"I have never underestimated you, I have never despised you, and I have never felt that you are stupid, yes, I admit that I did send someone to investigate you at the beginning, yes, standing in my position, it was difficult for me to trust people at that time, but I don't regret doing that, because, if you had a little bad mind at that time, I would have been doomed, I am very glad that although you look stupid, but you are the only sober person in this palace, but, Su Yuanheng, why are you so sure that I want this Beiqiang? Why are you sure that I will win in the end? Let me tell you, I am not at all unfamiliar with the throne of Beiqiang, the reason why I robbed you of your position was only because I wanted to take revenge in this position, so I had to temporarily rob you of your position, these, you obviously hate it in your heart, but why don't you say it? Why do you want to be so silent and deplorable, and then fulfill me and give it to me? Why don't you question me? Why don't you vent your grievances? Why do you always look like a good old man? Why don't you dare to show your heart if you like a girl? Why don't you dare to fight your mother and uncle? Why don't you tell your queen mother that you like that girl? Why do you want to compromise so much? Why be so cowardly? ”

Su Nianjun's series of rhetorical questions made Su Yuanheng stunned in place, speechless for a long time, and after a long time, he smiled bitterly.

"yes, why not? Why so cowardly? Why do you want to compromise so much? I was obviously very angry with you, angry at why you took away my crown prince, I wanted to come over and question you, but when I rushed to find you, I heard the conversation between you and Qiao He and Chu Yun, and I only knew what you were going through at that time? No matter how angry I was in my heart, I couldn't vent it to you at that time, so I buried all these things in my heart, as if I didn't know anything, yes, I was indeed very cowardly, and I was stupid, if you want to laugh, laugh at it, anyway, I don't care. ”

Looking at the aggrieved Su Yuanheng, Su Nianjun walked around the middle of the open wine, walked in front of Su Yuanheng, squatted in front of him and looked at him, and then spoke.

"I'm not laughing at you, I'm just a little angry with you, why are you thinking about others everywhere, not thinking about yourself, always putting yourself in the last position, I apologize to you, I really didn't mean to rob you of your position, just because I really have too much suffering, I promise you, after taking revenge, I will leave Beiqiang Kingdom, go to find my sweetheart, accompany her to travel all over the world, and fulfill her wishes, rest assured, I won't do anything to the queen mother and Uncle Guoguo? I haven't taken their tricks into account, but before that, I need your help, and I know you're not going to turn me down. ”

Su Yuanheng looked at Su Nianjun in a daze, and asked in a daze.

"What do you want me to do?"

Su Nianjun smiled lightly, then got up and whispered in his ear about his plan.

After that, I don't know how Su Yuanheng returned to his palace, anyway, when he woke up with a splitting headache the next day, he was already in his palace.

Su Nianjun, who had drunk with Su Yuanheng all night, did not look like he was hungover, because Shen Xianhe was about to leave today, so after asking Qiao He to send Su Yuanheng back, he stayed where he was and continued to drink his own wine, and after drinking all the several jars of wine brought by Su Yuanheng, he used his internal force to force the wine out of his body.

Then he continued to stay on the roof, watching Shen Xianhe go out, and then under the escort of Qiao He, he waited at the gate of the palace for a long time, as if he was waiting for him, but he didn't have any ideas this time, and he didn't want to appear, so after waiting for him for a long time, Shen Xianhe still got into the carriage, and then under his gaze, the carriage went farther and farther until it disappeared out of his sight.

After he couldn't see, he closed his eyes and lay on the roof of the main hall, his heart was empty, this was the first time he felt that this place was so cold, so cold that he couldn't stand it and wanted to leave.

Shen Xianhe sat in the carriage and staggered out of the palace in Beiqiang, and as soon as he left the palace gate, the sound of No. 1 came from outside the carriage.

"Miss, is that you?"

Shen Xianhe, who was interrupted by the No. 1 voice, lifted the carriage curtain and looked at a group of subordinates who were following the carriage.

"Well, it's me."

"Miss, are we really leaving?"

No. 1 is a person who knows everything, although he doesn't know Su Nianjun's life experience, but he also guessed that Su Nianjun did this only for Shen Xianhe, so he and Shen Xianhe would forgive Su Nianjun, but unexpectedly, Shen Xianhe still decided to leave.

As Shen Xianhe's subordinate, naturally where she is, they are there, but he still couldn't help but ask.

Hearing this, Shen Xianhe nodded.

"Well, there are some things that I can't sort out now, and I need to leave to tidy up for the time being, so I have to leave Beiqiang and Su Nianjun now."

"Okay, where the young lady goes, the subordinates will follow."

Shen Xianhe smiled, then lowered the curtain, and as soon as she lowered the curtain, the smile on her face faded.

As long as she leaves Su Nianjun, she can know her thoughts, know her mind, and determine her feelings for Su Nianjun, but why does her heart hurt so much? Why is it so uncomfortable?

She reached out and grasped the position of her heart, and that position, as she got farther away from Beiqiang, became empty, as if she had lost something and could no longer fill it with anything.

Tears began to fall, after all, he still couldn't leave, his mind was Su Nianjun in that youth, that little he didn't know what his mother was going through, and he happily welcomed the arrival of the enemy, and how broken he was when he knew the truth of the matter, how much he couldn't forgive himself, that little him, he wanted to kill himself, and even more wanted to kill the person who bullied his mother.

However, she left like this, in his years of enduring it, and the enemy for so many years, just to take revenge, when he faced the wound again, she left him.

That's why he was so sad that he didn't come to see her off, and he was so disappointed that he didn't even want to show her figure, just because he didn't want to be disappointed and sad.

At this time, the carriage had just driven out of the gate of the capital, and Shen Xianhe hurriedly opened the carriage curtain and instructed No. 1 outside the carriage.

"Go back, we'll go back...... I can't leave him at this time...... I can't leave him alone with this...... Nor can I let myself endure those pains ...... alone. ”

Although they didn't understand why Shen Xianhe suddenly changed his mind, they who had always obeyed the order hurriedly turned around the carriage and went back to the Beiqiang Imperial Palace that they had come out of.

After Qiao He brought Su Nianjun, who was sleeping in the main hall, back to the dormitory to serve him and fell asleep, looking at the lost soul and becoming not like the previous Su Nianjun who was full of bamboo in his chest, Qiao He felt uncomfortable for a while, and also resented Shen Xianhe, blaming her for being really red and harming their master, because she became such a muddy appearance.

Just as he had just settled Su Nianjun and left his dormitory and came to the hall, he saw Shen Xianhe coming in in a hurry.

He thought he was dazzled, so he quickly raised his hand and rubbed his eyes vigorously, making sure that the person in front of him was Shen Xianhe, so he said happily.

"Crown Princess, aren't you leaving?"

"Well, I'm not leaving, I'm going to stay with him and bear everything, what about him?"

Shen Xianhe nodded solemnly.

Qiao He stretched out his hand and pointed to the location of the inner hall with joy, and then explained in a babbling manner behind Shen Xianhe, who had already turned around to look for Su Nianjun.

"Crown Princess, because of your departure, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince drank wine with King Heng on the roof of the main hall last night, and after his subordinates sent you away, he was found, and just now he was sent back to the inner hall to serve him to sleep ......."

After that, Qiao He didn't have a chance to finish, because they had already arrived at the inner hall, and Shen Xianhe had already pushed open the door and hurriedly walked in, so it was not good for him to continue to follow in.

Therefore, he stopped outside the door, and those unfinished words were swallowed back by him.

As soon as he walked to the bedside, he saw Su Nianjun, whose face was abnormally flushed, lying on the floor, and there was a strong smell of wine on his body.

Then he instructed the palace maids to open two windows for ventilation, and then told them to go to the kitchen to get a bowl of decanting soup.

Looking at Su Nianjun, who was still exuding the smell of wine, Shen Xianhe couldn't help frowning, but then he thought that Qiao He was a man, although he had been by Su Nianjun's side for many years, he had definitely never done this kind of close service, and he didn't know how to serve.

Therefore, he just took off Su Nianjun's coat and didn't even wipe his face, so he left the person on the collapse.

Although he was a little angry in his heart, Shen Xianhe also knew that the reason was from her after all, so the anger in his heart was also born of himself.

Moistened with hot water with the handkerchief sent by the palace maid, and then wiped Su Nianjun's face and exposed skin again, and when it was almost wiped off, the sobering soup she ordered before was also delivered.

After letting the palace maids retreat, she put Su Nianjun in her arms, and then scooped a spoonful and fed it to Su Nianjun's mouth, but Su Nianjun, who was already drunk, did not speak, no matter how Shen Xianhe couldn't feed the sobering soup?