge to destroy it.

Coming out of the Zhuang Yi Palace. I suddenly felt a little sad again. Jun Mochen and I finally came to the point of exhaustion. So. All possibilities have become impossible. Those misunderstandings don't matter anymore. It doesn't matter if he knows it or not.

Because. It really doesn't matter anymore.