(Girls' Literature)

Jun Mochen stood up. I didn't bother to give even a single expression on my face. The voice was cold. It's like a nightmare. "It's just a girl. There's something to sweep your face. You only have two options today. acquaintances. Go back and continue to be your concubine. If you continue to entangle. You don't have to go to Fukudo. The cold incense hall is also made. If Lan is not there, if she is lonely. It's not difficult for Concubine Yi to accompany you. ”

His face turned pale little by little.

My heart cooled down little by little.

He really knew my weaknesses very well. I know that I care most about Zhuang Yi and Rulan. and they used them to threaten me.

Could it be that if I reluctantly abandon one of them, I would be compromising with him? What's the point?

Jun Mochen was disgusted with me. He wouldn't let me go at all because of my pleas. But what about Rulan.

Man. When tenderness arises, I can't wait to bring you the best things in the world. But if the heart is ruthless. I don't even care if you live or die.

But his words gave me a wake-up call. In addition to Rulan, there is also Zhuang Yi. We are all one, pulling together and moving the whole body. Jun Mochen knows this well.

How did you escape?

Can't escape.

Rulan and Zhuang Yi are both my sisters. They are all the few relatives I have left in Ling Kingdom. As if left and right. After all, it's not complete.

His eyes filled with tears. Helpless.

Jun Mochen didn't look at me anymore. Impatiently. "Why haven't people arrived?"

Qi Fu said busily. "Master Ning has been waiting in the side hall for a long time. Please come in. ”

I was stunned. He called a man to sleep. Sure enough, it's an unintentional person. I thought he would at least be sad and sad. But he turned his head and summoned the woman next to him as if nothing had happened.

He has three thousand beautiful women in weak water. It has picturesque mountains and rivers, and a land of thousands of miles. Possess supreme majesty.

But me. There is no country and no home. There are no parents and no family. Only him.

Now even he is lost.

There was a faint pain in my heart.

Qi Fu said. "Concubine Niangniang. I'm afraid it's inconvenient for you here. The minion will send you back to the palace. ”

I pulled at the corners of my mouth self-deprecatingly. How ironic. My own husband was with another woman. It's inconvenient for me to stay.

Now I really don't have any face. Just put it all aside. Rushed forward and grabbed Jun Mochen's clothes tightly. Crying. "Ask the emperor to take back his fate. The minions are willing to be punished. It's all the minions' fault. The minions are guilty of a heinous ......"

Jun Mochen struggled hard. But I dragged it tightly. You can't break it off. Sidewalk. "Look at what you look like now. For the sake of a palace maid, I want to die or live. Do you still have the appearance of a concubine? ”

It was in his eyes. Is the honor of the concubine more important than a human life? What's more, Rulan is not a palace maid.

Yes. That's what he is. The way a king ought to be. Majestic and cold. And not the tenderness of the time with me.

I ignored it. "Your Majesty...... The emperor is the fault of the minions. It's all the minions' fault. I hope you will reclaim your destiny......" face his iron face. I can't do anything about it. I only hope that he will still remember the past. Take care of it. Don't implicate Rulan. She has suffered a lot because of me. She can't bury her whole life anymore.

The eunuch of the back palace hesitated outside the door. "Your Majesty. Mrs. Ning arrived. ”

Jun Mochen impatiently shook me off. "If you take her seriously. Then you should go and ask for a stranger. That's her husband. Ask me what to do. ”

I fell to the side. His face froze like that.

He's really hard-hearted. No matter how much I ask for it, it won't work.

Jun Mochen turned his head and rushed to the people outside the door. "Don't come in yet."

The voice was full of eagerness. Immediately, the injured body was completely skinless. He was in such a hurry to drive me away.

See how determined he is. I was already disheartened. It's useless to know what's going on. I bit my lip and stood up from the ground. Gripping his trembling fingers tightly. Squatted down at him. "Slave, thank you for the emperor's grace. The minions retired. ”

After speaking, I didn't look at Jun Mochen. Silently turned away.

The moment when I turned my back. Tears welled up.

Jun Mochen's ruthlessness and indifference. I've seen it for a long time. This person is dangerous. Indifferent. But I just believe that he is the best man in the world. Was it because I had been soaked in his tenderness for so long that I forgot about those pains?

The woman who was wrapped in a brocade quilt carried by the eunuch staggered past me. It was as if something was shattered in the ears and could never be restored.

The women of the harem are often like meat on the board. For people to pick and choose. There will never be a right to autonomy.

Once upon a time, the mother said. Even if you marry a horseman, it is better to have a hasty life than to fight in the deep palace palace for a lifetime. But what am I now? is in the deep palace as someone else's concubine. I was the kind of person I hated the most.

Come to think of this. Suddenly, a wave of nausea came back from the bottom of my stomach. I crouched down the steps and retched. But he couldn't spit out anything. The spring is cold. The night breeze is bleak. The body trembled. The face is red, swollen and painful. With hair dishevelled. Abandoned.

I laughed self-deprecatingly. Ling Tianyan. Look at the man you once loved. Look at what you've done to yourself.

Love and men. Sure enough, it is the most unreliable thing in the world.

Rulan hugged me beside her. When they saw me, they couldn't help but cry. "Sister. Let's go back. ”

I smiled wryly at her. But he couldn't say half a sentence. I'm sorry for her for too many things. Now she can't even keep her happiness.

I'm really useless.

Qi Fu came out of the temple. Tong Rulan lifted me up from the ground. ". The minions prepared their steps. Ask someone to take you back to the palace. ”

I leaned weakly against Rulan. Shake your head gently. "No need. Let the emperor know that it doesn't bother you. ”

Qi Fu opened his mouth. Bite one's tongue. I didn't bother to ask him anything more.

Doesn't he love to see me depressed and miserable now? If I did what he wanted, he would have made me better.

All the strength in his body was drained. almost relied on Rulan to reluctantly return to the palace. Standing in front of the palace gate, looking at the plaque of "Lingxi Palace" on it. Mixed feelings for a while. I can't wait to go up and tear up the plaque and stomp it a few times.

The palace was quiet. The floor of the room was still littered with the broken piano, and the candle flame was dim. There was a hint of desolation.

Piano breaks. Affection.

Jun Mochen is so ruthless. After all, it was my fault in the first place. I was helpless. But Rulan shouldn't be involved.

I set my mind. Hold her hand and turn back to look at her. "Rulan. Shall I send you out of the palace? If you are not in front of you, they will naturally not use you as a raft every day. Tuck the broken hair from his sideburns behind his ears and choked. It's me who is sorry for you. Pulled you into what you are now. I can't ask Jun Mochen to take back his life. It's my sister who doesn't use ......."

"Sister, what are these words?" Rulan began to weep. "What if I leave the palace, sister. This is a disobedience. It's going to be killed. Not to mention the eldest princess. Rulan can't call my sister to endanger you and the eldest princess for me. ”

But where can I take care of the others now? You can only take one step at a time.

Rulan hung her head. Instead, he comforted me. "Sister, don't worry. There's always a way. What's more, Limo has not yet married a wife. I didn't have anything to do with it. It's just to be a girl. ”

I knew she was comforting me. If you really want to. Then why did you cry so sadly?

I was both relieved and sad. Gently pressed on her hand. "I remember you told me. People live in other people's mouths. You think of yourself as a maid. But others don't think so. To be a concubine is to be unable to hold your head up for the rest of your life. A lifetime of looking up to people's noses. What's more, it's a lot worse than a concubine. ”

Rulan smiled bitterly. "It doesn't matter what people say. Don't you still have to live? Again. People like me. If you live in the mouth of others, I am afraid that I will have chewed it to death. That's a good thing now. Rulan has been by her sister's side since she was a child, if she is out of the palace, how can she live without relatives. It's better to be in the Away Mansion. At least it's enough to see you all the time. ”

I hung my head and began to cry. "I'm useless after all."

"My sister is just kind-hearted." Rulan shook her head. "Only now. My sister should also plan for herself. The emperor is so ruthless. I can't count on it. My sister must cherish herself. ”

I nodded slightly. Take her into your arms and say. "You too. Be careful. If you are far away, you really can't get along. He remembered to come to me again. I have a sister. ”

"Rulan is leaving. There is only one sister in the palace. You want to cherish it. Don't be greedy. Don't stay up late at night to read a book and hurt your eyes. The palace is treacherous. You have to be careful to get close to the eldest princess. Now only our own people can be relied on. ”

I nodded. "I can save it."

Rulan said a lot. In the end, I couldn't cry anymore. Hugged me and choked up. "Sister. Compromise and seeking perfection cannot be exchanged for the high opinion of others. When I came back, I had to step on it and take a sip. Rulan is a minion and is not worth anything. But my sister is the princess of our Ling Kingdom. Jin Zun Yu Gui should not be like this. ”

I know what she means. Know what she thinks. There was nothing to say but nod in agreement.

The two cried again. before separation.

Rulan squatted to me. Exit the temple.

Outside the door was a small sedan chair. Headed by the Inner Supervisor. "The minions were ordered to send the girl out."

Scold. Jun Mochen is really pressing step by step. Are you afraid that I will disobey the order?

Leaning against the palace gate, I watched the sedan chair gradually move away. Finally, he was unable to sit down.

Loved a laugh. In the end, it was empty joy.

I cried and made a fuss. After all, this is the end.

Silently returned to the palace. has long been unable to clean up the mess in the hall. He lay on his back on the couch. I just feel exhausted. I've never been so tired. I've never worked so hard. I really want to go to sleep like this. I don't wake up.

If you wake up again. Spring. Everything is still the way it is. It never changed.

I just had a nightmare.