In fact, I don't even know where to start my story. The outside world says that I am a rising star in the business world, a young talent, as if I am a prodigy born out of nowhere, and only I know how I got to the so-called achievements I have today.

I grew up in a family of ordinary laid-off workers, there are elderly grandparents, sick all the year round, need someone to take care of them, after my parents are laid off, they make a living by setting up stalls to sell breakfast, they are kind-hearted, but they just can't make money, grandparents need money for treatment, my younger brother and I also need money to study, but my family has no money. In order to earn money, my father went south alone to work in the late 90s, and my mother insisted on the breakfast stall and took care of the elderly, and the family was crammed into an old unit of more than 50 square meters, and the life was so poor that they struggled at the bottom of the city. I was looked down upon since I was a child, and in school, I studied hard, just to fight for my family, but I was still looked down upon, I was beaten by the school and the gangsters in society, and in today's words, I was bullied at school. With nowhere to vent my anger, I began to fight and fight to make money by collecting protection money. This state lasted until the first year of high school, and I didn't know how I could get into high school, anyway, I went to a very average high school and became an ordinary high school student. I'm still in touch with gangsters outside the school, and when I have time, I'll go out and get into a fight to get some advantage.

Until, my father died. My father had an accident on the construction site in Dongguan, and the labor and management paid 80,000 yuan, and the 80,000 yuan, which was exchanged for my father's life, became a lifesaver for our family. From then on, I vowed to study hard and get ahead, and I worked much harder than the rest of my classmates to get into a decent university in another country. In the past four years, others have fallen in love, and I have worked part-time; Others have dinners, and I work part-time; Others go out to play, and I'm still working. After graduating, I returned to Xiangcheng and entered a fairly good company with my own efforts, that is, Cheng Chengcheng's father's jewelry company, I went from a clerk to a store manager and then to a marketing room manager, it only took two years, it is undeniable that I climbed so fast, there are my personal reasons, and there are also oranges (only people close to Cheng Chengcheng call her that). I don't know why she treated me differently, maybe it was because she came to our store for an unannounced visit, and accidentally twisted her foot, and her shoes broke, so I ran out to the mall to help her buy shoes, buy medicine, and help her wipe the medicine. Maybe that's when she fell in love with me. Of course, at that time, I really didn't know that she was the boss's daughter.

Later, as we all know, it is just an old episode in TV, how can a poor boy who is a fledgling and has a poor family be accepted by a rich family? Just as Cinderella meets Prince Charming is a fairy tale, it is also a fantasy that the daughter of a rich family wants to be with a poor boy. When I was young and vigorous, I was most afraid of being looked down upon, and under the negative anger, I resigned, I didn't believe that I couldn't live without Cheng's, and I wouldn't have a good life. I began to actively work hard to start a business, during this period, oranges helped me a lot, and later I established Wanyuan Tea Industry, the largest shareholder behind this is actually Cheng Chengcheng. After I left the company, she did her best to help me, using all the social connections she could use, and even using her private money to inject capital into my new company, so that I have the current Wanyuan.

I have always been grateful to her, without her there would be no me now, and I don't know how I can make her value it so much, she said: "I believe in you, your eyes are different from others, you are too eager to succeed, so you will definitely succeed." I will recoup my investment now in the future. ”

Wanyuan tea industry is growing, I have become a leader in the industry, Cheng's father is also impressed with me, I began to go in and out of Cheng's house, and Orange often accompanies me to participate in various activities. I don't know if there will be a better choice for the relationship in my life, in fact, there is no other suitable choice. So, it was only natural that we got engaged with the blessing of the business elite.

I never thought about the question of love or not, because in my world, there is only struggle, wealth, industry and profit. For me, marriage is just marriage, it can have nothing to do with love, but the person who is with me, we must appreciate each other, not get bored with each other, and benefit each other, and Orange and I are such a combination.

In life, there will always be exceptions. Qin Xiaotian, you are probably my accident. You must think that the interview with me was the first time you met me, but it wasn't. I don't think you're sure to be impressed, but I remember. One evening, I was in a hurry to attend a very important dinner, happened to be stuck in traffic, my driver was very anxious, all the way to keep honking, I asked him to take a shortcut, at the intersection of a small road near Xiangcheng University, my car almost hit an old man. Although the emergency brakes were on, the grandmother stood in front of the car and was so frightened that she couldn't move, and it was you who ran up to hold the grandmother, pointed at my car and scolded: "How do you drive?" Won't it be slowed down? If you don't have a traffic light, are you going to run around? Hurry up and go to reincarnation! Then you carry the frightened old man to the side of the road. Originally, I wanted to get out of the car and apologize, but that day I somehow sat in the car and didn't move, but I remember you. The driver was fined by me for three months, and then he was sent to someone else.

On the day I was interviewed by your newspaper, you moved a stool and passed by the aisle, I was reprimanding my subordinates, I didn't recognize you at first, until you said let's get out of the way, and said let's not quarrel in the aisle, I found out that you were the little girl who pointed at my car two years ago and scolded, I didn't expect the world to be so small, and I could still meet you. For no reason, I became interested in you, so I tried to let you write a manuscript and go to a tea art training class, which is nothing more than to shorten the distance with you and have more opportunities to meet you. Of course, I knew I had oranges by my side.

So, everything I do is quiet. Let you go to the tea art training class, I said that it is to promote and write, this is just one aspect, the original closing dinner is dispensable, and it can also be held at another time, but I am worried that you will not want to participate after a long time, so the dinner is arranged on the closing day. That night, you told me that your boyfriend was waiting for you downstairs, and I actually stood by the window for a while, trying to see what your boyfriend was like, and even I thought I was ridiculous. During the Agricultural Expo, I once went to the exhibition hall and accidentally saw you from afar, and I heard that you were a volunteer, and I knew that the lunch box you were in charge of the exhibition area was very poor, so I specially sent a Japanese food box lunch to you at noon one day. Of course, you don't know any of this. I don't need you to know.

Originally, I thought that maybe I could also try to like someone, to really love once, to experience what love is. However, when I saw you and your boyfriend appear so intimately in Moon Lake Park, I thought I probably didn't have a chance, even if you don't have a boyfriend, in what capacity can I be with you? After all, I'm the one who was engaged and was about to get married.

Later, when you were about to graduate, I invited you to work in our company, but you refused, I heard that you and your boyfriend had a problem, and you went to work in Guangzhou alone. At that time, I considered whether to lend a helping hand to you, no, I can't say help, just to satisfy my selfishness and get in touch with you more.

When I went to Guangzhou to discuss cooperation, I originally wanted to make an appointment with you to meet and call you, but you were sent by the company to be transferred abroad and had no chance to talk about it.

I thought carefully about whether or not to give up something to come into your life, and after evaluating it, I realized that it might be a very low return on investment, because even if I tried to give up something, I might not get you. You see, I'm even measuring the pay and return for you, I think people like me really don't deserve love.

Perhaps, I am suitable for charging in the mall in disguise, finding someone similar to me, and living a glamorous life that seems to be in line with my identity, but I know too well what identity is. When you are nothing, it is useless, and once you can match the word identity, it can't get rid of it, everything you do will be linked to it, and your every move seems to match it. Therefore, being with Orange is a stable and worry-free match, choosing her, I will choose the life of the rest of my life, there are no surprises, and there will be no accidents, which is a good thing for a mature business entity.

I don't think I'll ever be able to escape my own confinement, even if I meet a woman who makes me look the other way, I can only look at it from afar, and nothing can make me let go of what I have now. But I still want to thank God, at least let such a simple and kind girl have appeared in my life, let me have the urge to yearn for love, experience a silent giving, and care from afar.

When I heard that you were back in Xiangcheng, I felt an indescribable joy. I don't know, can I see you again?